woke at 5 am... fed kitties and did some cleaning... BFG woke... decided to go and buy the 129$ vid cam for the 14yr old niece... when also to the grocery store and got some creamer [french vanilla n butterscotch], choco McCain cake, baguette, 3 concentrated lemonade and 2 lean cuisines [cheese ravioli, my fave!!!]/2 stouffers, meatloaf n mash potatoes, bfg's fave... heee...

Last night we went to get fresh baked bagels, the best in the world! Had that for breakfast this morning! We should have gone this morning to get them and had them really fresh...

spend most of the day on the net... a little tv once in a while but mostly spend it watching crafty vids... ooohh, should mention that I did a new blog for just my crafts... heee... I still need to put it up on my side bar... Have the all cutzie site but haven't updated in a while, since July... managing more then one is a bit much. Thinking that maybe I should just put all of it in one... Except for the really personal stuff... :)

oooh, did I mention that I spend like 5hrs taking a nap... woke up and started the utubing... heee...

Wanting to make some of the stuff I saw but I have my own stuff i want to try, too... I'll post that on my crafty blog... then started to watch the make-up vidz... want to try this CIBU which is like totally in VA! Sweeeeeett... They have the cutest bag for drinks!! Jennifer Mapp has her utube channel cibu17 which is really good... tried to buy but my pc is totally screwed up... so I couldn't hopefully I can get the 36$ w/ 10 rebate... :) I'll try to see how I can get my hands on it... Need to get my hands on some R.I.T which you can get at a grocery store, apparently, well that's what cibu17 said... Has to go on my list, that keeps getting longer instead of shorter!

Need to put all the crap I came upon while utubing! still tired... going to bed... dude, its like almost 3am... ok time for bed...

LOVE... this song WOMAN by John Lennon! :) the love of a man for his soulmate! :)

Woman I can hardly express,
My mixed emotion at my thoughtlessness,
After all I'm forever in your debt,
And woman I will try express,
My inner feelings and thankfullness,
For showing me the meaning of succsess,
oooh well, well,
oooh well, well,

Woman I know you understand
The little child inside the man,
Please remember my life is in your hands,
And woman hold me close to your heart,
However, distant don't keep us apart,
After all it is written in the stars,
oooh well, well,
oooh well, well,

Woman please let me explain,
I never mean(t) to cause you sorrow or pain,
So let me tell you again and again and again,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever,

This song makes me cry... tears flow down... I can clearly hear the sound of love coming through this song! :~(

Every time I listen to the Beach Boys it always reminds me of my childhood in Cali!!! Though it was in the 80s... Still, the Beach Boys remind me of the beach and surfing! Damn, the waves... aaahh, the sunset on a Friday at Santa Monica Pier. That was the best!

The Hollies 'Bus Stop.' Reminds me of my mom and those afternoons when we use to hang out in the patio... Thinking of all the lovely afternoons... The music coming from the living room! :) aahh, being a kid again... :) remembering those good times that will never come back.

"Every morning I would see her waiting at the stop
Sometimes she'd shopped and she would show me what she bought
Other people stared as if we were both quite insane
Someday my name and hers are going to be the same

Bus stop, wet day, she's there, I say
Please share my umbrella
Bus stop, bus goes, she stays, love grows
Under my umbrella"

John Lennon... Instant Karma!

"Instant Karma's gonna get you,
Gonna look you right in the face,
Better get yourself together darlin',
Join the human race,
How in the world you gonna see,
Laughin' at fools like me,
Who on earth d'you think you are,
A super star,
Well, right you are.
Well we all shine on,
Like the moon and the stars and the sun,
Well we all shine on,
Ev'ryone come on.
Instant Karma's gonna get you,
Gonna knock you off your feet,
Better recognize your brothers,
Ev'ryone you meet,
Why in the world are we here,
Surely not to live in pain and fear,
Why on earth are you there,
When you're ev'rywhere,
Come and get your share. "

When I was a teenager I went to see Imagine... I cried so much... The sadness but the love was there between them.

The Beach Boys "Good Vibrations"

I, I love the colorful clothes she wears
And the way the sunlight plays upon her hair
I hear the sound of a gentle word
On the wind that lifts her perfume through the air

aah Cali, I miss those times... :(

The 2008 film Changeling [with Angelina Jolie] based loosely on the Wineville Chicken Murders. 11/1/30 Wineville's name was changed to Mira Loma due to the high publicity of the murders but there's an avenue, park, road and other references to remind them of what it was called before. A very interesting story...

when buying a engagement/wedding ring contact your home insurance company:
p-a-f
"mysterious disappearance"
coverage is world wide

