so the trip is a round the corner... 3wks in Cali... can't wait... been bit of bitch lately to b-g the house is so upside down due to his med-journals... i can't stand that they are so old from like 91 to now... yes, do keep the ones from 2001 and up but what do you want with the ones from 1991-2000???? we are a fire hazard at the moment... we have no room for that!! plus, all my stuff is still in boxes... i cannot stand this... it's driving me mad! and we are off to Cali in 5 days... i don't like to come back to a house that is freaken messy... i should get help but no... i can't b-g has forbidden me from getting help... even my friends, yep the have come over, have asked if they could help... can you imagine... i am so embarrased... what kind of person am i if can't even keep my own house clean... but one thing to say is that it's not all my fault. freaken journals!! aaarrrggghhh...


