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one month & 11 days today... so much has happened. i have ignore you bloggy of mine... i started you to help me with my inner feelings and all my frustrations of daily life. i have come to an impass in my life. i guess now i feel a bit depressed and have let go of all that is suppose to be good for me. i need to start to get my priorities in line. so, x-mas holidays were good i had great time... i made a turkey with b-g and it was cool. passed my 25th at emily's. a few weeks later i wished all my blog friends happy holidays.... i once again did not update my blog. now that all the days have passed i havent really kept track of the days. but one thing that is stuck out is that i have quit the job. so im jobless but im some what happy/sad... the half and half things with b-g have gotten back on track. my puter is now at his house. i pass most of my time here in his house... and cleaning and now will try once again to find a job. i couldnt take it in that crazy place. there were some excellent peeps but for most of the part my dept was the worst. i try to fix it but they all freaken' denied the whole atmosphere and i gave my 2 week notice & only told like 2 peeps and another 6 found out! i wonder what the bla bla would be. i guess that it was all ok i love the surface of the company but the people just made it freaken' impossible. i wished that i was in another dept or working on the 1st floor. some said i should have been more patient but nah i am happy like this.. ^_^ ... started reading my driving course book and will try to get my permit soon... maybe in 2-3 months... yep! that is my goal. b-g asked me if i wanted to go back to school and what i really wanted to do... well, i really feel deep inside that i want to teach so i may go back to school to get the qualification for that. ok so im going on 31 and feel pretty good i just wish that things had turned different in my life but i guess things come up when they are ready for you. i will try to be more patient as i have a short span on that. heeee...
one month & 11 days today... so much has happened. i have ignore you bloggy of mine... i started you to help me with my inner feelings and all my frustrations of daily life. i have come to an impass in my life. i guess now i feel a bit depressed and have let go of all that is suppose to be good for me. i need to start to get my priorities in line. so, x-mas holidays were good i had great time... i made a turkey with b-g and it was cool. passed my 25th at emily's. a few weeks later i wished all my blog friends happy holidays.... i once again did not update my blog. now that all the days have passed i havent really kept track of the days. but one thing that is stuck out is that i have quit the job. so im jobless but im some what happy/sad... the half and half things with b-g have gotten back on track. my puter is now at his house. i pass most of my time here in his house... and cleaning and now will try once again to find a job. i couldnt take it in that crazy place. there were some excellent peeps but for most of the part my dept was the worst. i try to fix it but they all freaken' denied the whole atmosphere and i gave my 2 week notice & only told like 2 peeps and another 6 found out! i wonder what the bla bla would be. i guess that it was all ok i love the surface of the company but the people just made it freaken' impossible. i wished that i was in another dept or working on the 1st floor. some said i should have been more patient but nah i am happy like this.. ^_^ ... started reading my driving course book and will try to get my permit soon... maybe in 2-3 months... yep! that is my goal. b-g asked me if i wanted to go back to school and what i really wanted to do... well, i really feel deep inside that i want to teach so i may go back to school to get the qualification for that. ok so im going on 31 and feel pretty good i just wish that things had turned different in my life but i guess things come up when they are ready for you. i will try to be more patient as i have a short span on that. heeee...

