my character.... heee ^.^









Which Takeshi's Castle Character are you?

so it'b been about 9 days... got my new pc... saved some money... got a router... trying to get all the pc's up and going... yah!! bought xp for my old pc... that b-g will be now using as his... but still having some probs on the network issue which armando will help sometime this week... i cant wait... been introduce to radio music through windows media player... yeah i knew it existed but i never really took a look at it... since now i have xp and well a new pc i will take advantage of it... been out of the net for a while as all the stuff had to be put together and i had problems with the ethernet card for the 3rd pc... then finally, called and spoke to someone.. what surprised me was that the cust rep was in the phillipines? what is up with that... i even called microsoft too for some info and the cust rep was in India... what is going on??? all our jobs are going to 3rd world countries due to less pay! the companies make more money if they pay their employees less... as we ask for more due to high living in the west!!! i hate that but i guess people have to make money to get super rich and the average man is dependent on them to give jobs to the unfortunates that have less... what the f!$k!!! no wonder many people can't get jobs here... and so many are on welfare... then the gov't bitches about the money problem... well, look were all our jobs are heading out of this country and into others...



k.. that was my rant... leave it at that if i keep going i'm going to have a bad day!! and i dont want that... as i have gotten a great deal today... i called my IP and asked to be terminated as i was taking my bizz to the competition... well, they asked "why is that?" i told them the situtation: on the 11th we went to futureshop to buy equipment to set up a home network. we spent over $300 worth of hardware/software for the home network. now what happened was that i called on the 14th to find out about the special offer (3 month free for the service) that our IP provide was having if you buy hardware at futureshop. but the information that was provided by a sales rep at futureshop was missleading. we didn't know that the offer only was for new members... the sales rep even told us that we could do it... i even asked her like 3 times to confirm and she even said, "oooh, every one does it dont worry. even people who work here do it"... so, i called yesterday the store and they said no you cannot get the offer due to the policy... i even left a message for the manager to call me back on this he never did... so today when i spoke to the sales rep at my IP, he said that he would give us a deal either the 3 mths free or take the extreme speed for 6 moths for what we are paying currently without any restrictions... we took the 3 mths free as we save over $150 that brings us back to a savings for the $300 we spent! we only need to fax the paperwork that was given to us by futureshop! it all worked out for the best!!! happy now!!



laterzzz...



reading: "Moore Stayed Quiet About Prisoner Footage"

the day started out slow... got up at 8 am got breakfast started... served b-g in bed and then made mine... talked about what we would do through out the day... i wanted to go shopping, he was ok about that... cleaned up... took a shower... finished washing clothes... started to get ready and left at aroun 1:30pm... we hit fairview mall... got some dishes from the bay and went to get my exfoliator scrub (ran out today) by clinique and a post blemish solution... as a few blemishes were in town due to the "P"... hate those times... i guess the woman at the counter thought i suffered from acne... so she recommended it... i took bought it to see if it works during "P" time...

she also asked me if i needed the 3 step... i told her that i had:

3 step

emergency mask

7 day scrub cream

gentle eye make up remover

pore minimizer: t-zone shine control



she looked at me like i had a bit of an obsession, like i care :P. heee...



so we headed out to the car as we didnt want to carry the stuff around with us... but as we stayed outside to talk we noticed it was a gorgeous day... we didn't go back to the mall instead we ended up going to microbytes and got a computer... cost about $1,400.00 CAD... it will be ready on wed-thur... i guess they'll call us to come pick it up... i was glad cus the PC i have presently the USB ports aren't working... which is great now that i will have a brand new one YEAH!!!! so very happy... the case is a cute silver with blue trimimg... pretty cute...



i've been looking forward at buying the PC and i should have taken a while longer to buy the PC (that insane thing that i have to buy really quick!). ooh well.... maybe in another 3 yrs. i'll be better at that...

i spoke to Armando and he got me thinking of bad thoughts about my new PC... he said that the place were i bought the PC, they tend to use old parts... one thing i will want to do is ask if they do that, like they would tell me anyways.. now im truly neverous, dang!!!! we'll see how all the is in about 5 days... yikes!! :( kinda sad now...



after we did the shopping we went to provigo to buy food and came home to eat the leftover lasagna with some parmassan... which was delish!! yumm...



