Lumina
Sadness is consuming me and I cry as I write... It's foggy... Can I make sense of my feelings... what is wrong, why do I feel something is missing and something aches in my heart. The ache doesn't abate, why??? I listen to this song over and over again and it subsides my sadness...

I know, I know, I know...
by Tegan and Sara
From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love

Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day

House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love

I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

(Repeat twice)
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you


Am I being so stupid to feel so sorry for myself. I should be so happy, there is so much that I should be so greatful for.

This blanket of sadness has covered my heart and doesn't seem to want to let go.
5 Responses
  1. We all have moments like that. I think the only problem arises when we mourn or drag our sadness out for an unreasonable amount of time. What's reasonable? Wish I had an answer. Seems like sometimes I know, and other times I don't. I'm working on it, like everyone else.


  2. Oldcatman Says:

    ,

    Lyrics are motivators..................sometimes it is just the WORDS and other times the WORDS
    lead to real life thoughts...........................


  3. Meadow Says:

    ***big hugs***


  4. Jen Jen Says:

    Awww, Maizzy... you know, after darkness, there's always sunshine.


  5. Meadow Says:

    Hey, are you feeling better?


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