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HOPE ALL IS GOOD WITH THEM AND THAT ALL THEIR WISHES COME TRUE...



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GALE & RIEKE!





thanks to blograffiti for their help! ^.^

so monday, i went to a job interview (it lasted 1hr), it was raining cats and dogs, yuck... i showed up 5-10 min late to the interview and he made it known that i was late, talk to him and he had me take a 20 min test. i had alot of fun.. he was really sweet... when i left i thought it would be cool to work there but i probably wouldnt get it due to my tardiness. so, i called Boo-G and asked him if he wanted to go for DimSum in Chinatown and i would meet him there in 20-25 min. so, he was in an iffy kinda way... but i managed to get him off the bed and onto the streets to come and meet me. heee... so he said to me that he did not have much time and i told him that i wanted to go to his house. so after we finsihed our meal and took some stuff with us. we ended up at his place me watching tv and him snoring away.. he was so tired... i think its the 5 nights in a row that he worked. anyways, i didnt worry too much on the job factor... heee.... so, i wake up today around 8 am... woke Boo-G up and talked until 9.15am and then left him alone to go to the kitchen to make coffee and some latkas (potato pancakes). when i returned mr was fast asleep... snoring away closed the door and decided to call my answering machine, cuz you never know. and when i did, i had 5 messages waiting for me. some for new jobs but 2 from the VP, saying he had good news... and then saying i had the job and where am i that i havent showed up. i called him right away and told him what happened (bla.. that i was at my bf home). well, i woke Boo-G and we rush out the door to my house, so i could get ready for midday (was early 11.30am. met mona my boss who introduced me to everyone in the company. ruba was the one i spend all my time with as she will be the one training me on the billing/customs etc... stuff...), this was like 10.15am when all that occurred so we ended up at my place at 10.50. made a mad rush through my closet and then i couldnt see squat as the bulbs had burnt out yesterday morning. i headed to the living room and got my comp lamp. put it in a shelf and started to get ready. took me about 15 min like a mad woman, i didnt even eat, put myself together and rushed out the door. now as i sat in the car Boo-G was saying to me "i have never met someone like you, that in a matter of a day and a half manages to get a job and dashes like a nut to go to work." he is the kind of man that takes his time, he ponders over it for a while, well more like a long long time, and then he makes his dicissions. i on the other hand say i want this i go get it and then it belongs to me. i guess you can call me a go getter kinda gal!!! i get what i want when i want, it has never failed me. my life is that way and it has always been that way. it reminds me of a time when i spend almost 2 months in TO and lost my job and came back to MTL 3 days before my lease was up. i need to find a mover, a new apt and a new job. and well i did find all that in a matter of 2 days no joke! it has always been like that for me. i have never been somewhat worried. but at times i leave things to that last minute when i shouldn't. as far as my job is concern i love to be on top of it. i stay late to finish up what ever is left to do. i think when i work i can be so obsessive i guess because i have nothing really in my life that can substained me as work can. as its a need factor and for me its a drug... i am truly happy that the i have a new job!! ^.^ thanks to all crossed fingers for me. heee... appreciate it very much. ^.^.

as far as when i make a synopsis of my reads its for my personal references in the future. i love to go back and read my thoughts and the things i read which i find interesting. i dont want to forget them and this way i can always have the memories of my reads.

so, anyways, lets see how it all goes tomorrow, another day of training... heee... (PS viv and me took the 107 together to bonaventure meytro! --- something for me to know)laterzzz...

the photos dont show up as fotopages doesn't allow... but you can go to where mine are at maizzy. 'k

Saturday morning was a day of completing the update to my fotopages, which is done. read my comments and did some replying to OLDCATMAN, anonymous gurl & demi... got a comment from lynn which has been such a long time since i've heard from him.

Tasberry has been good... heee... she's posted pics of her fingers, which i love. the wig gives her a "je ne sais quoi" look which suits her quite nice. i truly missed the chat thing but it aint working when i click on it so it must be down... as for her webcam it was down too... but got her Da Juice password which i'm so lucky to have... i cant wait for Da Juice to spill... she is an amazing woman. i truly like her alot... her reads are really good... I guess Ms. Jackie will be going on her "Black Ass List." i've been trying to go and get her ratings up but the clix did not have her site posted there? she says that its due to clix doing there maintainance thing, but yep i will be trying out, i'm a frequent flyer... heee...