b-g worked overnight... he came in around 10am... he's taking a nap at the present... he will be doing another overnight tonight! which i hate cuz it scares me a bit to be all alone in the house with no one and our degu "pikachu-nun-nun" makes at times noise which drives me nuts when i'm alone. as i go to check the door if its locked like 30 times... and i sleep with the tv on and at time go to sleep when it starts to get light outside... pretty pathetic for a 31yr old... yikes... what society has made of me... well more like what i have let society do to me... dang!! ok stop for now...



laterzzz....

been up to the same same... went shopping for food... b-g made lasagna... yumm... taste the best today! also, got a black forest cheesecake... yum.... had that with some vanilla ice cream! also, made some yummy cantelope smoothie which was great! been buying some fruits... cantolopes, strawberries, honeydew, peaches, watermelon, cherries and grapes... all that is was great... cut it up and made it into a fruit salad... yumm!! cant believe i'm stuck on GH (general hospital). great!!! heee.... the days have gotten better... it hasn't been raining for 2 days now... kinda cool.. but it's been 18-20 c... ms. jen jen has changed her page look... pretty nice!! lorinne, paid me a compliment which i would like to return it but her chatterbox is still not working...

starting to read my regulars... gonna go see...

laterzzz...

been doing some cleaning and reading blogs for the past week.... sat & sun was ok... sunday b-g and i went to asian garden... it was good... we order the buffet special... you order and comes to you instead of you going to the food... we started with dumplings in peanut sauce, veggie tempura and calamari in salt & pepper... and the main cousre was going to be pad thai, friedeggplant, chicken in coconut sauce but that was scrapped and we had instead sushi with dumplings of chicken and beef w/ shrimp... which hit the spot!! we came out stuffed like peppers... yikes! we got a scared this past few days... we thought we were pregnant but turned out not to be... need to be more careful!!! that is the high life of our week... i guess... til next time... thx to OLDCATMAN, demi, ginger/candy and lynn for the nice emails... hope that they are old good!



laterzzz....

My blogs 1 year anniversary!!! Happy birthday to you!! heee.... see you next year, hopefully! YAH!

found this on jen jen's site... so i decided to try it!

My Bloginality is ENTP!!!

as i found out yesterday.. my camera is not able to connect to my PC so i cannot download my photos from the trip, so i need to find another way... send it to the lab and get the cd from there.. this sucks.. i swear... b-g and i have been thinking and ww decided to try to look for a new PC then he can have this one and i'll take the new one... you know it!! heee... been so lazy...

met with armando yesterday and went shopping for b-g present as he found the one that i had for him... nutty! so i bought b-g: columbia pants, a mini zen garden, some clips for his office, alot of office supplies, a realu nice basket for all the presents... i even made him some lucky stars with pretty cranes... heee...

bought a dvd "the legend of the swordman" w/ Jet Li(his fanlisting)!! pretty good... armando and i had chinese left overs from the night before that b-g and i had... watched the Jet Li movie, Big Fish (that i bought in when i was visiting my mom)... b-g was at work he had a 12 hrs shift.. 12pm to 12pm but he came at 1:30am due to some paperwork he had to finish up...
b-g came home with 2 slices of pizza... and he opened up the gifts i gave him... but he bugged me for the card as i got a little sheezed due to the fact that he went after the presents instead of the card first... so, until 3.30am he was bugging me to give him the card but i didnt next thing i know its morning cus i fell asleep on him... heee... then in the morning i told him that he wouldnt have enver found the card because i had hidden it under the fitted sheet under me... heee... i decided to give it to him and he loved it... heee. it all worked out... got up around 10 am made him and me coffees and talked a bit... then around noon we took a nap and woke around 4:50pm... was starving as we hadn't eaten the whole day... heated up left overs and ate while matching "mission: organization".

b-g went out to get us yummy desserts... he got carrot cake, mango & rasberry mousse, strawberry/rasberry delight cheesecake... pretty yummy!! gotta go... wanna go eat some while watching iron chef battle of the caviar!
laterzzz...

that is disgusting what that bitch did to that poor woman trying to earn a living...

how is it possible that people can exist with such hatret for others and to have no souls as to what they do... that is really mean!!

