so finally i feel like blogging... nothing much has happened in my life... except next week i will be getting me an IPODphoto ooh baby!!! it will be my new love... for a while... heee... i cannot wait! my mother will be getting it for me as i asked for it instead of money... for services rendered... she wanted me to pay much more but i just told he i wanted an IPODphoto and that is all the payment she can give me plus it could be the combination x-mas/b-day present. that kills like 3 birds with one stone...heeee... so much better... i feel it... she's like no i will give you something for your b-day i said no... and i just wanted the IPODphoto. sometimes she is to generous and so my sis, who by the way is married and has a child, and my brother [him not too much! but still], take advantage of it.. heee... i don't ask her, even if she offers... for godness sake i'm 30yrs old. i still feel sorta wierd that she's getting me the IPODphoto but i just put it together with b-day/x-mas so that should make me feel a bit better, not! heee!



sis went to see her man and took niece with her to SC. ARMY men.. heee... bro is still in Japan... finally the taxes for the employees have been done... on thursday, we were done... YEAH!!! now its the business ones... YIKES!!! clean the house for the past 2 weeks... dang did my mom have tons of paper and clothes everywhere... finally everything its in its place... the cleaning people she has hired don't do crap!! i hate people who don't work for their money, who are lazy and ass-H@#%&... and i cannot say anything as it is my mothers duty... she doesnt want me to get into things like that,anyways, she said she will handle it herself.. hopefully or eventually soon!



OLDCATMAN / WOLFMAN / ??????? is back in action... so is miss DAWN has gotten back to her weekly updates... she now is in the USA living there with her brand new husband... no longer living in TO...



what is wrong with me... i am thinking of B... why??? he is no longer in my life.. i felt no appreciation for the x-mas gift i gave him... i guess the material thing was never his thing... ooh well... to hell with him... no not really... freaken man!! i do love my b-g he is the best thing that has happened to me! i would never change him for anyone.. he's the sweetest and kindest man i ever known... he spoils me rotten which is good and bad... heee...

i was suppose to leave today but i bought another ticket to leave on the 14th, Valentine's day!! i bet Carly - kitty is missing me. i miss her so very much. i would have loved her to come... but ruffus would have scared the fur off her... heee... such a dumb-ass dog... i tell you... he is! what did he do but some how pulled the direct tv cables of the wall and chewed them up... we called to get them fix $70 but then that same night he found the connections that went into the house and chewed them up too... my mom was like dang dog.. something is wrong with him, he might be wanting more love then its been given... but dang i am here and we play and i take him out, more like he takes me for a walk, he is not properly train... anyways, i fix it with duck tape, its the miracle tape!!

my brother's recruiters' kids.. [3yr. old] Katie & [7yr. old] Tyler...

it's 2 o'clock in the morning and i have just learned (throught my regular blog reading rounds) that one of my dearest blogger friends has passed away...



his name Lynn Carrier at lynncarrier.blogspot.com, a thoughtful man and very funny man. it so hard to really think of him as gone, so wierd to know that he will not be blogging. i met him through ginger now candiedginger site. he made me laugh with his silly sayings and jokes... i stopped and had a cry for awhile, i truly felt close to him... i confided in him... he was such a fighter... so much that he had gone through with his illness over the years... as my b-g is a MD... we talked on yahoo msg., about all that he had and was going through, b-g thought he was well informed about his illness and sadden for his hardship, but thought of him brave for fighting so hard for his life. we deeply felt for him and his family... as b-g knows that i am very sentimental over people that are close to me, i didnt let Lynn know that i had been terribly sadden when he had told us about his illness...



i always care for people no matter if they are far or i have never met them. i get attached to my blog friends, as they are real people living their lives at times very far away but still alive... i truly like the internet as it has allowed many people, including myself to start different sort of friendships with people that normally we would never know on regular occassions...



i truly am happy to know every single one of the blog people who write and i get to know through what they have written down. some have more fame then others but to me they are still the same... i may not read them every day but they are still in my mind and heart even though i dont know them face to face... its a different era we are coming into and may be just maybe in the future we dont really have to just have close friends that we have living near us but also far away. i guess it has existed for awhile with the start of penpals...



i remember being in grade school and doing penpal letters to kids from Australia, Netherlands, Nageria and other countries that i cannot quite remember now... that has come along way now that we have the internet... what a wonderful and crazy monster that has been unleashed unto man kind... what are the possibilities i wonder, i guess they are endless...



