How pathetic is this as I listen to this song [My Girl soundtrack - K-drama - track 5] I remember us and it hurts to the core... Why is it that I still feel... saranghe... I hate it,,, these feelings of a lost love... I want to forget and never think of it but its impossible. Why? Was or am I that bad of a person to suffer like this. I want to know when it will disappear from my heart. a wound has been left and I can't seem to close it. When will it become a scar, like the rest. Was it that special. The song vibrates through my body and my tears fall so easily. I cannot stand it any more. I want to scream so loud that I loose my voice. I wish to rid of it. I want it gone. Why so much memories. Can I get a memory transplant. I rather have the memories of someone else and never have mine. I sleep and I seem to walk in a dream through this this world. I have not thought of this before and its costing me my well being now. I want it gone.
I feel like I am drowning in a vast sea... I have to get my self out of this pit of darkness and live. Why cant I do that? What prevents me from being happy? I ruined such a good thing. I seem to ruin things when they are good and finally find happiness. I feel that I don't deserve it, so I guess that is why I'm in such a place now. I have done so many mistakes when am I going to stop and listen to my heart. Why do I do the things I do? Why?
comment I wanted to leave:
why not get info from peeps. if your clean you have nothing to hide, right. by obtaining info of predators who lurk behind the clean and deceptive image of being a good human being.... i give up my rights to take down all the evil that possess these awful peeps. never think that the person beside you is a good one because then you are being naive. everyone says we have rights but the only thing we have is the right to be selfish and deceitful. we may be at the top of the chain of the pyramid but we are the worst of the worst... we kill, exploit and devour our own young, we are not better then animals. if you think that by keeping all your private data out of the mainstream data bases is the thing to do then think if you or anyone you care about would be in danger and the only way to find you or your love one is getting the information from these places, wouldn't you want the people looking for you to have every piece of data that could lead them to find the person/s or yourself. what about when it comes down to a life what do you perceive privacy laws to do in that? remember that the law doesn't protect only the innocent but the guilty, too.
I agree that corporations are out there to make the money and exploit us anyway they can. this would be a great way of doing it as to what we like and dislike but also think of the big picture. how about the predators that are around the net getting to innocent children/people. what are we to do? Just sit and say privacy is worth more then a life. is that how society thinks. i am sorry but this really gets me angry. do i make sense maybe not to some or anyone at all but i really regret being born to a humanity that puts profit before a life....
what are you afraid of?
why not get info from peeps. if your clean you have nothing to hide, right.
I agree that corporations are out there to make the money and exploit us anyway they can. this would be a great way of knowing what we like and dislike but also think of the big picture. how about the predators that are out there on the net getting to innocent children/people. what are we to do?
I feel like I am drowning in a vast sea... I have to get my self out of this pit of darkness and live. Why cant I do that? What prevents me from being happy? I ruined such a good thing. I seem to ruin things when they are good and finally find happiness. I feel that I don't deserve it, so I guess that is why I'm in such a place now. I have done so many mistakes when am I going to stop and listen to my heart. Why do I do the things I do? Why?
comment I wanted to leave:
why not get info from peeps. if your clean you have nothing to hide, right. by obtaining info of predators who lurk behind the clean and deceptive image of being a good human being.... i give up my rights to take down all the evil that possess these awful peeps. never think that the person beside you is a good one because then you are being naive. everyone says we have rights but the only thing we have is the right to be selfish and deceitful. we may be at the top of the chain of the pyramid but we are the worst of the worst... we kill, exploit and devour our own young, we are not better then animals. if you think that by keeping all your private data out of the mainstream data bases is the thing to do then think if you or anyone you care about would be in danger and the only way to find you or your love one is getting the information from these places, wouldn't you want the people looking for you to have every piece of data that could lead them to find the person/s or yourself. what about when it comes down to a life what do you perceive privacy laws to do in that? remember that the law doesn't protect only the innocent but the guilty, too.
I agree that corporations are out there to make the money and exploit us anyway they can. this would be a great way of doing it as to what we like and dislike but also think of the big picture. how about the predators that are around the net getting to innocent children/people. what are we to do? Just sit and say privacy is worth more then a life. is that how society thinks. i am sorry but this really gets me angry. do i make sense maybe not to some or anyone at all but i really regret being born to a humanity that puts profit before a life....
what are you afraid of?
why not get info from peeps. if your clean you have nothing to hide, right.
I agree that corporations are out there to make the money and exploit us anyway they can. this would be a great way of knowing what we like and dislike but also think of the big picture. how about the predators that are out there on the net getting to innocent children/people. what are we to do?