at rieke's place... she had a post on a poor maid getting burnt (iron) by her boss in Maylasia! that is so evil! pure evil does exists in someone's soul (if they even have one!)

so today is my b-g birthday!! what to do?? i am a chicken with a out a head.. got up not to long ago... he's gone out to his meeting... did the most dumbest & stupidest, combine them together please, thing... trying to see if i could delete my log in name at the google mail log in page. it's a new email system "G-MAIL" that is being offered by google on a participation basis... i had the freaken email but i had put a name that i didnt want so i deleted to see if i could do another username... but instead i in my morning haze deleted the whole thing... how much of a moron am i... well... the zanest thing was to send mail to the team that is working on the project... let's see what happends in the next few days.. ooh, did i mention that when i wanted to re-sign up.. the link told me i needed a "a new spiffy link." found that to be a bit amusing though, if i say so myself... i feel this morning very light headed. hmmm, wonder why???



laterzzzz....

so i have updated my site at maizzy.com ... i simplified it... i emailed ms. gale to tell her how i appreciate her for asking me my opinion of "why i blog an article." as for other things in the home front... going shopping later on with chris to "LA SENZA" it's a warehouse sale everything $5 and down... i have the need to shop!! also, got into the cliques "google lovers." but that is on my site... so what else is new... haven't bloggged in a few days... kind of quiet and bored out of my mind... i think i need to start doing stuff... everything makes me sleepy... and crankie... not good... my hands still feel numb... i think i need to go to a doctor for that... maybe on monday ill try to see if i go... me so lazy! i love my hair cut... yep... that is about it... i haven't listen to music much these past few days i should... dang... oohh gotta go... need to get ready to go SHOPPING!!! YEAH!!!

laterzzz...

finally i am back... i love my hair my mom cut it and it feels so good and looks amazing but it reminds me a bit of "the rachel." it's layered on the back an i dont have to really do anything except put some shine in which makes my hair so soft! anyways, enough about my hair... yesterday b-g and i went to IKEA! bought a set of bowls (dinera & IKEA/365+), glasses (TRAFIK glass & wine glass), the new dragon fly light for the table which i will be sending to my mom as i gave her the dragon fly lights that go on top during the night... they are so cute... heee... i'm thinking of buying some for our balcony in front as the back balcony is too narrow to sit and relax!

b-g and i were so tired yesterday... that we got take out "Thai" & "Sushi"(which we ate it about 5 min ago...). nothing much has happened today, only had a coffee and 1/2 a sweet cheese bread in the morning... which was really good... made the same for b-g but added a blueberry muffin (which i made yesterday morning) with i can't believe is not butter... heee.. he loved it... cuz i took it to bed for him...

still thinking if i should buy a web cam which is really cool... to contact my family and keep intouch... still in the thinking mode though... and still thinking if i should change the color of my home page??? still thinking... still.... hmmm...

gotta go... laterzzz...

the day started pretty hectic to begin with.... got up took a shower around 8am. mom cut my hair and styled it. doggy (ruffus) was being a little pest... he's only 4 1/2 months old... he's a mixture of golden retreiver and a chau-chau (i think it's spelled that way, anyways). mom left me at reagan airport cuz she needed to go to a funeral (saturday one of her customers past away). i couldnt believe what i saw... two big huge x-ray machines to my right and another 2 to my left... dang, that was the first time i had seen that... talk about being extremely careful.. yikes.. heee. but atleast i wasnt strip searched like i was leaving montreal. i passed like 3 detectors and got searched like twice... bought a water, pop tart and batteries... but forgot the pop tart on the seat of the airport as when i order a coffee and went in search for the pop tart in the mess that i call my bag, it just wasn't there.. oh well, had to do with the peanuts that were given on the plan and thank god i had some pookie sticks (strawberry flavor).



i think the girl that was seating across from me was a hasidic jew. i started to think of what my mom said to me earlier... that i was 1/2 jewish... on my trip to i learn that and another tid bit of my past that my dad was a pilot! pretty informative.. heee...



wrote the following on May 2th (sunday):

