Lumina
tasberry has webcam live web cam (hrs: 9:30am & 8:00pm) & chat (hrs: 10:00am & 8:30pm), all times are in US eastern time. which is so cool!!! i will try to show up for the sessions! as i would love to really get to bla with her a bit.

oldcatman had some problems with his page and now has it back to normal. all his links are pretty much on to the right but he needs to cut down the wording of his titles a bit or they will end up at the bottom of the page. need to send him a message regarding that. dang! why am i so dumb at times as to do the things i have to do.

i seem to be lost in my thoughts today. i am bored out of my skull and dang! the only thing that has kept me up and running is reading my regular blogs! i really like reading other peoples more interesting lives. yep! feeling sorry for myself, as a feel a total absorbancy of myself. crap, how things change for me from one day to the next and at times from an hr to the next. i want things so badly and i dont know how to ask for them. i feel that if i want them or crave them its not a good thing as i will never have them. Armando has been incognito like me for the past day or so! i told him i was leaving on tuesday but plans changed and will end up leaving tomorrow at 7am. pikachu needs food, need to buy it before i leave. i love these songs (bijou, k-pop) they are so good... and romantic... heading back to reading... so far, i have read oldcatman, tas and anonymous gurl.



my thought:

the strangest and the loveliest days of my life are now... what to do what to say... as the time passes through my hands i feel the inner life beating wanting to come out once again. thinking, feeling are the most flawless things i have and possess. i want to possess perfection. or do i aspire anything than misunderstandings within me. i fight my inner self for happiness, for food, for life, for air... and i regain only the conscious of now. the desicions made are the ones that will scar me for ever.
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