Anonymous Gurl is doing quite well, with her man in Salem and his daughter... She has the shopping bug like me. i think i need stop that for a while... she reminded me to shop for more work clothes, yep it is true what she says that it's not so much fun to buy work clothes! heee..

Demi is doing ok, Mii is keeping her busy, not letting her read a few articles. she's had a few stomach pains which i hope she's taking care of. the paino must be fun to play. she has a cute site... i love it. her chatter box got me thinking and i got me one. FLOOBLE is completly free which is good but then you have the down times which sucks, like today, again!!!

OLDCATMAN has had too much to digest Saturday morning. i think i exhausted him with my long (super long) post! i think he needs time off. heee.. his site has changed greatly. i love his pictures and the different fonts he has! he went to mac fonts to download some more! cool can't wait for the new ones. JC Kitty, Sue-Sue the dog, Billy Bob, Junior (my prayers go out to him), Kurt the gold fish (hope not getting stone, too much) and everyone else that i didnt mention... i know he has another horse, a duck, and if i'm not mistaken another kitty! hope they are all doing well...

DarkSyde.. is incognito, still... i guess the comp at work ain't fixed yet! i do stop in and say hi... hope DS comes back soon.. can't wait!!!

LynnCarrier... heard from him after maybe a month or so... he's doing really good. healing good from his injury, i hope.

Rob (AWG), had been sick the past few days... he's thinking of changing a few things in his life: home, car(get this his lexus, what, dont do it, Rob...SVP), he's putting his program days behind him and concentrating on his future. He's been hard hit over his wife's death, my condolences... he has his bowling league and his beautiful daughter (she's his precious wife through his daughter's eyes, sweet!) keeps him going, school is great i see (passing his courses with amazing grades...). Trying to move on is quite hard but the need is what gets you through it.

Greg's back and blogging. left him a few msg.. to see... getting his place clean... having a few problems with People's Energy Credit Department... dang... and has another job at "Biglaw" as a replacement for one of his classmates... pretty cool... he works hard for his money!! sweet...his applications for a GF went well and has atleast some good catches, heee. keep looking, greg...

Demi... a new read that i found thanks to Reike a regular read... heee... Demi lives in Tokyo, Japan, loves to play the piano, has Mii (her child), she has been dealing with a few pains in her stomach but she's coming out slowly out of it... she has been learning English for the past 5yrs and has come a long way. doesnt talk much about her husband but he must be a fine man! she has pictures of herself and Mii, which are truly beautiful! she got me hooked on the chat board... a truly sweet woman! OLDCATMAN will get his Japanese lessons from her... ^.^

Reike has changed blog sites... she has about 4 (HOME, OLD BLOG, BLOG & MESSAGE FROM HER) and her son has his own, too... pretty cool.. her site rocks... she has stuff that is really unique, i cant believe she likes Angelina Jolie (as she is my favorite actress of all time!! i think she's the most beautiful woman i have ever seen and this comes from a straight/curious woman...)

Annika is doing good for the looks of it... she's got the my previous style... which i am so proud to say i'm honoured... heee...she's the female door to politics. i like to read her as she talks about sports, politics, the crazies at her job, trendy styles, shopping, men, and the rest you need to read...and i think she will be dressing up for halloween... heee.. I totally appreciate her for letting me use one of her precious poems on my blog! i truly thank you Annika!! ^.^

Miss Ginger, has gotten a job for next year, the judge hired her the same day! good for her.. CONGRATULATIONS!! she's been in the sciences, hee... she's a shoppie-holic like me, and also is the one who got me interested on going to Giacomo's which i thank her for... heee... thank god she doesnt have the thought of quitting her blog. which at one time she had, gives me the shivers... i think she is a fun read and all the stuff about mr Richie*... hee... love it... now that they been living together for a bit... heee.. she's still on his case on the "feet up on her couch" & "TV watching." well, there's more to that... ^.^

