Woke at 8:05 and left for the dentist (10am). It took me a while to get ready... Damn, root canal ( a whopping $900)! I had 4 roots and apparently one was huge! I got about 4 shots of novocaine! I was so freaken nervous for like the first 1/2 hr I shook like crazy and the dentists had to stop cuz I was shaking too much. After awhile I stopped and relaxed that's when I felt nothing! I was so happy and just listened to my pod for the last 45 min. The dentist is such a sweetheart, I really like him alot. He so cares for my pain! He knows I can't take much and does his best to make as comfortable as he can. He will be going on my X-mas list this year!!! He is so sweet! I felt nothing! :))

On 3-31 at 2pm, I have my app. for my crown fit and on 4-7 at 9:30am they put it on! I also will get my front porecelain vaneers fixed! I will have some of my fillings changed and fixed too... I want my teeth healty... I try to take care of them as much as I can, flossing is like a crazy thing for me. I have floss every where in the house in my purse, car, coat, pockets... I seen some people's teeth and all I can say is YUK!

Yesterday got V1 'Real Bout High School' with manga and Sakura Wars V4... I also got WarCraft but need to return the CD as its broken! Aaaahhh, wanted to play it! As I'm an addict to StarCraft! Been recently playing it once again! :)

Bought some music on iTunes... I wanted to buy 'Halo' from the One Tree Hill soundtrack but to no avail I couldn't I need to buy the whole album. So, will go and check out the cd at Best Buy while I get my exchange on WarCraft! :))

I feel sleepy as I am so dopped up from taking some pain killers... Waiting for B-G to come back from his meeting... We need to go and buy eggs, water and some other necessities at Costco... Also, need to get to Brault and Martineau to select the new dishwasher... CRAP!!!! And need to select a storage place to put our junk into... Well, more like B-Gs papers, journals, mags and other crap he doesn't want to get rid. We have no space at all here... We live in constant chaos and I hate it. It depresses me!

I can't wait for my Anime DVDs to get here! I will be so happy!! Heee...

read bum's blog and was really upset about the treatment he gets from his family. I feel totally sad and I need to vent!! Why is it that parents that have a great child want more out of them and the bad children get away with it! Not fair! Society, family, your friends sometimes and even yourself push to be perfect or atleast to reach pefection as you can!

I mean, we are not perfect for goodness sake we are human and all of us have faults and inperfections... We can try to achieve or be pushed to become perfect but you need to look inside of yourself and love yourself wich is so hard as we are all bombarded with images of perfection. I hate at times being part of this society as children try to achieve it with deadly conscequences at times...

I take everything with a grain of salt because not everything you see is sugary sweet! I try to see the beauty within a person because beauty fades but the beauty of a soul lasts for ever! I wish I wish I wish for many things which will never come true! Reality is that I will be me no matter what! At times wishing can only bring pain and alot of heart ache! Yes, its nice to wish but if you take it too serious then that's when it gets like totally wrong!

I can't read, I'll take it up tomorrow!

Finally changed my site look... Took me all of Saturday day!

I'm still thinking should I get that region free DVD? I got a lot of anime (12 complete series) from ADV films... I cannot wait to get them... AAAHH!

I went to chinatown yesterday... Got dimsum, bake goods and meat to eat... Nori spend the Saturday night here... We went pretty late to bed... Watched the Olympics which I really don't get into but he liked it... B-G did some work, had a nap and then went to work. Nori left around 9:30pm to go to work. Poor guy wors overnight... We also offered him our spear bedroom incase he wishes to save money after May.

I also went around reading blogs... I found that bloopy had a wonderful link and well I use to be so into ren and stimpy, and found that the creator has a blog! Love the buggers... heee... He also had a review of the new Berry Krispies which taste grossy... I miss being in the US eating the yummy tooth decaying cereals... heee...

Bum had fun wearing a astronaut outfit... heee... Cute... He had fun and didn't take Bumpod with him, music was already being provided there. Apparently he also became a pic-slut, heee... Good for him. He looked really good with the oriental girl. They made a very nice couple!