7am, woke... helped mom with the preparations for my neice's b-day party (her birthday was the 30th of April). got into a some what of a fight about my sis, like always. i dont know any more, coming to VA, i thought it was going to be nice and a family re-union thing but it has been turning out a bit sad like... i dont know where to start on that, but i will instead write of what has happened these past few days since the 22nd of April... heee.. a happier time:

came on the 22nd, mom picked me up... it was hot outside! so grossy on my body! yikes! walking outside to the parking lot. the prejudice of the world came upon me, i really felt it. i feel like that every time i come to the US i dont know why. i guess due to the fact that i tend to look at everyone doing every little thing and then i catch at the corner of my eye something totally discusting and i really dont like to see it... but i guess it does exist... do i live in a bubble or what?!!! i think i should go out more... heeee... but i guess i'm not like that... i personally come from a minority group(s) that many in in the USA tend to not like very much and look donw upon... that is the spanish/latino side. i dont know why... i guess due to the vast immigration of them...

spoke to mom for a bit about the things i had been doing in montreal... she had to go to work. found the doggy "ruffus" to be crazy as hell. 4 months old, he has no training yet. mom will send him to doggy school and get him neutered (ouch!)... my sis doesnt like ruffus too much due to the fact that he always goes after my neice and then she starts crying like there is no tomorrow... poor doggy... he gets scared... when Val starts to cry... heee... i want to take him home with me but i bet b-g will say no, as we dont have no room for such a big doggy... heee... anyways, that was my though even now! so i was left to roam the house the whole day... took ruffus out but he is like a crazed animal... mom came tired from a hard day... she was in the process of buying the salon... the 25th was the signing over of the corporation and place... also the lease was signed on the 28th as the people who owned the salon are were leaving for a week to england... crazy.. mom is going bonkers over the fact that they couldnt wait til the end of the month... yikes... mom asked me to proof read the documents before she signed them... it took me a few days but got it all ready and then she went to see her lawyer. she had done the inventory with the owner the previous week (before i came) and asked me to put all into the computer... so i did... that took me 2hrs. i missed my baby bro by a day imagine he's in boot camp. a 2 days ago he sent a card saying that he had arrived safely but that it was hard as hell. poor baby! so, now 10 days later i'm still here with recentment, if i may say so. TV has been my companion with Ruffus taking up a few hrs with the walks... i take him for walks, which he loves madly. i will miss him tons. he is so freaken' cute. poor darling... he's kept in the kennel at night as he goes upstairs and doodoos all over the carpet... which mom hates... heeee... i have gotten into a few fights about ruffus being in the kennel... i dont like that at all. i try to keep him out as much as i can... during the night i go to bed really late 3-4 am so he will be only in there for a few hrs... then mom takes him out at 6am... so that means he only stays there for 2-3hrs max... but when i leave i dont know what will happen.. during the day he goes to doggy day care... but cuz i was there he hadnt gone as i took care of him and mom saved money as its $15 a day (10am - 5pm). Saturday... was shopping day with my sis, spent $300 which was $140 for my neices clothes. heee... b-g had somewhat of a heart attack when i told him. like always, i'm a shop-a-holic!! i miss him so very much... i care for him alot... he misses me tons, too!! **cry **cry :(



over all the trip was good... got to see my neice, sis and mom... so it was ok, even though there were some fights in that time... heeee.... as i look at my shoulders they have like these red blotches, dut to the heavy ness of my 2 bags... i got b-g english toffee coffee and coffee mates (carmel, french vanilla & hazelnut) as we dont have those flavors here... heee... and he loves them... i also got him some really cute shorts... heee... i took pics of the doggy he is so cute... need to put them up some time this week... i am so tired... havent been sleeping so well! gonna go to bed... but before i havent to compliment blogger as they have made the look so much net-friendly!!! and not to forget "OLDCATMAN" has the new site up and going.. good for you!!! i will go see it.... soon.... thank you for the hi's on my site. demi...thx... i have to think if i should take out the fooble box due so much shit on it that i dont want... i even gave $$$ but not to get crap/spam to be put up on my freaken site... if that keeps up i will take it down... and only my comments will stay...

so im back... laterzzz....

p.s. ===> meow to JC Kitty (thank you for visiting) and the gang!



