yes! found an indonesian restaurant at MtlPlus but the address was wrong.got the new one from canada411 i feel like having it for diner tonight!

Restaurant Nonya Cuisine Indonésienne
151, avenue Bernard Ouest
Montréal, QC H2T 2K3
Phone: (514) 875-9998
Hours: Tues-Fri 12pm-3pm; 6pm-10pmSat-Sun 5-10pm (Mon closed)

thinking of cooking Fri. or Sat:

Bulgogi (BBQ Beef Korean style)
Ingredients:
1 kg cross cut beef (or shoulder cut)
1 carrot, sliced into matchsticks
1 onion, sliced
3 spring onions, chopped

Marinade:
2 rings of canned pineapple
1 whole kiwi fruit peeled
2 tbsp soy bean oil
3 tbsp sugar
2 tbsp sesame oil
1 tsp black pepper
1 tbsp ginger
2 tbsp beef stock powder
1 1/2 tbsp crushed garlic
1 tbsp toasted sesame seeds
100ml soy sauce

Slice the beef thinly (you can slightly freeze the beef beforehand to make this easier).

For the marinade:
Blend the pineapple and kiwifruit together using an electric hand beater or blender. Then stir in the soy bean oil, sesame oil, black pepper, crushed ginger and garlic, sugar, beef stock powder, toasted sesame seeds and soy sauce. Mix the beef well in this marinade and put it all in the fridge over night.

The next day you simply barbecue or fry! Because the beef is thinly sliced it shouldn't take long to cook. If you don't use it all, it can be kept in the fridge for 2-3 days.

Serve with steamed white rice, a selection of Korean side dishes and a cold beer!

Zulieka: Monday, September 27, 2004

i hear screams and ran over to the bathroom expecting something tragic had happened... i asked 'what happened? ur hair? ur hurt willy? what?' and what i get is: 'i poured some gel on my hand and it slid into the drain. that is why i yelled, crap! i hate when that happens,' he said. i just walked away saying 'OMG!' i still think that was dumb...

taking me away from such and interesting read. name zulieka a mix of Japanese & Swedish, talented and very provocative reminds me of justagirl with a touch of music. the things you find at tony's place. i did thank him for leading me to her blog. im in July 5th 2004...

i went to tony early Sunday in the evening and read his posts... curiosity got the best of me and read her 'til late morning and woke to keep on reading... shit afternoon...

the name reminds me of this woman (her name i cannot quite remember) i knew, her sister was named Zulieka. i was 9yrs old. and my family was still together (brother was a distant future thing). we lived in LA (on Rampart, bad place to live.) at the time, i thought they were so hip! i remember going in their home and listening to really loud 80s music... i sat or lounged on their couch while they just listen to music... i know now they must have been dopped up because now i can place the odor their home had but being young and naive at that time, i didn't know shit if it looked me right in the eye... ooh, the days of good old innocence...

need to go and finish of my chinese series...

mini van oddisy 2005 sleek looking having great options... w/ more horse power... cool... for the future!

so, saturday (19th) was Kya's 8th b-day! got her the cake... but she recieved 2 others (cheesecake & one that Janetta made) both very yummy! had wonderful time... Kitty& her 1yr old daughter were there, Kya's best friend Sabrina, Khalil & Jasmine w/ Steph & Lawrence, Melisa & Steve (he left wasn't feeling good), Janetta brought her son Tyreeq & her business partner Emily... Later Shaq-il (Janetta's 10 yr old) came... we had fun... evening time when only Janetta, Melisa, Emily & me were left, we played scrabble, which i took over and helped everyone.. hee... make words... then decided on blackjack... paid for .25 cents a game... heee... i got tired around 10.30pm and left... b-g came to get me, i asked him why he didn't want to come. he didn't want to be around so many kids and did not feel like it. i left it at that...

i had a wonderful sleep, woke up at 11.30am... b-g had gone to work by then... he said that i slept through his goodbye kiss... watched 'twin dragons' i have 12 more episodes to rent and then i'm done... this story is so good... aaahh... need to find others as the new ones are not coming anymore with subtitles in English due to $$$...