JenJen... been down due to the freaken zit.. she needs to get a comment thingy... i put my comments on her guestbook. a guy name Mike always makes the rounds, could be a friend from Indo... she's the Asian with a mind of a whitey... like me a whitey with a mind of an Asian.. heee... so much in common is scary... heee... her pet gold fish, keeps her company through her no sleep work-aholic life! ^.^

Tangerine, is one of my newest reads. lives in the midwest and loves pretty things... Tiffany's stuff you know... has drank out of a penis straw.. heee.. ^.^

that was my read on Friday.. Sat was ok... did some writing as you can see this was not all done today... teehee... put all my dirty clothes together to take to Boo-G's to wash. spent the night at his place... watched some tv and ate Burger King, which reminds me of Jack in the Box at times. what ever, had a coffee in the morning with a croissant and read the news paper.. looking for jobs.. found a few new ones which i will apply in a few minutes... Finished washing my clothes and printed out a few copies of my resume... and got into a somewhat fight with Boo-G, seems to me men are more of a problem in a relationship then when they are friends only! i dont know what to do... i'm cheezed off at him, he had to go to work.. freak! ooh well, what to do but vent and calm down after it... rrrrrrrrrrrr....i cant seem to get calmed and on top of it all its raining and i have my period! WTF is going on in my universe today... i dont deserve this, i've been good for some time, no hexes or curses or anything aimed at anyone. darn, and i thought luck was coming my way.. anyways, that's all gonna go watch some toobie time and eat something (i only ate a mini-croisant all day with the coffee... bad girl that i am missing my meals... not a good way to loose weight)!! Sunday today is Charmed night!! yah! that brings my hopes up just a bit.. Laterzzz...

found on msn my financial horoscope of the month:





So now I'll start on my Boston vacation/conference days:



Friday (10 Oct):

left to Boston... around 10am... thank god the car had been rented the previous night (Oct. 9th, around 8-9pm) at budget (ben's x-job/present, what ever. he's no longer my bf so bla bla... just a quick acknoldgement on this) or else we would have had to go in his car (which is a no, no. we wouldn't have gotten far!). So as we leave we're like so what route do we take. now we're scrambling for the maps and guess what? they are safely back at Boo-G's house. also, thank god we were only a few minutes away and turned back. yah! so then he goes to get them and we are finally on our way! now, the reasoning starts what do we do? well, our glorious traffic never fails even at 10am in the morning, heading to pont champlain. then we take route 10, which we took going west instead of east. we trace back and we go to the right way! We got into a bit of a fight but not too big as i was caffeinating myself during that trip down to boston. the border was no problem! Easy as pie....

we ended up staying at thetravelodge in Natick (1350 Worcester Road). not a nice place (2 star).. the freaken bathroom gave me the willies! and i had to take 2 showers in that forsaken place... as the people coming out of town to see the games (SOX vs YANKEES) and the ACEP meeting of 3,000 Emergency doctors was going on (Boo-G is one of those) but well we booked late. i waited for him to make the arrangements and i should not have done that! cuz we had to stay in 3 different hotels (travelodge, holiday inn express, best western terrace inn) all during our stay in boston, but it was all good!

We stayed 2 nights(Friday night and Saturday night) in the travelodge motel/hotel.

That night we just rested for a while. we went a driving and yep gotta us a little lost, and frustrated we stop due to going to west on the 30 (route). went shop hunting! heee... all the malls were closed but it gave me time to see where i wanted to shop and what i wanted to buy!! we had TACO BELL for diner... let me tell you it may be fast food but we ain't got none of mr. TACO BELLS here! so, Boo-G liked it and as it was connected to a KFC we also order the chicken fingers with fries!i truly love the "USA," almost all the restaurants and fast foods have DR.P my favorite gassy drink, I miss the US, dang!!!!