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so tomorrow i leave for 19 days to visit my mom... dang. this morning my mom calls me to tell me that my bother iwll be going to boot camp this afternoon at 2pm.. he leaves. that really sucks... i will not see him for about 3 months... he's like i can write.. aint that sweet... so that is it for my borther he is finally on his way and will serve in the MARINES for 4 yrs in total... he's happy somewhat his friends tell him his nutzzz... but hey its what he wants to do... more like my mom pushed him to do it... to get straighten up!! as he was into drug-experimenting.. and my mom was fed up so she gave him a ultimatum... that was go into the MARINES and straighten up!!! so that was it! he joined! and now he's gone for 3 months... he told me that he has a six pack and short hair, i told him i dont care how you look, for goodness sake your my bro... tell that to some hotty chick that you want to pick up, but still remembering to practice safe sex thats when he said lets change the subject... i dont need my sister tellimg me what to do in those intimate circumstances... well i told him why then did you bring it up in the first place.. with the looking thing... haaa... i got a rise out of him... which as always, he says what ever, kids... i do love the boy!! we talked for like 1hr 1/2... he wont be with us for our neice's (VALERIE) birthday... its her 2nd but he was there for her 1st so was i which was just the family and a friend of my sister...



i feel much better today, a bit nervous over the flying thing. as i hate it... i feel sick for like 3-4 days after the flight... it takes my body along time to get back to normal... ooh... been playing LITERATI at yahoo... which is fun... its like scrabble... which is freaken addictive... heee...



that is alll.... well need to go pack and take a shower and eat and sleep... i'll try to update during my leave... k... have a good one....laterzzz....

But Feeling DOWN...

went to visit my reads and felt like blabBing so much (which at that time i was on an up beat) that i had to check out a new blog which led me to a place which i been having fun for the past 2hrs... it's called photofriday... which is so nice... they have like challenges of different things on a friday... last friday's was 'self portrait' which was suggested by playapixie... she herself has a really cool pic that she entered... she's at #276! check her out!!



well before that i went to see tasberry she's doing good... one of her co-workers went into surgery and came out pretty badly but she has found out she is doing ok except she has no leg. it's sad.. mr. rob is still out since Dec/ 03... darksyde is still kinda there but needs a little of encouragement to post.. heee... as for rieke, i hope she's doing good.. her sons came to visit her so she was happy on that note... miss demi is kinda on her 'P' so it is hard on her... too much i know the feeling excatly... OLDCATMAN has his channel posting going on... the comedy channel is playing pretty good programs at his place... heeee... gale (anonymous gurl) is still out... soon she'll be up and going, i hope...

ike OLDCATMAN was saying to put a sample of our voices up on our blogs that would be great... to hear how we all sound! that's fun... he has one on his page... and it's pretty cool!! he has the nicest voice ever... heeee.... ***blush*** miss ginger & miss candy... are doing pretty well, except for the case of teasing and the repairman incident... heee... jen jen hasnt posted since the 11th but she has made her presence noticed... hope she's ok probably pretty busy! tangerine... is still in the outs since feb... hope she comes... she has the cutest pic of the "BRB"... heee... lynn has no comments so i cant really say hi to him... but i still go see him.. he's into the one phrase blog right now... hey he hasn't even responded to my email... still on the waits... heee...



these are my thoughts of my regular reads at times i dont post what im thinking or what i feel... i dont know really what to say and explaining is like i feel like i go on a circle... here... its freaken blowing all sorts and i think its going to freaken rain like crazy, i know it... but the sky is so dark, like how i feel inside... what an ugly day it is today... i'm listenning to "WHERE IS THE LOVE" by BLACK EYED PEAS... it makes me so sad and to think we humans are such uncaring people... makes me feel i shouldn't be in this harsh world... i feel hurt inside... OLDCATMAN knows the reality that exists in this hard/uncaring world. we destroyed and we kill each other... something wrong with that picture... don't you think...POWER is what is all about... DOMINATION is the name of the game... i hate that .... what to do BUT to bitch about it... CAN ONE PERSON CHANGE THIS HORRIBLE WORLD... im not saying that there are no good things or good people in this world, there are but some times THAT IS NOT ENOUGH... well for me anyways!!



this is my feeling of the day.... I'M GOING TO HAVE A GOOD CRY NOW, TOO MUCH SADNESS HAS CREPT INTO MY HEART AND SOUL!!! laterzzz....