Goddess had a really sad post... I read it and it's so true about some of instantces that happen. I was totally happy with the fact that the man wanted to take care of his son, that is rare in this society. That tends to almost never happen. That is a good father!

That's as far as I have gotten...

On Flickr found one of my contacts had recieved 'hanahiyori brand green tea chocolates.' I want some... It looks so yummy!

Got emails from Demi and Yoshie saying they finally got their X-mas gifts... The kids all liked their gifts. I am so happy!

I am not so good with birthdays... I am more good with big holidays... Why am I so lazy and not able to send things to people who mean something to me on their special birth day... Ah! I hate myslef to that being such a freaken mindless twit! It's not like I don't have the money/time or anything like that... I just tend to be forgetful and get myselft in a hole...

Demi's Birthday is today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI!

Goddess Birthday is this week too... HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE!

Woken by a phone call from Madeline (the secretary of EM), apparently the changing of B-Gs account accidently caused all his checks be refused...

B-G's at a conference today... So much learning these doctors have to go through, it's a never ending thing! I got asked if I wanted to go to St. Johns this summer but I said that I wanted to go to Japan! I will eat in and not spend a dime on my beloved anime to go there... I want to so badly...

I been trying to call my bro for the last 2 days and freaken crap the circuits are freaken busy constantly... I want to scream. I soon will use my cell which will cost me an arm and leg to pay and that I cannot afford because I want to save for Japan. This is happening even if I have to beg and plead.

B-G wanted to buy me a new set of earings as the ones from x-mas sort of lost one of them. Weep, weep... I even had the crazy notion that if I retraced my paces I would find them... So, I did freaken -17C outside and I looking in the ground like a nut for it. I even forgot to get my tickets to go into the metro. Had to ask this guy who looked at me like I was crazy but obliged anyways and passed his pass to let me in... Here was a 5'2 chick explaining her problems to some stranger... NUTS! But had to do anything for my fave earings. To no avail didn't find them! SUCKY!

Valentine's was ok... Got roses a card and a 'I will take you to select what ever jewelry you want.' Yep, B-G thinks I am too picky and it's best for me to pick then him as he knows that I would return it if I don't like it! THat is mean but I will not spend uselessly on something I will never wear!

I got B-G the PS2 Namco Museum games and Micheal Buble CD with a card...

Ate some ramen, just a while ago. I am in love with ramen been eating it for the past 3 days. Since Nori came with them and made them for me. He said that after 10 min. the noodles become to soggy and they don't taste as good as when they are first done. So that's why you need to eat them quite fast!

They were amazing!! YUM!!!

Did my blog reading and was totally surprised by Josephine's self made Shoji sliding doors... GREAT! I want to make Shoji closet doors from scratch as they are like 3000-4000 grand... That is a bit too much... Found TAP a company in California that makes the plastic I want... I thought I had to make it from scratch as I left a message to Josephine asking her what kind of paper she bought at Paper Mojo. I will ask Nori if he could help me on the making of them... Is a crazy project maybe but they will look totally beautiful in our bedroom!

Woke up at 10am... B-G is still sick with the stomach flu. I gave B-G his gift (cd- micheal bubble and PS2 namco arcade games) with a card...

Yeah, he's forgiven as he's sick that is why I got nothing, it's all good!

I played Katamari for 3hrs and had some Japanese ramen with sushi, gyozas and egg... Yumm!!!

Spoke to my bro 2 days ago... He sounds good and says nothing is really wrong. Do I believe it or not? I don't know what to think. I tried to call him yesterday but all the circuits where busy. really... AAAAHHH!!! I hope he doesn't think I was just lying to him. I think he will come and checked out what I wrote as I told him that I was really worried and some of you were also wishing him well. Which I thank all of you for that...

Been listening to the Otaku Gen. podcast, need like 8 more to catch up until next week... Hopefully, its all done by then...

I don't know if I should go to class... B-G wants to spend a quiet night, not like we do anything else every other night. Hee... I checked my email and found that on flickr I had a email regarding 'We Love Latte' group...It's the 4th group I been asked to joined! Which I need to post about ms. blondie and ms. fatsie there... hee...