On Saturday (Oct. 11):

we slept late and Boo-G was trying to get us boked at another hotel but to no avail nothing was available... as saturdays is the big don't stay home night, go to hotel time!! Boo-G needed to go to registered for his courses at the Hynes Convention Center. I went with him and talk to the cleaning people. I caught them speaking a dialect which had a mixture of hiatian (french/creole), portuguese, spanish, and some bits of french which caught my eye, of the bat! i went wondering a bit and saw the halls which are well plain but quite big, being prepaired for the conference which would be held in the next 3 days. all i can say is dang, pharmacutical companies try to buy you (physicians), such goodies that they give out for free (bags, totes, pens, clips, lotions, little lamps, free books, panflets galore, and all sort of trinkets)... i got me a few! but no bags... as they had the logos of companies which i didnt find to appealing!

After that we went to chinatown ate some yummy chinese food! my fav. drink "bubble tea" took a picture of the stablishment which was called "grand chau chow seafood restaurant" (83 Essex Street [Chinatown], Boston; 617-338-8158). We also saw chickens which were being kept in cages and one was on top of the cage, sort of like kissing one of the chickens that was inside the cage, caught that with my baby-digi-cam. Got a belt for $6 bucks (brown) & the kid was sweet so i gave him a dollar. then i saw a sing for a tailor and i wanted to hem my pants, so we went up the stairs through some dingy hall and got to the rackety place. took off my pants and handed them to the italian tailor. we spoke a bit after and bla bla... left... went next door and bought 4 tea cups that match my other japanese plate set, chopsticks, chopstick holder, some regular plates and a martini shaker for my bubble tea making days! we walked around and looked in at a few jewelry places but nothing caught my eyes. ended up driving around for another hours just looking around and getting sorta lost. anyways, we made our way back to Natick!!



Sunday(Oct. 12):

we woke up a bit late but managed to get a coffee at the Starbucks accross the street! rainy day! yuck!! Boo-G's conference was starting today (8.30 am until 5.50pm)! no joke, i slept in the car for a few hours due to the fact that i was still tired and that we hadn't yet registered at the holiday inn express (2nd hotel) yet! Yep, due to me not able to drive i got stuck in the car just a little after 9.30. I went walking a bit and noticed that the umbrella was a bit warped.at around 10.30 went to meet Boo-G! had a walk around and ate at SBARRO another joint that we dont got here in the good old north! Boo-G liked it alot! took a few pictures of us there and a few of the mall! he left at 12.30 back to the conference and i was left to shop my panties off. but i was not to into the shopping yet got my feet wet with buying a new key pad for my cell quite nice... ^.^... then decide on a book "the wok bible" and the cinema caught my eye and watched a movie "casas de los babys," (at the loews copley movie theather) which i thought would be good but only brought my spirits down a bit! then i headed off to more shopping! bought a few garments but then had to head off to meet Boo-G but while exiting the mall bought i bought a holster for my cell!! Saw him talking to some of his colleagues. ackward intro but quite nice peeps! too much of the doc in them... bla... a little more and then excused ourselves... we got into the car and went to the hotel to registered! ^.^... dang going to the hotel it was dark, rainy and traffic on the 93 was hell!! we spend 20-30min on the freakin freeway, exit 18 was coming up so slow i thought the turtles were moving faster then us. got there and showed him the stuff i bought and the things i bought also for him. he likes the sweater i got him from the gap! i'm so happy!! after talking a bit decided to return to chinatown and eat somewhere there. ended up eating at this japanese/korean restaurant! order some yummy food and ate most of it with a bubble tea, of course. and took one to go, too! i might be a bit obssessed and hooked on them! found out the restaurant was open until 2am! dang! can't quite remember the name of it but it was passed the restaurant we ate at on Saturday. ended up not getting lost this time, which was a surprise and we were pretty happy! ^_^... but we got into a conflict that night and there was no making up... nothing :(... bed was not a good place that night!