YES I AM SO VERY HAPPY... I CAN READ MY COMMENTS....THEY ARE BACK AND YES.... THANSK OLDCATMAN!!! YOU SO SWEET... HEEE....



will go see about the audio blog... thingy... thanks to eric for coming to say hi... heee.. through demi's favorites!!



did i mention that i can now read my comments... im so happy... ^_^... YEAH!!!

i guess the night went ok... i watched tru calling & CSI:vegas... it was ok... tv was the night thing... i fell asleep around 1:30am... couldn't wait for my boo... but i sorta woke up a bit when he was looking for his jogging pants to change... then like always went to the dining room to work on his paperwork... dang, he works so much and always is stressed out of his mind...



had a wicked as dream yesterday afternoon when boo and i took a nap... which we got up 30 min before he was going to work... cuz i didnt put an alarm to wake us up!! made him a sandwhich, coffee, and put some grapes for him to take to work...



as the dream went... i was in the bathroom and then i started to have gramps which ended up with me having twin girls... then the scene changed.. boo was coming into the house by the slide door from the back as i was walking out of the bathroom with the babies on each arm... he was saying to me to take the groceries and he also said that he had found an old lady and a child which didn't know where they lived. the people didnt know english... boo asked me to take care of them... ignoring the fact that i had just had the twins... then he went into the bedroom and went to bed with our 3 yr old little boy, in the middle of the bed and on the other the old lady was sleeping... i got stucked taking care of the babies, putting away the groceries and taking care of the kid who didnt speak english.. all of a sudden the kid had put the twins into a basin and had taken apart the back of a bookshelf and put it on top of the basin where the twins were... that was so creepy... that i started yellling for boo to wake up... as i screamed i woke up of my dream by boo's voice saying.. wholly shit, i have to get to work....



bla..... dream/nightmare... i dont know... hee... that is all for now....

tru calling, CSI: vegas are on tonight... gonna see these... my favs... i cannot seem to read my comments... dang... i dont know what to do... i have loooked and looked over my code... dang... oh well.. i went and checked out a new blog... she (matty) has what OLDCATMAN has on his page... the audio blog.... heee... dang, dryer beeper, scare the willies out of me... washing & drying clothes at the moment!! so i been watching on and off american idol... i hope that jasmin (17yr old) wins!! she is safe tonight!! found a new cartoon to read on the net!! yeah, name miss dynamite... a bit hentai like... oh well... but is funny... alot of crude jokes but heee, they are funny... heee...



OLDCATMAN has been inspired by tv... he has he letters as if they were tv channels... heee.. they are funny... imagining playing that on tv... or on the net... that would be great!! made me laugh... heee....



ok... time to go... will put up my fav shops and some more tv programs i like.. hee. i watch too much... ok... i know...heee... laterzzz...

finished... practically... i will see if i change it once again... but for now... it will remain... heee....

OLDCATMAN, has a radio voice... he should work in that field... heee.. i am so happy he sent a shout-out to me... i feel so special... thank you so very much... that was a nice surprise this morning! Thank you once again...



laterzz...

annika has an easter quiz that she posted in her site!!



been joining fanlists & cliques that i like an feel that i am part of and been putting them up on my site... which takes awhile as i need to join then i need to add the code to my page then save the pic then uploaded to my site... sheesh takes time.... the next thing is moving my blog to my site... but i think i need to get a program to do that.. which may take some time... for now it will have to stay here... i think its time to change the layout of my blog... that is my next crazy thing to do... but if i do i think i will do the move all in that time.. another few mhts i think... heeee... that has been my day sitting infront of the computer uploaded and looking for cliques/fanlists.. reading all the stuff that has to be done... RULES... dang, it's easter an as i look back to my left i see that my godchild's easter present is sitting there, need to give that to her... soon... heee... but we are going away for the weekend.. i don't know how all that will be working out... as i am truly upset at B-G, he needs to do his billing but he procrastinates too much... which dirves me nuts... sheesh... then i hear all about it: im stress, i need to do my work, im tired, i cannot believe i have to do this... and i goes on and on... the tv is on and it's 4am the same show has been playing for about 2hrs... about some sex show... why women and men feel that they cannot have sex while the woman is pregnant... i dont know... but just as i write this another show that was running previously around 10pm is back making its come back... it's about boobs... bla bla... i have some so i really dont know what the biggy on it... i think is time for me to go sleep.. im truly tired... nighty.. night...