so still in the cold mood... my nose is stuffed but i feel much better. kyanna's spending the week with me... rented 3 movies (jersey girl, mean girls & raising helen) and bought "marry poppins!" one of my fav movies from my kiddy age!! haaa... b-g's last overnight is tonight! yeah!! then he's free for 7 whole days!!! 'k need to go!! gotta go see the movies... ms. kyanna is like next to me... heee...
so i am so freaken' sick!!! i feel awful!! i know where i catched it... it was at the recitle of Kyanna... all those kids with viruses attached to them. one went home with me! crap!
O.K. on the bright side! Demi & SAJ got their parcels which i was so happy to hear from! SAJ sent pics (see below)! heee... love to shop!! i am so happy they like the stuff i got them! Demi's daughter Mii loves the kitty bag! which is so but so cute! she named her 'Namina.' cute!!! heee...
on yesterdays news... so i sent x-mas e-cards to 48 people... some i hadn't talk to in a long while... so anyways, ms erica is in the picture, once again... i went to see her and her mom which i was thrilled... b-g went with me... we ate at the church talked... erica is the same, which i am glad she is happy... we had lost touched for almost 2yrs... my thoughts were because of her man... she says it's not! but anyways, i don't know if i will ever know... i have my doubts... she had been a close friend and for us to loose touch was really sad... but what one thing came out of the sadness... i repaired the relationship that i thought was kinda flaky with chris... i truly opened up to her to tell her how i really felt. when she treated me the way she did... i have known her for over 16 yrs... and her child is my godchild! i know she has a hard time with closeness and all that... but we worked it out and talked & cried alot! i am much so much closer to her then i have ever been! armando will always be my bestest friend-male but i needed a female close-close friend and to finally feel that i have one... i get really happy and sad... cuz it has been a torturous yrs... with truly no "TRUE" friends in my life, female i mean... i try very hard and i guess at times i have been taken for granted... maybe cuz i am to needy on that part! i mean... in my hearts of hearts i wanted someone to share my sad, happy, angry moments with... ok i will stop with my sob-story of not ever meeting a female that truly wanted to be my bestest friend!!
do i sound pathetic or what!!! sheesh!!!
ok so on the brightside... armando came over and stayed the night took care of me... he's a true friend! i love him so!!! b-g had to work overnight at the hospital... and i felt really sick and not wanting to be alone... as it is wed. armando and i have the "LOST" phone calls... so i told him how i felt and that b-g was going to work overnight... he offer to come over and take care of me... which i felt so happy!!! heeee....
i woke up pretty much still freaken sick!!!! hate the freaken illness that go around!! and yep i didn't take my flue shot!! what ever... i am suffering the consequences...
i got up at 7am... i mended my coat! checked my emails and went to read some blogs. said hi and now i'm posting... have called ms. erica 3 times but she seems not to answer... is it starting again... i will not think about it!! sheesh!! rack my brain with other things... jelly-beans!!! i will go and make me a coffee and finish wrapping Kyanna's gifts... yikes! her mom is going to kill me! i bought her so much!!! she will love it! but her mom will think i am spoiling her too much! i still think i should still buy her the "game-cube"?? or should i wait for b-day but i want to also get her a dvd? i don't know what to do?? still thinking... k... laterzzz....
O.K. on the bright side! Demi & SAJ got their parcels which i was so happy to hear from! SAJ sent pics (see below)! heee... love to shop!! i am so happy they like the stuff i got them! Demi's daughter Mii loves the kitty bag! which is so but so cute! she named her 'Namina.' cute!!! heee...
on yesterdays news... so i sent x-mas e-cards to 48 people... some i hadn't talk to in a long while... so anyways, ms erica is in the picture, once again... i went to see her and her mom which i was thrilled... b-g went with me... we ate at the church talked... erica is the same, which i am glad she is happy... we had lost touched for almost 2yrs... my thoughts were because of her man... she says it's not! but anyways, i don't know if i will ever know... i have my doubts... she had been a close friend and for us to loose touch was really sad... but what one thing came out of the sadness... i repaired the relationship that i thought was kinda flaky with chris... i truly opened up to her to tell her how i really felt. when she treated me the way she did... i have known her for over 16 yrs... and her child is my godchild! i know she has a hard time with closeness and all that... but we worked it out and talked & cried alot! i am much so much closer to her then i have ever been! armando will always be my bestest friend-male but i needed a female close-close friend and to finally feel that i have one... i get really happy and sad... cuz it has been a torturous yrs... with truly no "TRUE" friends in my life, female i mean... i try very hard and i guess at times i have been taken for granted... maybe cuz i am to needy on that part! i mean... in my hearts of hearts i wanted someone to share my sad, happy, angry moments with... ok i will stop with my sob-story of not ever meeting a female that truly wanted to be my bestest friend!!
