so i am so freaken' sick!!! i feel awful!! i know where i catched it... it was at the recitle of Kyanna... all those kids with viruses attached to them. one went home with me! crap!
O.K. on the bright side! Demi & SAJ got their parcels which i was so happy to hear from! SAJ sent pics (see below)! heee... love to shop!! i am so happy they like the stuff i got them! Demi's daughter Mii loves the kitty bag! which is so but so cute! she named her 'Namina.' cute!!! heee...
on yesterdays news... so i sent x-mas e-cards to 48 people... some i hadn't talk to in a long while... so anyways, ms erica is in the picture, once again... i went to see her and her mom which i was thrilled... b-g went with me... we ate at the church talked... erica is the same, which i am glad she is happy... we had lost touched for almost 2yrs... my thoughts were because of her man... she says it's not! but anyways, i don't know if i will ever know... i have my doubts... she had been a close friend and for us to loose touch was really sad... but what one thing came out of the sadness... i repaired the relationship that i thought was kinda flaky with chris... i truly opened up to her to tell her how i really felt. when she treated me the way she did... i have known her for over 16 yrs... and her child is my godchild! i know she has a hard time with closeness and all that... but we worked it out and talked & cried alot! i am much so much closer to her then i have ever been! armando will always be my bestest friend-male but i needed a female close-close friend and to finally feel that i have one... i get really happy and sad... cuz it has been a torturous yrs... with truly no "TRUE" friends in my life, female i mean... i try very hard and i guess at times i have been taken for granted... maybe cuz i am to needy on that part! i mean... in my hearts of hearts i wanted someone to share my sad, happy, angry moments with... ok i will stop with my sob-story of not ever meeting a female that truly wanted to be my bestest friend!!
do i sound pathetic or what!!! sheesh!!!
ok so on the brightside... armando came over and stayed the night took care of me... he's a true friend! i love him so!!! b-g had to work overnight at the hospital... and i felt really sick and not wanting to be alone... as it is wed. armando and i have the "LOST" phone calls... so i told him how i felt and that b-g was going to work overnight... he offer to come over and take care of me... which i felt so happy!!! heeee....
i woke up pretty much still freaken sick!!!! hate the freaken illness that go around!! and yep i didn't take my flue shot!! what ever... i am suffering the consequences...
i got up at 7am... i mended my coat! checked my emails and went to read some blogs. said hi and now i'm posting... have called ms. erica 3 times but she seems not to answer... is it starting again... i will not think about it!! sheesh!! rack my brain with other things... jelly-beans!!! i will go and make me a coffee and finish wrapping Kyanna's gifts... yikes! her mom is going to kill me! i bought her so much!!! she will love it! but her mom will think i am spoiling her too much! i still think i should still buy her the "game-cube"?? or should i wait for b-day but i want to also get her a dvd? i don't know what to do?? still thinking... k... laterzzz....
O.K. on the bright side! Demi & SAJ got their parcels which i was so happy to hear from! SAJ sent pics (see below)! heee... love to shop!! i am so happy they like the stuff i got them! Demi's daughter Mii loves the kitty bag! which is so but so cute! she named her 'Namina.' cute!!! heee...
on yesterdays news... so i sent x-mas e-cards to 48 people... some i hadn't talk to in a long while... so anyways, ms erica is in the picture, once again... i went to see her and her mom which i was thrilled... b-g went with me... we ate at the church talked... erica is the same, which i am glad she is happy... we had lost touched for almost 2yrs... my thoughts were because of her man... she says it's not! but anyways, i don't know if i will ever know... i have my doubts... she had been a close friend and for us to loose touch was really sad... but what one thing came out of the sadness... i repaired the relationship that i thought was kinda flaky with chris... i truly opened up to her to tell her how i really felt. when she treated me the way she did... i have known her for over 16 yrs... and her child is my godchild! i know she has a hard time with closeness and all that... but we worked it out and talked & cried alot! i am much so much closer to her then i have ever been! armando will always be my bestest friend-male but i needed a female close-close friend and to finally feel that i have one... i get really happy and sad... cuz it has been a torturous yrs... with truly no "TRUE" friends in my life, female i mean... i try very hard and i guess at times i have been taken for granted... maybe cuz i am to needy on that part! i mean... in my hearts of hearts i wanted someone to share my sad, happy, angry moments with... ok i will stop with my sob-story of not ever meeting a female that truly wanted to be my bestest friend!!
do i sound pathetic or what!!! sheesh!!!
ok so on the brightside... armando came over and stayed the night took care of me... he's a true friend! i love him so!!! b-g had to work overnight at the hospital... and i felt really sick and not wanting to be alone... as it is wed. armando and i have the "LOST" phone calls... so i told him how i felt and that b-g was going to work overnight... he offer to come over and take care of me... which i felt so happy!!! heeee....
i woke up pretty much still freaken sick!!!! hate the freaken illness that go around!! and yep i didn't take my flue shot!! what ever... i am suffering the consequences...
i got up at 7am... i mended my coat! checked my emails and went to read some blogs. said hi and now i'm posting... have called ms. erica 3 times but she seems not to answer... is it starting again... i will not think about it!! sheesh!! rack my brain with other things... jelly-beans!!! i will go and make me a coffee and finish wrapping Kyanna's gifts... yikes! her mom is going to kill me! i bought her so much!!! she will love it! but her mom will think i am spoiling her too much! i still think i should still buy her the "game-cube"?? or should i wait for b-day but i want to also get her a dvd? i don't know what to do?? still thinking... k... laterzzz....