the car will be ready to day between 4-10... we got a LEXUX IS300 w/ the premium pkg... installed a spoiler, hood deflector, anti-theft devices, cargo net & extra set of tires (winter)... i cannot wait, im so excited for b-g!!! i love to see him happy. he deserves this. he works so hard and feels constantly tired and that nothing really comes of it... i say the next thing is a house... heee... he says maybe something else first heee... i don't know and i don't get my hopes up either... cuz for him it could be renovations... heee... i never know with him...
so, i will get my b-day present heee... i did get something that he thought i would like 'a parisian scarf' i though SAJ when i got it... heee... it was made in paris... and it cost a few... i seen it before and 100% silk... from that store that is truly expensive... ooohh lalala... he's so knows me, he got me a book mark... hopefully i start on my new series soon...

went around and saw a few i liked but it seems they are only being sold across the ocean... well, there is E-bay but i don't trust it there, so that is, like, forget it! now i really need to think about it... i get a little apprehensive when it comes down to use my personal info on the net. scary thing...

here are some i liked:
fishies2
fishies2
clear blue
clear white daisies

keanu, the hotty!!
Bex, my new link...
mr. bloopy, he's annoyed at my comment size limitation & gave me tons of info. on MACs! i will be getting MAC-Book... but my boyfriend will be getting himself a windows laptop... i really don't want him to get it because it will cause problems... aaaaahhh...

i have found my ideal toilet seats (didn't even know they made them ) but they are a bit far away! but they are still so cute... transparent!!! i want one... will look to see if they offer them here in the good old North America! i'm assuming they exist here in N.A... thanks to justagirl for the picture...

Have been watching my chinese series... i'm on my 22 chapter out of 40... will be going on the a net search for the transparent toilet seats! yes, i want one, specially now that i know they exist!!

'le deuxieme jour de ma P... tengo que usar todas mis lenguas, si no voy a perderlas... penso...'

inspired by bloopy. his asking a 'maleta' instead of a 'bolsa' episode was funny! made my early morning. heeee... it can only happen to funny English people. ok so it happens to me too... aaaarrrggghhh... heeeee...

tricky little Kya wants her ears pierced... hmmm... we had talked about that and had decided that she would be getting them done when she turned 11yrs. she's been asking her mother but i know Kya she doesn't like pain... how is she going to deal w/ the earpiercing gun... aaahhh... chris doesn't remember the talk we had awhile ago over that... she tends to forget alot...

so yesterday night i come home from chris's at 2 am and turn on the tv to the national geographic channel and started to watch "fat plague:" could obesity be a virus?
well, doctors have found that Ad-36 virus (adenovirus 36) that is found in animals (which started w/ chickens, Bombay 1980s), has been found in humans. a study has shown that 30% of obese people may have the antibodies, compare to 10% of normal weight people. everyone that contracts this virus gains grossly amounts of weight.

Sunday afternoon, got ready and headed to my b-day party that was being held at chris's... the kids were there... i was a bit upset as i thought we had talked and said that there would not be children and only girls night! but it didn't turned out to be... as my understanding was not right. then found out that steph's husband was coming and i even got more upset... i had told b-g that he was not allowed... then realized that i had forgotten the camera at home. asked b-g to go and please get it. when he finally came. Kit-ty had come, a Peruvian girl w/ her 1yr old. chris had invited her. the kids were roudy and i had a huge headache. i didn't want to go as i was some what depressed. steph handed me 2 ultra tylenol, which was a total mistake! i felt so sick and wierd for the rest of the night! Jeneta & her 4yr old name tyrik came. then Melisa w/ her boyfriend Steve 'Jean-Marie' came. all hell broke loose... and steph ended up leaving w/ her kids... the drama... crap... so it was handled and all settled and the night went on pretty smoothly... talking about all sorts of things... about motherhood, race, cultrue, AIDS, crime, etc...

yesterday was a disturbing day for me, more like i felt distrubed! i woke to miss Kya waking up (8 am) her mother and she got a 25 min. (i got explain to it later that she was pouting and giving her mom problems) time out... i decided to call steph, lives in the same building... her kids are a bit roudy but they're sweet...