do i sound pathetic or what!!! sheesh!!!
ok so on the brightside... armando came over and stayed the night took care of me... he's a true friend! i love him so!!! b-g had to work overnight at the hospital... and i felt really sick and not wanting to be alone... as it is wed. armando and i have the "LOST" phone calls... so i told him how i felt and that b-g was going to work overnight... he offer to come over and take care of me... which i felt so happy!!! heeee....
i woke up pretty much still freaken sick!!!! hate the freaken illness that go around!! and yep i didn't take my flue shot!! what ever... i am suffering the consequences...
i got up at 7am... i mended my coat! checked my emails and went to read some blogs. said hi and now i'm posting... have called ms. erica 3 times but she seems not to answer... is it starting again... i will not think about it!! sheesh!! rack my brain with other things... jelly-beans!!! i will go and make me a coffee and finish wrapping Kyanna's gifts... yikes! her mom is going to kill me! i bought her so much!!! she will love it! but her mom will think i am spoiling her too much! i still think i should still buy her the "game-cube"?? or should i wait for b-day but i want to also get her a dvd? i don't know what to do?? still thinking... k... laterzzz....
the package is being inspected by kitty... heee...
SAJ amazed at the colors??? heee...
the resemblance...
water can!! yah!!
hmm... the yummy soap!!!
went to kyanna's recitle around 4pm... i was sorta late due to no taxi!!! mr. b-g was doing his work so i had to take a taxi... dang, i was late like 5 min. i had missed khalil's class but saw jasmine's (his sister) and kyanna's... it was so cute... alex was there... she look really good! the kids played after for like 1/2 -1 hr. then got ready... it was so cold... bbbbrrrrr... steph, kyanna, jasmine and me took a taxi and everyone else walked in the freezing weather... brrr... stayed at chris's for a while talking and eating and blabbling more... we took alex home and then came home... as i got into the bedroom i saw my mail... it was Demi and SAJ letter and package... i was so happy! i wonder if my gifts will be there anytime soon??? hopefully they will get there by the end of the week! i thank them from the bottom of my heart, for being so sweet!!
thank you so very much to both of you, Demi and SAJ.
btw: the cards will be going on my tree... pretty!!!
thank you so very much to both of you, Demi and SAJ.
btw: the cards will be going on my tree... pretty!!!
thank you so very much Demi... love the fan and face towel... how did you know we use them... we have like 40-50 of them... heee... thank you...
a beautiful card from SAJ thank you so very much!
so the day started out early 7:30am... it's been gift wrapping for the past 2hrs... took a break! sent msg to Demi and secret agent josephine... so friday! a week left and what is insight still remains... i have not done much, for me, well more like get the crazies out cuz i was like hell bent on getting all my gifts out on time.. hopefully everyone gets them in time... i hate that i was so like last minute... now the next thing is writing so the weekend will be writing to the rest of the net friends i have... need to get started on making my card!! heee... all i dream about now is turkey!! more like turkey leg!! i have already dibs on chris's leg! heee....
i sent my x-mas gifts today to:
my mom -VA
Demi & Mii -Japan
Brenda - CA
the Cheng Family -Toronto
left is b-g's family in Edmonton
need to get some stuff for nelson, grandma(nelson's mom) and the kids... with that i will be done!!!
Ruffus (my mom's dog) turned 1yr. on the 12th of December (Sunday)... will be going down for a few weeks after the holidays to see my family!! yeah!!!
more shopping today!! gonna take a shower... need to call stephanie... gona go dim-summing today! laterzzz...
my mom -VA
Demi & Mii -Japan
Brenda - CA
the Cheng Family -Toronto
left is b-g's family in Edmonton
need to get some stuff for nelson, grandma(nelson's mom) and the kids... with that i will be done!!!
Ruffus (my mom's dog) turned 1yr. on the 12th of December (Sunday)... will be going down for a few weeks after the holidays to see my family!! yeah!!!
more shopping today!! gonna take a shower... need to call stephanie... gona go dim-summing today! laterzzz...
so crazy is the shopping frenzy! heee...
1 b-g
2 bloggers
1 blogger child
4 family members
6 b-g's family
18 friends
1 x-boyfriend
4 x-boyfriend relatives
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37 gifts this year was the out come, not much!! heee... done: 13!! to go 23!!! and only twelve days left...
