so spend like half the day just updating the kitties template... tried a few and didn't like it... i don't want any with all the bells and whistles just something simple but still too freaken all day. And i thought i would totally spend time playing some new games but to no avail... loss...

Now I just want to sleep and relax... Listening to my tunes and just passing the time... was @ Flickr looking at photos... passed by a few blogs but... kao-ani from way back in the early 2000's came to mind a few days go and found her in twitter... and her site still up and running... she still has all the cute stuff... less but still... the one that introduced me to cliques [now most of them are dead but still have them on my about, lol...], fonts, wallpaper [JP sites], kao-anis [software x x x to make ur own] and colourlover... she has a few tutorials...

Vista hates most of the programs I have... I always, use bf's which has xp... but still... I want a MAC... I'll see if I get one soon... Still in the dream format... I join FF gosh, what for another thing to login into... lol...

I've been twittering and have neglected to write in my blog and all my daily actions which some times are so boring that all I can say is... dang, what the... lol.. I do however, keep files of tons and tons of links that i come across...

On thing is that crazy lady with 14kids what the... that's all I'm saying...

I hope that the new episodes for K-drama Boys Before Flowers are out soon... I can't wait. I've seen the original which is the Japanese Dorama 'Hana Yori Dango.'

I don't know what to believe about the Tibet/China war, so many different people saying so much! The only one I can believe is me and what I think to make sense of all the hostility that is happening in our world now. If things don't change something will have to give and that can be either negative or positive depending on which side you are standing on.
I for once in my life, I' m happy that I live in a country that is free and doesn't oppress me in that way. We are oppress in other ways but not to the extent of loosing your lives for freedom.
We human beings are too selfish to stand up in the billions... If that would occur I know that change would happen, but since we are only made of words and not really of action to do the RIGHT/CORRECT thing.
We will always be manipulated and used as we have always been! I for one cry and feel pity for the people who have no heart and who have nothing in their world to make them happy except for the evil things they do, did and will do...

I saw the soldier video of throwing the puppy [Monroe family threatened over puppy throwing video. ] my heart ache for a lost life and for the soldier. Lost in his world of torment... How is this man going to live with himself? Well, he will forget the ordeal and move on... Hopefully, he is not a psycho who will kill a person because of all the hardship he' s endured in battle.
I find that if you don't have a sound mind, you are not meant to be a soldier or be in any position that gives you power... As you will do something unforgivable in others eyes. What may seem to a joke to others, to me it' s the most heinous thing. I wonder of the children, women and old people whose lives revolved around the war and if they should encounter someone like that soldier what would/will happen?
War is wrong! I was a child when I had my first and only experience [I can still remember all the bodies in the river... the body near the store with all its guts pouring out of him... the soldiers marching and guns blazing in the dead of night... ooh the stories I could tell...]. It was not a wonderful thing at all... They had said that the soldiers were the protectors but no way. They were the perpetrators. They killed innocent people and in front of children like me... I had been taken out of the secluded touristic area by a local nanny and experience what it would be like to be living in a war. It traumatized me to be a better person and to see thing in a different light.
I guess that' s why during my teenage years I was what you called a good/bad girl! Good that I didn't hurt others or me, no drugs, no stupid shit that goes on these days w/ other teens. Bad because I did have my stubbornness [want it now or else] & selfishness within me but had a guilty conscious at times for doing the wrong thing...
I don' t use and abuse others and try to live my life in a good sound way... Try to be nice to others even though they are not to me... I try to see past all that is negative and see the positive in life. I have tried to commit suicide 3 times I don't deny it but its because living in this disgraceful and pathetic world gives me the creeps, sometimes. I seen what the rich care for and what the poor want to achieve. The poor want what the rich have and the rich are in constant search for the next thrill!
I'm tired of the 'I have to look my best or I'll die' factor! It's all about the egoist in all of us!!!!

I wouldn't mind getting money in the mailbox.

Started watching K-drama: Before and After: Plastic Surgery Clinic @ mysoju.com...

When I went to Japan I did my nails like this... 3 times... I been trying to find someone to do them for me like this:
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K-drama description: Green Roses only appear in Heaven. Do you know what a green rose stands for? It means eternal love -- one only possible in Heaven.
Filled with suspense, 'Green Rose' draws the unfortunate happenings of a man, who ends up being framed for murder. After going through near-death crises like escaping from custody and jumping off a bridge, he narrowly escapes with his life to China. He leaves everything he loved and cherished behind -- his friends, family, and his lover, Soo-ah. Filled with vengeance, he vows to find the people who framed him and bring them to justice, starting with Cha Yoo Ran, who lied in court against him. From the directors of 'The South Side of the Sun', 'Green Rose' brings the character Lee Jeong Hyeon the ability to go back to Korea as Jang Joong Weon, the man who holds the fate of SR Electronics.

info on downloaded flv named below: Wonder Girls Dance Battle [01.05.2008]- This is a performance where Wonder Girls splits into two groups, one with So Hee, Sun Mi, and Ye Eun, and the other with Sun Ye and Yoo Bin (my favorites!!).

Got up to clean the kitchen it was a mess... The dishes are being washed... Love my dishwasher... Saturdays is a day to clean! BF is just watching tv but my guess is he's hungry but he said he'll make himself something, that's great! nya!

Going to soju to watch some K-dramas... My last one was: 이 죽일놈의 사랑 [ A Love To Kill]. It made me cry so very much! Also been watching some K-movies which were totally funny: Beauty&Beast, 100 days w/ Mr. Arrogant, Almost Love, Did We Really Love?, 200lb Beauty, Millionaire's 1st Love, My BF is Type B, My Little Bride, S Dairy, Seducing Mr. Perfect, She's on Duty, He Was So Cool & way many more.... but that's only the Korean ones... I've also seen many many Japanese & Chinese... Some Thai, Spanish and Philippine ones.

k-dramas I seen in the past: 1% of Anything, My Girl [favorite], My Love Patzzi, Full House [favorite], Bad Couple [favorite], Dal Ja's Spring [funny], Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang, Goong S, Hello! Miss [funny], One Fine Day, Only You, Princess Lulu [funny], She Is Nineteen, 18 vs 29, The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince, Wedding and many many more.... Also many Japanese, Chinese and some Spanish, Italian and French....

Gonna go start a new k-drama to watch: Sweet 18 and still waiting on Golden Bride which has 70 episodes... I'm on ep 45....