Monday (Oct 13):

packed as we were heading that evening to our final destination the best western terrace inn (1650 Commonwealth ave). but it was another day of change but the last one. i staye this time as check out time was 12 and Boo-G was coming to get me at 11.30am. it was good. we didnt eat as he had to go back to the conference. i decided it was time for another day at the movies i watched "Le Divorce" (at the loews copley movie theather). Then i went shopping a bit more... took me for ever to find a place for pens...crap! then i wrote Boo-G a nice letter (mondo knows of them). Spend the last 20 min. doing that and then went to join him he was waiting for me... i was sorta glad he was not talking to anyone, cuz we just left! went to the best western terrace inn, to registered. the place was nice it had a kitchenette which was really cute and the bathroom was not bad but it made an awful noise, i think we were under some sort of transmission thingy or something like that. in any case i made Boo-G go and see if they had the same but in another part of the hotel. they did have another room but it was kinda dingy and i decided that we would stay in the one that made the noise. the A/C was on so we didnt hear it too much and after a few days we hardly noticed it. Plus we had a kitchen with a stove and mini-fridge which was great! the bathroom was big and had a bath tub! went back out and drove around. stopped at this really nice thai restaurant called "Bangkok City" (167 Massachusetts Ave, 617-266-8884). It was really good and we took some of the desert home (fried bananas), it was so good... took some pictures there and it was so nice... wow, they had a traditional way they eat in Thialand.



Tuesday (Oct 14):

woke up at around 10 am took a shower and took a cab to the Hynes Convention Center, Boo-G was waiting for me to go for lunch. we walked out side for a bit and decided to go to the "Shops of Prudential Center" but stop first at the automated photo developer. you just put in your meme card and it only cost .45 cents for the shot you wish to develop, pretty cool. we decided that we wanted one and i used my CC for that... heee our first develop pic in foreign soil! then we headed to the food court "Panda Express" to eat. Ok, food! too bad we didn't have time to go eat at the "Cheese Cake Factory Restaurant." He had to go back to the conference and i shopped a bit more and then took the subway (metro) back to the hotel. which took a bit of time as i had given Boo-G the maps! i had no way to know where the hell the subway stations, there were no signs to go there. oh well, i asked this chick that was eating a Mc D's cheese burger. and she just pointed and told me with all the food in her mouth (YUK) to ask at the subway station which way to go! so, i cross the street and went down to pay for the ride which is pretty cheap a $1... wow, we pay $2.50. so i take a look at the map for about 10 minutes to decide where to go as there are 3 lines to the green line.. but Boo-G's voice sounded in the back of my mind.. "...remember... you need to take the "B" green line to the hotel..." so thank god for that memory as i didnt know if to take B, C, D or E... do they have complicated things.... sheesh... so anyways, i take it then i see that im going the wrong side of stairs and make my way back to the opposite side, now i see a train coming but it said C line... then a D line and finally the B line... took about 5-10 min to get there... took apic of the place...dirty as hell.. yuckky!! the ride was like 20-25 min... most of the peeps on the subway were students as Boston is the ant central of Colleges/Univeristies. Got off at washington stop and walked up the hill to the hotel. the room was not made yet, so i decided to take a walk to the laundry place. which was 1 1/2 blocks away. i packed all our dirty clothes and made my way there. Took me 1 1/2hr to do the laundry... not bad, by the time i came back the room was made and i put all the clothes away. god, reminded me of home... CRAP!!! then i just took a nap, woke up watched some tv and waited for Boo-G to come back... He was pleased of the work that i did and said i shouldnt have but if i hadnt we would not have no undies or sockies to wear! nice but nuts! heee.. We went to eat at Giacomo's Rest thanks to ms. ginger for the info., didn't go to Mike's pastry shop for the canolli. but Giacomo's was really good! Nice place... ^.^...

Had a good night!!!



Wednesday (Oct 15):