Happy Valentine's!!!!

I got a bit worried about Nori and decided to email him which I did... Then decided to browse the web clips on gmail... And it rocks I found that i-Cat is coming out this fall and I want one... They are so cute... The i-Dog is so so cute...

Yesterday I went onto my gmail and found that its now link to a chat which is great! So I talked to Twinkie it was great! He's wife/gfriend was out on the town with the girls and he had been thinking of having Korean which B-G and I had had a few minutes ago...

I was thinking of getting the Nintendo DS Lite but I want to wait for the new one that's coming out! Thanks to Jen at for the information...

Suzi Chen has cancelled her blog. I guess she just decided that she was fad up with the blog... I hope she's doing well... I will be emailing her and wish her tremedous luck on her goal of lossing he weight and becoming healthier as days pass by. Wish her well! Blogger friends are so sweet... I feel truly special...

Thank you all, for your well wishes on my bro and caring so much as to take some time from your busy lives.

Greg (being a lawyer now and all must be truly busy), Long (still out in the world... checked out the deathclock and I will die in Thursday, July 18, 2075 Seconds left to live... 2,191,669,659), Demi (hoping she's doing well...), nosthegametoo (Miss his beautiful poems!), OLDCATMAN (has a new pretty red truck!!! NICE!) and WTF (still working at the cell company) have not posted I think I rubbed my laziness or they are very busy. Most probably they are busy! Not like me, that I am just truly LAZY! Heee... Poppymoonean has a post which got me so fired up! It makes me think very hard about having children, still scared. Goddess has changed her home which I need to change on my link side... Sylvain has the cutest snow falling site ever!! Rieke was not around for a month or so but has recently posted. Hope she's doing well... Bum is getting into the match thing!! Good luck on that one bum!! JAG has a new look to her site!! Fenina's stie is still very interactive! Jen2 is into the reality fix!! Jen is stress and hopefully all her worries and cheeses are soon over with... Wish her well... Tim is still fixing Lady Jane! The progress maybe slow but its getting done!!! All the best!! Ickle bug's daughter Lydia is such a cutie and she might be also down! SAJ site is in the frits for now. Rolled my behind to Tony and read for a few min. catching up... I will be one of the ones to buy his secrets that he has locked up and will soon be put onto paper... Heee.... And finally Mr. Bloopy, hates brusselsprouts, which I sort of find them ok... Cocoa Pebbles rocks!

Finally catched up!!!

I will get him the info for that... He went to work at 11pm... Crazy works overnight... Yikes... Poor guy, he's really sweet... I wish I could be able to help him find someone for him... HE reminds me so very much of my bro. Talking about him, well he is doing very well but he has been given the boot! He will be going to San Diego for 2 months for rehab and then go home. What we are scared of and I made my mom understand is that he may go back to doing drugs and drinking. This for him, I find, will not be a wake up call. I expressed myself to my Mom, I'm being harsh but if he can give up that easily then he is susceptible to it.

All this either for 2 things, he was scared of going to Iraq and could not go through it no matter how patriotic he is! He could not do it... Or it could be something personal within him. He was kind of acting wierd with me and getting vey upset with me. When on other occassion it would be all ok... I mean one minute he was sweet the next he was terribly angry at me. So, I more strongly leaning to his state of mind that he was very depressed, due maybe not being able be with his family and friends... Or not happy with his life. I know that very well... At that age you do the most stupidiest things and sometimes put your life in danger...

He knows I am here for him and that no matter what I will always be there. I do however tell it like it is. I am not embarassed or hide anything. I'm however lazy and last minute. I suck!!!

Tues. headed to class... Was about 10 min late but then another person came even later then me, so then I wasn't feeling so bad...

I am so lost in my class... I really need to study like crazy. I also as I didn't go to like 2 classes I am a bit lost. But catched up... Still... AAAHHHHH!!!

Wed. Nori came over... We studied and watched a bit of 'Ice Age.' He wants apparently to go to Concordia for Conversation classes... I think it would better that he get himself in contact with more people. He tried to... Train of thought has been lost...