Kya and me went to have breakfast and stupid me just brought coffee for me... how selfish was that... though she didn't tell me she wanted any, how was i to guess that... so, her husband was there... he's a nice guy but he was not happy as i had interupted their morning thing... hey, but first the kids were already up and at their door... so how could they do the moochie-coochy thing... he stayed in the bd-room pouting for like 1 hr 1/2 . we all ate breakfast...muffins...

i was feeling somewhat not all there in my head... chris came 2hrs to ask for help w/ her taxes... i was not all there so decided to go down to chris's but steph was like why... bla bla... i just had to be alone... got onto the net and went to see my site & read my comments: justagirl had left a message that she had surf from Tony. he had put my site on his blog (this is the 2nd time, how thoughtful a nobody like me, heee)... i went to check it & i felt sorta happy... and then tears just started to roll down my cheeks... i felt special because a total stranger put my stupid site on his blog. i get so fuckin' sentimental over everything around my b-day. why is that? a total stranger... someone who knows my freaken teen idol-crush!!! yes, i had freaken wall to wall pics of Wil Wheaton... what yes, i had a freaken huge crush, i thought he was such a cutie! & Kirk Cameron... what was wrong with me, you say, i was a teen in the late 80s, that's why... heee... brings fond memories... i am not ashamed of that at all, we all have our little dark and geeky secrets... i should find the only picture taken of my room when i had it plaster w/ posters of them both... heee... well, there were also 10 others on my: Bon Jovi, Corey H & F, Partick Swayze, etc... that brought a smile to my face... when i saw the pics of Wil & Tony, i was like he knows him... wow!! i go back to my teen-hood years! thanks to Tony, i've seen Moxie, his wife is a beauty! they have similar ways of writing, no wonder they make a make a great couple... heee... saw the pics of their wedding awhile ago, so romantic. it makes me cry... gosh, stop that! what is wrong w/ me... all is lost in my freaken sobs! i try but so hard! break need to go & let it out... coming back...

so, im back, i think am i part of the math? im so depressed... i feel happy reading other peoples beautiful lives... yesterday i was low and my spirits lifted when i saw justagirl's comment... then once at her site i lost my train of thought of depression... she made me forget about me... she reminds me of my dearest friend Carolyn (now in a coma since summer of '99) who had so much spunk, attitude and love for everyone she met! her energy was great for a woman w/ a deadly desease sickle cell anemia. when i saw justagirl, she reminded me of her so much... such happy thoughts of my beautiful friend! please wake up!

so, as i read and wrote... chris came down, i told her that i had mix feelings on the b-day party... she at this point of time cannot afford the party... so, i decided to give her $$ for it... i don't mind the fact that she is letting me have it at her place & cooking all the food... i don't mind paying for the food... it made her feel bad because she doesn't want to feel like a charity-case... i just don't want her to get into debt because of me. plus, Kya and she needed it more... so, it was settle i gave her $$$ and it all turned out ok... still, things were not truly right inside of me... i ignored it, and watched the chinese series 'twin of brothers' i got at china town (rented 15 episode of 40)...



heee... the afternoon flew by and i had decided to stay at steph's, as chris had been invited for diner, but her daughter was really getting upset that i prefer to leave for them to handle their child... i didnt want to bother them... i came home watched the rest of the movies... slept at 5am.

book, hmm... thought of getting it. i will call it in this week on the 1-877-#).

bloopy - a cute asian, i think? heee.. i have already my asian baby but i can still look, right *wink! makes me happy! getting back to the '...freshfeeling.com' he was nice enough to give me very specific information on what comes w/ a MAC (x)... stuff i didn't have no idea... i am very happy... went to visit and its a great site... so many yummy links (which i clicked on!)... i even send the loony toon to a friend & posted the link to HARTZvictim site for a OCM.

bloopy reminds me of my best friend 'mondo.' i find him so interesting... plus, the yummy links i have seen of just his past post make me laugh, think and feel sad... Thank you bloopy for the information, it is greatly appreciate it!

OCM - is my first blog friend! he and i share b-day March 14 & fishy sign!!! hope he enjoys his birthday... we pisceans are so sentimental, dreamers and big hearted! my friends are giving me a party today & tomorrow on D-day, i am having chris & Kya at my place for pot roast diner! my first pot roast meal!! i am so excited... heee... i already marinated... will start cooking it in the early afternoon... it's beautiful... pictures to come... heee...

crap! need to go and take a shower... do my hair... i cannot wait for the meal chris made OX tail (my chinese horoscope, heee)... the cake is made by a friend-to be (she has her own restaurant went to pastry school w/ chris) for sure...

r&b - rap mood: freak-a-leek, can u do the work, drop it like it's hot, my boo!! i may be depressed but music makes me feel so much better... thank god for music!!!