Short movies:
go kill yourself
do not bend
Please to meet you
last stop for miles
miranda and gordon [this tugged at my heart and made me cry]

cartoon "by the rapids" [Kahnawake] created by Joseph (Dega) Lazare. Esther Sky his mom! Mohawk.
about: A comic animation in which a Mohawk city boy is shown the ropes on the reservation of Kahnawake.
By the Rapids
(2005, 4 min.) CANADA
Director: Joseph (Dega) Lazare (Mohawk)
Produced by: Big Soul Productions

Joseph (Dega) Lazare (Mohawk) is an animator and director of short films who has been making movies since he was thirteen. In 2008 his animated short By the Rapids was selected by Canada's Aboriginal Peoples Television Network to be developed as a half-hour series for their fall season. He has interned at Big Soul Productions, the Native youth media organization in Toronto which produced Might of the Starchaser, an official selection of the 2004 Sundance Film Festival. Lazare participated in CyberPowWow 2004, an interactive visual art exhibition, web-hosted by Oboro Gallery of Montreal. In 2001 and 2002 Lazare won the Best Poster award at the Toronto International Teen Movie Festival. Lazare lives in his hometown of Kahnawake, Quebec, where he designs Mohawk-language textbooks for schoolchildren.

"I began shooting film through Teioiaks, a program that helps kids make movies, kind of like a film summer camp. I got a great response and decided this is what I want to do. I intend to keep on making movies that tell great stories while keeping my unique artistic vision."

others:
watch: Good Looking
site: Good Looking
Comedy, 20:00 minutes, English, QC, 2007
Synopsis
A struggling and quirky young actor finally lands a role. Unfortunately, it’s as a bimbo in a zombie film. Now she must decide what’s more important: getting the part or maintaining her self-respect.
Creative team

Director/director: Joseph Lazare
Producer: Laura J. Milliken
Personal statement

Director Joseph Lazare says:
"Good Looking was the first production I did that had a craft truck! What was also great was that this is the first film where I wrote about the struggles of a female protagonist. Most of my films are about Mohawk guys saving the planet from aliens.
I was inspired to create Good Looking after hearing all of the crazy audition horror stories my actor friends would tell me. I dedicate this film to any Native actor who had to go beyond their limits just to see their face on screen."

8pm watched wipe out... hee... Tamara Pickering totally funny "shouldn't have had that taco... oooaaaahhh- groan" heee... [re-run]

Mom and I watched it by phone... :)
prime time: medical mysteries [10:20pm]
Proteus syndrome - named after a god that could be able to change form
Joseph Merrin/c - elephant man
not hereditary

the lens on cbsnw:
wakeupwalrmart.com [10:24pm]
Chris Kofinis [originally from Kingston, on]
Lee Scott

[10:26pm]
not everyone has fingerprints... some people don't have... have to prove who thery are constantly.
Cheryl Manners[flight attendant] cannot sweat, no fingerprints.
hair, nails, cannot sweat, no fingerprints.
rare...
only family in the world but then kaylon/p [11yrs] has is too but his teeth are pointy. inherited from mother. not related had a similar condition then Cheryl but his hair and teeth were effected. he has another mutation of that gene. there are over 100 syndromes [mutations]. in-utero at 11wks forms print start to form

dpr syndrome inherited mother side [female side]...

[10:33] back to cbswn
Al Norman - started 1993sept 3, we are against the WALL. greenfield, won [by a small margin] not to have a walmart in a small town... the go to guy to fight walmart.
Ben Bennet, [4/28/05] - his town Guelph, On, walmart coming but its been on going for 8yrs fight... beside a religious retreat house [Jesuits]: father James... Ben and the Jesuits are suing walmart... Court rejects...
12thousand, anti-walmart...

[10:43pm - 10:50pm] Incredible creative compulsion... ideas pop in all over the place. Dr Flarety, Microgarphia came about [tragic death of premature twin boys]. wrote a book: the midnight disease.
Tommy Mccue, stroke, left side neglect... John Sarton... Strokes created lesions in the brain... full of ideas in a creative ways...

[10:48pm] TMZ totally freaken' funny... Britney looking more sane... Akon hits woman on stage apparently by mistake... singing really bad by Greg [70s singer]... Shak sings really bad, too... m.Rouke at the film festival...

In QC there was a walmart closed due to union activity! you know they want to take over the world with their stores and make you a drone. they want your money for their vacations, buying their brats a new nose or just fucking their money!

watched the first 2 ep [ep1, ep2] of Gossip girl season 2... Freaken' good!
Blair [when she acts all googly towards a guy she likes] from gossip girl reminds me of Alicia Silverstone in clueless...

Concordia is going green, reduce foodtprint... compost machine!
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Automatic Kitchen Compost Machine
http://www.earthmachine.com/

all about lawn stuff - http://www.scottscanada.ca/

recycling mower - mulching mower
tips on mulching mowers and grasscycling
http://www.saskwastereduction.ca/composting/grasscycling_tips.htm

YouTube - Turbo Compost Magma Mulcher Machine
www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0QMnU6VwA4