today is Boo-G's last day at the conference... 1/2 a day (8.30am to 1pm)... Not bad! He finds that this conference is one of the best that he goes to. As he goes to 2 every year and he can write them off on his taxes... he's allowed, dang he pays more then 8 grand every 3 mths to the gov't... can you believe being a DR is expensive... they make the bucks but they pay for many things that we normal people dont even know about...all the courses, books, conferences, etc... i can keep going but this is about the Boston trip! So i slept til noon...took a shower and watched a bit of tv... was really lazy, as i stayed up til the wee hrs of the morning watching tv which the shows are so good, the kept coming one after the other, here we dont have nothing, so its easy to go to sleep! Anyways, he came home, i was ready to go... we went to Quincy Market (it was a windy and chilly day). We thought we found parking but no it was just a temporary solution. we went to ask in a store but they said if you are lucky you wont get a ticket or be towed if you are lucky... no chances on that... so we circled around like crazy for 10-15 min and no parking to be had! this is were we got frustrated and decided that Boston had hundreds of oneway streets! so we decided on paying $21 US for parking... man i could have bought something with that! oh well, went shopping around...got some stamps, flag, magnets, shirts, and found yummy lobster bisk (which i had never had!). it was so good!! that we couldnt wait to take it back to the hotel and we had it in the car. it was getting late so we decided to head back to the hotel. we were tired but Boo-G more then me... so, instead of asking him to go somewhere else, we just went back to the hotel and talked of what we would do tomorrow.



Thursday (Oct 16):

we got up late around 11-noon. decided to make our way to Natick mall and on our way we stopped at a net cafe for a little internet... that is my 10-16-03 post! we also found out how much we could spend and take to Canada. On our way to Natick we stopped at the Cambridge Cheese Cake Factory Rest. It was nice.. but got into an argument.. dang, being with someone is crazy sometimes... spent about 1hr in the car fighting.... oh well... then we ended up making up and decided to go to Natick for the shopping... and it was fun... spend a few hundreds... was going to buy a coat but decided that no... cus we only had 750$ CAD to take across the border and we had sorta passed it... and Boo-G was a bit neurotic about this, so i stopped spending... dang, and i was on a roll! So we headed back to the hotel pretty late... we had had enough of the food that afternoon to maintain us until the next day. we watched tv and had a bit of fun... and slept like babies...



Friday (Oct 17):

we got up late 8am. we needed to get up at aroun 6.30 am but mr Boo-G turned the alarm off.. so we slept... hee so we got ready and left the hotel around 9.45-10 am... had the continetal breakfast really fast... took most of it with us (begal, cream cheese, 3 cheese danishes, 2 baby croisants & orange/rasberry juice mix "Boo-G's mixture"). He was in such a fret... dang. i told him to calm down that we would make it but then the traffic got to him... i guess he made a dicission to please me.. as i had been saying too bad we arent going to take any of the lobster bisk with us... all of a sudden he makes his way to Quincy Market and says go get your lobster bisk with such adoring eyes. i melted and gave him the biggest kiss ever. for a guy to think of my stupidities like that, he must be special! dang! i was filled with such love, appreciation, respect and all of the lovey lovey stuff... i went ot get it and came back... with a 16 oz and 32 oz and tons of oyster crackers... heee.... he had some on our way back to montreal. the border was ok.. she only wanted to have a piece of evidence of when we left last Friday (10th), as to apply for the $750CAD. Plus, I spoke to her in French which made it much easier as Boo-G is from the West (Edmonton), only Anglais (English). Well, I shouldn't talk my first language is English... haaa... i just use my French more then him and I keep it upto date or else i would sound like an Englishy! heee... ooh well!! came back around 4-5 pm. Mr Boo-G had to work that evening. I started washing the clothes and stayed over at his place arranging his stuff. Ended up sleeping, instead of waiting for him...



Sat (18 Oct), Sun (19 Oct), Mon (20 Oct), Tue (21 Oct):

were spend at Boo-G... he has the slowest (snail) connection to the net. i have no patience for that so i made a dicision to get him Sympatico high speed and i told him i would hook it up but this weekend i will get more RAM for his PC dang.. he needs his machine upgraded.



Wed (22 Oct):

i came back but i was too lazy to finish the writing on the Trip to Boston. but now its done!! it took me 3 days... man, am i becoming old by the days....



Thur (23 Oct):

such a lucky day... i went to the bank and got my new Visa! the receptionist said if i was looking for a job and i said yes and she said that the Royal Bank was hiring then i came home and went to apply. got into the motion of applying to all sorts of jobs in the end i ended up applying to 50 jobs that were posted at monster, workopolis, office team and career click. today, i got a few emails from people on some of the jobs. i have a 10am interview already and i just did this yesterday night. i think i'm truly lucky and i just got another which i will confirm i guess on monday, too bad it's Friday! dang!!!