Lynn was a close friend to me as my friends here are... in a way i did know him and that is enough for me to feel that he was a very special person and glad that he allowed me to get to know him. I will always remember him as a kind, decent and happy man... i say a prayer to him and his family... may god be with him and his loved ones...

news:

YUK!!! i cannot believe that US airlines (1 out of every 8 planes flunks EPA test) are carrying water that can make sick people (immune deficiency disorders) sicker! and the gull of it all is that the EPA did not mention names! WHAT!!! that is the crazy shit! makes me wonder if it's like that in the USA, dang you wonder what goes on in the developing countries! Yikes!!



hollywood:

the Olson twins are gonna live apart but will still be going to school together... Mary-Kate aparently now has a loft in Soho to persue her artistic, hippy lifestyle! heee... ooh well...



quiz:

are you a heartbreaker? - by lifetime results score is: 2 of 7 0 - 3 points: breakup bumbler talk about a heartbreaker! it's a safe bet that none of your exes is feeling warm and fuzzy about you right now. your coldhearted ways may make things easy for you in the short run, but it's time to start thinking about the other person's feelings -- and the bad karma you're spreading!



movie:

Jessica Alba as part of the "fantastic four" (see yahoo for a behind the scenes) by 20 century fox coming out in July 1, 2005, filmed in Vancouver, BC.



music:

b-g wants Maroon 5 CD... just for the song 'she will be loved!' he wil not get, so i will! hee... crystals, valentine's day is around the corner... yikes! what should i get him????



personal:

still in VA... it snowed like a nut yesterday... it was so nice... the dog went coockoo over the snow... heeee... funny... listenning to the radio "my boo" by alicia k & usher... so good!! started to watch the 2nd episode of point pleasant tonight with a new OC episode tonight on fox... that's my night!! need to go take a shower, i need to go to mom's shop at 2:30 for my haircut and color... yeah!!!

i have been clicking all around... found a site on birgit page and from there i went crazy and went major surfing for the past 5hrs... so bad... i haven't even eaten! yeah besides eating a small portion of old fashiontapioca pudding [fat-free]! i went to say morin' - 'fternoon! to miss jen2... and miss Demi is back an very busy... happy she is doing good and doing her own thing... beside having getting over a cold Demi is very good! happy to hear from her!



sites been checking out, thanks to birgit i got cutsie.net from her comments and from there i went to:

* okibi.net

* supersonicsquirrel.net

* intrigued.soundless-words.net

* gurukitty.com

* rubberducky.nu

* turtlebug.net

* daisykitten.net

* lemonn.blogdrive.com

* rapturez.com

* tinbell.com

* worldonline.se

* icklebug.net

* crazy-stars.net

* jaimeville.cjb.net

* heatherworld.org

* elidan.net

* chello.hu/g.braun

* bunnybat.ovenfreshsuicide.net

* fianakiara.de from here i got:

takuworld.com [KiSS doll prg.]

the-underdogs.org [princess maker 2- program]

kao-ani.com [pixel & cute fonts] joined her b-day list & 'i luv sushi clique' sushi.brain-work

* html-girl.com led me to:

areaunix.org

* danger-zone.now.nu led to:

moon-faerie.com

cuddle-bug.net



that is some... more to come... yah!

so, i been here for the past 3days. met this philippino guy (REN) who married an italian (strange as in mtl most Italians marry their own!), had a 4yr old. did tech world for some company which he traveled most of the time during the year... that was my highlights on the plane... heee...

for JenJen, she will be starting an art project 'papier mache.' it most definetely will be pretty cool! she seems to be so multi-talented. heee... thinking about it... too bad that i did not send her a girt for x-mas... i thought of it... but she may have thought i was wierd... oh well... maybe on her b-day and so on...

i wonder what has happened to Demi??? SAJ is somewhat still there... i haven't done my blog read for the past 3 days! CandiedGinger they've set up a 'subject to approval' before you can post anything on their site... ooh well, they didn't publish 1 of my comments during the x-mas time, it ok, i guess they thought my comment to be useless to them...

i have set up the pc for my mom... it is pretty nice. cost a mint, i think! got an HP with the works... nice... love the wierdless stuff... all i can say is she needs to get organized! the paper is driving me batty! heee... feel the need to surf!

leaving the 10th of Jan... Carly wanted to be packed, too...

