Lumina
it's 2 o'clock in the morning and i have just learned (throught my regular blog reading rounds) that one of my dearest blogger friends has passed away...



his name Lynn Carrier at lynncarrier.blogspot.com, a thoughtful man and very funny man. it so hard to really think of him as gone, so wierd to know that he will not be blogging. i met him through ginger now candiedginger site. he made me laugh with his silly sayings and jokes... i stopped and had a cry for awhile, i truly felt close to him... i confided in him... he was such a fighter... so much that he had gone through with his illness over the years... as my b-g is a MD... we talked on yahoo msg., about all that he had and was going through, b-g thought he was well informed about his illness and sadden for his hardship, but thought of him brave for fighting so hard for his life. we deeply felt for him and his family... as b-g knows that i am very sentimental over people that are close to me, i didnt let Lynn know that i had been terribly sadden when he had told us about his illness...



i always care for people no matter if they are far or i have never met them. i get attached to my blog friends, as they are real people living their lives at times very far away but still alive... i truly like the internet as it has allowed many people, including myself to start different sort of friendships with people that normally we would never know on regular occassions...



i truly am happy to know every single one of the blog people who write and i get to know through what they have written down. some have more fame then others but to me they are still the same... i may not read them every day but they are still in my mind and heart even though i dont know them face to face... its a different era we are coming into and may be just maybe in the future we dont really have to just have close friends that we have living near us but also far away. i guess it has existed for awhile with the start of penpals...



i remember being in grade school and doing penpal letters to kids from Australia, Netherlands, Nageria and other countries that i cannot quite remember now... that has come along way now that we have the internet... what a wonderful and crazy monster that has been unleashed unto man kind... what are the possibilities i wonder, i guess they are endless...



Lynn was a close friend to me as my friends here are... in a way i did know him and that is enough for me to feel that he was a very special person and glad that he allowed me to get to know him. I will always remember him as a kind, decent and happy man... i say a prayer to him and his family... may god be with him and his loved ones...

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