So, this was my update of the days that were missing on my blog. thank god i catched up... now i have my memories... cool... also, updated my fotopages! yes... it has the photos of TO and Boston... i still need to impliment the ones from Vancouver but should i [ ^.^ ???] now that its been 2-3 months but i'll see...

i lost count of how much i bought by the end of the trip but it was fun! laterzzz.

this caught my eye, a telawi street bistro in malaysia which is really nice. wow, the site makes me wanna go there, maybe some day! thanks to chris at happy culture. i need to sit and write for the next days to come, i have been lazy but if i dont do it soon i will forget some of my thoughts that need to come out!







(** feeling totally absorbed by my self-indulgencies of forgetting my own life!)

so my days in boston have been good. i just find that downtown is a one way zone of crazy streets. i have no idea how the regulars deal with this... sheesh, boo-g and me got lost countless of times... my story to come this weekend when i get back to the drum of things. i havent disappear from the face of the earth, yet! nah, not any time soon!! all i can say for now that the game is sox versus the yankees... yikes, the maddness... yah!!!

tasberry has webcam live web cam (hrs: 9:30am & 8:00pm) & chat (hrs: 10:00am & 8:30pm), all times are in US eastern time. which is so cool!!! i will try to show up for the sessions! as i would love to really get to bla with her a bit.

oldcatman had some problems with his page and now has it back to normal. all his links are pretty much on to the right but he needs to cut down the wording of his titles a bit or they will end up at the bottom of the page. need to send him a message regarding that. dang! why am i so dumb at times as to do the things i have to do.

i seem to be lost in my thoughts today. i am bored out of my skull and dang! the only thing that has kept me up and running is reading my regular blogs! i really like reading other peoples more interesting lives. yep! feeling sorry for myself, as a feel a total absorbancy of myself. crap, how things change for me from one day to the next and at times from an hr to the next. i want things so badly and i dont know how to ask for them. i feel that if i want them or crave them its not a good thing as i will never have them. Armando has been incognito like me for the past day or so! i told him i was leaving on tuesday but plans changed and will end up leaving tomorrow at 7am. pikachu needs food, need to buy it before i leave. i love these songs (bijou, k-pop) they are so good... and romantic... heading back to reading... so far, i have read oldcatman, tas and anonymous gurl.

its been a while, 9 days i think? well i have had a few days of leisure, that has been my away time for the net. i have been at boo-G's house these past 5 days. getting up in a different house/bed is wierd. yep! so, im back for a day and then im oit of here. been cleaning and shopping! love to shop! got 3skirts a top and a matching jacket from tristan & america, pijamas, undies & hmmm (hee-hee!) from la senza (similar to victoria's secret), footlocker new runners (crosstrainers by nike), preparing all the stuff for the trip. there is still some stuff to get but i can wait to go! i will hit the stores that is for sure. heee, we here due to the language barrier (companies dont want to make the transition to input information on their labels also in french as tehy already due it for spanish! the cost will be high! remember their policy is make money with out any expenses!). so due to all that there is no "old navy" (sister-company to GAP), "bebe," "victoria's secret," "kohl's" and many more which if i make the list i can go on for a while. that is why i miss home! i'm thinking of moving back to the states but their issues which i have to deal with first before that happens. shit! i think ill stay in the north for a while. i want to move to toronto, it attracts me. i should ask anonymous gurl. she has such a beautiful way of discribing things. i feel that i'm there experiencing the actual act! dang, good!

oldcatman is in termoil over the blog! all his stuff is on the bottom instead of on the side. he send me a message from the 4th which i read yesterday. i will help him. trying to do that... lunch will be soon and i have to do that. instead im procrastinating and doing what other things instead of consentrating on the main issue at hand. i will do it! ok... but before i go. i thank everyone that has left me a message on my 30th of sept post! thank you all!! ^_^ going... i will continue my update when i have finish with oldcatman's problem. i need to catch up with all my blog reading! i should get a laptop, as this sucks when i am out of touch with them. i feel something is missing... ok stop rambling... go... laterzzz...