PIYO!!

totally a freaky!!! thanks to: JustAGirl, she will be taking a break :(



[ - purplish color for ones that I responded - ]

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE".

2. You solved the Rubics cube... by peeling off the stickers. (totally guilty!!)

3. You watched the Pound Puppies. (had more then one!)

4. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air". (Wil cutie-hotty!)

5. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.

6. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.

7. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. (love the smell! they are back)

8. You know that "WHOA " comes from Joey on Blossom.

9. Two words: M.C. Hammer. (hammer time!)

10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner"

11. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock". (the caves...)

12. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... (pink, white and yellow... don't forget the basket with the white daisy in the middle!)

13. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (you know it!)

14. If you played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! (still do!)

15. Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics.

16. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Sunday to watch cartoons. (ahh, the memories!)

17. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. (did one for kyanna a few days ago! hee!)

18. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen...

19. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

20. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.

21. You played MASH [Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House]. (you know it!!)

22. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. (what ever happened to that brand!)

23. You wore L.A. GEAR and you were proud of it. (loved them!)

24. You had a Kirk Cameron poster on your bedroom wall. (he was all over my room!! & even sent letters to his fan mail... morron was I!)

25. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (my favorite, recently bought the series!)

26. You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing " and all the Ramona books. (ordered it through school!)

27. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF". (pain!)

28. You wanted to be a Goonie.

29. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (and don't forget the make up, too!)

30. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted. (looked better then)

31. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. (why a blonde?)

32. You took lunch boxes to school...and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the schoolyard. (jem, flinstones, scooby-doo)

33. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. (oooh, yeah!)

34. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence. (more like i still do! not!)

35. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts. (heee...)

36. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.

37. You remember Punky Brewster. (you're always be a friend of mine... the cartoon was funny)

38. You loved Howard the duck. (was the duck era!)

39. You thought She-ra [Princess of Power!] and He-Man [and the masters of the universe] should hook up. (yeah right brother & sister! my eye)

40. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets. (so much time and care to make them!)

41. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. (when it was really hot... freaken' painful!)

42. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I? "

43. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up." (use it when i'm lazy!)

44. You thought it was cool that the Beach Boys got to hang out with Uncle Jesse from Full House in the Kokomo video. (aruba, jamaica... come on pretty momma!)

45. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. (i loved my 2 pair of skates)

46. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide. (tummy skin had a rash for 3 days)

47. You know not to mix poprocks and soda. (ouchy!)

48. You have ever played with a Skip-It. (my memory was of falling and spliting my lip 5stitches! ouchy!)

49. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds. (ronald mc donald & the balloon animals)

50. You learned oldies songs by watching Alvin and the Chipmunks. (we're the chipmunks alvin, simon theadore... doo doo dodododo! & remember the chippets!)

51. You had a Glow Worm or watched the cartoons. (loved the glow worm toy... perfect night light)

52. You remember dancing along with the Bangles in "Walk Like An Egyptian." (now teach it to kyanna)

53. If you remember Heathcliff the orange cat. (heathcliff, heathcliff no one should... terrified the neighborhood!)

53. You saw the California Raisins Christmas claymation special. (scary things!)

54. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "That wasn't from the 80's." (true, but great wayback!)

55. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement. (all the way, baby!!)

56. You remember Popples. (they were so cute... balls)

57. You remember "Don't worry, be happy!". (stop!)

58. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks. *cough*

59. You wore socks scrunched down. (still do sometimes...)

60. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" With silver buttons buttons buttons, all down her back back back... (stop stop stop!)

61. You remember boom boxes... (had one)

62. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies. (still love GIZMO!! AAAHHH!!!)

63. You remember when Geraldo found Al Capone's vault. (tadddaaaa!)

64. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!" (heee.... haven't had one done to me in a long time...)

65. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales (have made a come back)".

66. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot. (what happen to him?)

67. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac. (fury, i like fury!)

68. You remember the large amounts of hairspray used. (made miracles!)

69. You remember those very stylish headbands. (yikes!)

70. You remember Rosie the Robot. (wasn't that the 60-70's - the jetsons?!)

71. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB". (so but so guilty... i think i still have the casette... OMG)

72. You remember watching The Cosby show. (now the reruns!)

73. You remember Mr.Belvadere. (goodness... he was funny)

74. You remember Michael J. Fox in Family Ties and Back to the Future. (still watch all 3 movies every year)

75. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell", the ORIGINAL class.

76. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART or LIVING ON A PRAYER. (but he's still cute! Sex & the City!)

77. You just sang those words to yourself. (yep)

78. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.

79. You wore homemade Levi shorts... (dukes of hazards look! now porn stars wear them! hee!!)

80. You remember when mullets were cool!

81. You had a mullet!

82. You still sing "We are the World". (every year!)

83. You tight rolled your jeans. (doing that in winter!)

84. You owned a bannana clip. (still own a couple!)

85. You remember "Where's the Beef?" (hmmm... steak on a grill! yum!!)

86. You also wanted to know where the beef was? (still lookin')

87. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"

88. You had big hair and you knew how to use it. (made me taller)

89. You'd watch the after school specials at 4:00. (you know it!!)

90. Girls - you so wanted to be Baby and would dance around the house after watching Dirty Dancing. Guys - you have to admit the fact that you've seen the movie more than once. ( hey mickie... how you call your lover boy... baby... oooohh baby!!! -_*)



a complete 80's & 90's Chick!!!!

so the day started, taking a shower... going to leave my pc at Microbytes (creating an CMOS error - defaults loaded) and it showed nothing to them! bought 512m & a web cam... came home to leave pc... we went to COSTCO, to add me to the memebership! bought glitter glue, burritos and cards (which will be mailed to friends for b-days!). headed to GLOBO to see if i could find the Columbia cute baby blue boots! no luck!! :( so headed to Rockland hit Linen Chest: $300-somethin' bedding, shower curtian! then to Fruit & Passions, yum got me some smellies & creamies!! then end The Bay (yummie scents) got my final prize!! : Gucci Envie Me :



My shopping craze ended with b-g telling me i had to slow down! spent over a grand in one afternoon! do i have prob yep! love shopping!



now what we need is a humidifier!! heee... shopping part 2.0!

so spent the last few hours reading and surfing... renewed my site & domain! great!! read my emails: more like the news letter from my host! pretty funny! heee... got 3 bandwidth and space which is great! too bad for the no more subdomain cancellations, there gonna used them for their machines! :( saw miss annika on ymsg, she was watching Alias! i spent my early evening watching Lost! it was great, Armando & i did the usual Wed. 'Lost' phone call!! great! new episode! yumm! sorta wierd but it was good... a set up for stuff to come! due to ms. justagirl, i have been surfing around... got me interested in WIE but its in Dutch? :( would like it but cannot get it :(! then went a bit down her blog and found VOTE for Tony @ BOB which i voted!! also, for witt & wisdom! read him once in a while i got to know him from my fotopage... then headed to the knitting & found faery crafty damn which i could knit! :( crap!! have the needles which were given to me last yr for x-mas!! great! how can i learn none of my friends know and think its an old lady thing! whatever!! i likes... crochet on the other hand... still working on the blanket for my queen bed... will never end! :( then decided to see the food category and found pastry life which led me to moxie (to yoshi), blog explosion (registered & spent like 1/2hr, earning 2pnts!) & firefox (which i wanted to get about 3 days ago when i had been watching the G4TECH channel)... WHAT a freak chain reaction it caused!! read for hours ... bed will be in 30 min... dang... no b.s... what a roller coster!! nighties... =^.^=

been looking at:

- Just A Girl

- Birdie

- Cena Maria Dot Com



My lookies/goodies:

- Celebs

- Random Images

- VH1

"a very sad beginning i say... the lives taken were so many... help efforts are being deployed but not fast enough... the sadness and the astonishment of it all... the world feels so heavy with grief... "



tsunami (x x x x x )