how nerdy am i:


http://www.youyesyou.net/blog.html
http://www.tabulas.com/~MikeyMike/
http://pinuptoons.com/
http://clearmymindonceagain.blogspot.com/
http://chicky.net/
http://www.neuvel.net/quebec.htm
http://www.buzzmachine.com/
http://megami.starcreator.com/nanaca-crash/
http://diagrammedboy.blogspot.com/
http://www.thejerms.com/
http://www.humanforsale.com/
http://www.maystardesigns.com/journal.html
http://wwwww.yoll.net/
http://pretty-percusso.blogspot.com/

http://www.realguide.com/
http://www.dreamvision-entertainment.com/dvw/tutorials/blendtut.html
http://sky.ti-fi.com/home.php - i love the layout... it's beautiful!!
http://www.ex.org/
http://milky.nu/
http://seiya.xuki.net/200.php
http://www.echthroi.org/

thanks to cutsie.net the following were surfed:
http://kiokun.net/ - thx for the mp3, wallpapers... yah
http://catlady.biz/Catyear.html
if b-g & i were cats i be: 4.428571
& b-g be: 5.571428
http://www.catlady.biz/
http://www.cuddle-bug.net/
http://missdy.org/:
http://lovetransit.net/ -
http://www.radioblogclub.com/

got some fonts & brushes for ps from: http://my-fault.net/dhd/fonts.php
some other fonts & brushes: http://my-fault.net/index.php

http://sm.teacupstorm.net/
http://nahnah.shimmering-twilight.net/

pretty normal... surprised... as im getting depressed by the passing of the days... they dont have a pathetic/feel sorry for self category.... aarrrggghhh!!

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: pesonality test
URL for more info: disorder info.

OCM - 3 more days!!!!

i wanna switch... the steps to take:
#1. buy MAC
#2. get software -- the switch pc to mac:

• office product = ThinkFree Office
• email (maybe???) = .mac
• anti-virus = norton (of course!!!)
• music player = itunes (have!!)
• compression = stuffit

#3. then go to weekend project to get the info on how to...yah!

OK... so for now it's a dream but soon very soon... it won't be!!


oc tee


my lunch

this moring my attitude was:
my boyfriend is driving me batty... he doesn't know what he really wants... he asked me for my opinion and then what he says to me '... but finally its my decission!' aaarrrggghh!! crap!

as time went on the situation shifted to:
from: justagirl post of Wed./03-02-05
I AM: shy and perverted
I HAVE: things i don't share on this blog
I WISH: i could vibrate my essence on to something meaningful...
I HATE: people who are fake,
I FEAR: that i may sometimes lie which i may hate myself for it...
I HEAR: things that may be crazy at times
I WONDER: why do we make our lives so complex when it can be so simple
I REGRET: not returing that kiss on that night, to that girl a long time ago...
I LOVE: b-g w/ all my heart...
I ALWAYS: want to be happy and make others happy (is that pathetic?)
I AM NOT: a freak or simple minded...
I DANCE: to all that can be listen too... even if i look like a fool!
I SING: even though i sound like a cat is screetching... teeheee...
I CRY: during the most zappy moments in a movie...

loved this... was not prepared to do this but found the guts... teeheehee... here is the 2nd part:

YES or NO QUESTIONS???
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes... sorta... blog/paper (for those moments of clarity!)
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes... even though i have burn 2 kitchens down, heee...
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yep.. but that stays in the closet w/ many others... heee...

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes... keanu reeves...
WANT TO GET MARRIED: it depends, sometimes...
GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes, airplanes.. i need pills, pass out time...
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no! junkie freak more like it!
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: same as always, brown-crap! too scared to go any other color...
EYE COLOR: brownishly-icky...
BIRTHPLACE: somewhere in the middle of a valley... heee..
FAVORITE NUMBER: 8
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday - scary and romantic at the same time...chills... yum...
MONTH: marchish...
SONG: too many but for now - my boo w/ alicia keys and usher...
SEASON: spring... so pretty!
DRINK: dr. pepper

and the pain is gone... released the tention and function well after... heee....

inspiration has a meaning for that i know i cherish... a blemish is just a speck in a circle that is complex... try to solve it and it gets worse... try to cure it and it takes time... leave it alone and it will go away...

thanks to justagirl...


Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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same as hers...heee... i cannot post on her site... i wanted to tell her that IKEA is one place where i can spend hours looking around... sleeping in the beds... and playing with the kids games...heee... b-g and me had luch there a few times... heee... that is bad i think when u eat and go back to shopping... i need to buy curtains too.. hee... k tomorrow is IKEA day! yah!!! gosh, 14 days 'til my b-day... jusagirl b-day is 31 days that makes her an ARIES...