This holiday will be spent seeing b-g off to work! he works the Dec. 24 (6pm-2am), 25(6pm-2am), 26 (overnight: 11pm-10am), & 27(overnight: 11pm-10am). it sucks the balls!!! i truly hate it!! alone for x-mas! no turkey to make this year!! but will be eating it at friends homes!! yah! yah! yumm!i have finally finished the tree... it looks so very beautiful! i love it!! gold, red and clear balls... lights are clear with 16 different blinking options! we are thinking of getting a flat screen tv to put over the fire place... it would look so like nice!!! **dreamy**
i had a dream yesterday night...i had gone to japan to meet Demi... there was so much confussion around me... then i came into this building where there were like 5-10 baby kittens.. i had brought Carly with me.. Demi lived with her mother inlaw, who by the way was white??? then all of a sudden carly (my cat) runs off and i am heading to the door... i come upon a park purely for cats.. she was hidding behind a cement bench... i had not yet met Demi... instead i met this japanese girl with pink hair who excorted me to a cell phone store... the guys there wanted to cell me a very expensive phone which i liked but no way i could afford it! even the case that was for my phone, although cute, i could not afford... i walked off and they just spouted something in japanese, which i didn't understood... made my way back up to Demi's apartment... when i got there Mii was there sitting eating at the dining room table... she said "hi" in a cute high pitch voice... Demi was in the kitchen her body turn to the sink washing dishes... as she turned around to greet me... i looked down and carly was sliding herself between my legs... i looked up once again to say "hi" to Demi... as i heard her voice telling me of what she had done and i woke up!!
still thinking... hmmmm....
1 b-g
2 bloggers
1 blogger child
4 family members
6 b-g's family
18 friends
1 x-boyfriend
4 x-boyfriend relatives
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37 gifts this year was the out come, not much!! heee... done: 13!! to go 23!!! and only twelve days left...
This holiday will be spent seeing b-g off to work! he works the Dec. 24 (6pm-2am), 25(6pm-2am), 26 (overnight: 11pm-10am), & 27(overnight: 11pm-10am). it sucks the balls!!! i truly hate it!! alone for x-mas! no turkey to make this year!! but will be eating it at friends homes!! yah! yah! yumm!i have finally finished the tree... it looks so very beautiful! i love it!! gold, red and clear balls... lights are clear with 16 different blinking options! we are thinking of getting a flat screen tv to put over the fire place... it would look so like nice!!! **dreamy**
i had a dream yesterday night...i had gone to japan to meet Demi... there was so much confussion around me... then i came into this building where there were like 5-10 baby kittens.. i had brought Carly with me.. Demi lived with her mother inlaw, who by the way was white??? then all of a sudden carly (my cat) runs off and i am heading to the door... i come upon a park purely for cats.. she was hidding behind a cement bench... i had not yet met Demi... instead i met this japanese girl with pink hair who excorted me to a cell phone store... the guys there wanted to cell me a very expensive phone which i liked but no way i could afford it! even the case that was for my phone, although cute, i could not afford... i walked off and they just spouted something in japanese, which i didn't understood... made my way back up to Demi's apartment... when i got there Mii was there sitting eating at the dining room table... she said "hi" in a cute high pitch voice... Demi was in the kitchen her body turn to the sink washing dishes... as she turned around to greet me... i looked down and carly was sliding herself between my legs... i looked up once again to say "hi" to Demi... as i heard her voice telling me of what she had done and i woke up!!
still thinking... hmmmm....
so the tree is up!!! pictures:
Friday the 10th!! up... still naked...
Saturday the 11th... half way there... need more ornaments!!
Sunday the 12th!! done... looks good... but some presents have left for their destinations...
Friday the 10th!! up... still naked...
Saturday the 11th... half way there... need more ornaments!!
Sunday the 12th!! done... looks good... but some presents have left for their destinations...
rieke got me thinking about parenthood... hmmm...i don't really know if i want children. is that bad? well, if i am going to have and that is a big maybe!! i give myself 'til 35yrs... then forget it... i don't want to be a an old mommy... not that it isn't good or anythink like that but it is just not for me... i have thought of having children but i don't really know if i am prepare for it yet! truth be known i am frighten... ok more like petrified!! the birth... aaahhh... don't really want to talk about that... i cannot see myself being with my legs spread wide open infront of like 10 people, noooo!! nooo! let me not get into it... i guess i'm being really silly and i know it is only for maybe 4-48 hrs for delivery and like 9 mths for the pregnancy to end... and the out come is most rewarding as you have a new bundle of joy! still the delivery and the pregnancy scare the living daylights out of me...
have i said too much... am i being selfish and inconsiderate??? i don't know but freak! i quiver just at the site of it... i think i've watched too many "baby stories" & health discovery channel "birth day"
ok... so i'm scared!! plain and simple...
have i said too much... am i being selfish and inconsiderate??? i don't know but freak! i quiver just at the site of it... i think i've watched too many "baby stories" & health discovery channel "birth day"
ok... so i'm scared!! plain and simple...
