We left Thursday (9/15) afternoon 4pm. Got there at around 10pm. to the Holiday Inn on King. Had a huge fight and made up. Watched tv and fell asleep at corner to 12 am.
Friday (9/16) B-G headed to the examiner training session. I stayed in bed until 11 am. and ordered room service. The maid came and made up the bed and got extra towels. Watched alot of tv, wasn't feeling well at all, so I decided to stay in bed. I had my friend for the trip! B-G came around 4 pm and we ordered the 14 oz. steak with really great veggies. and for dessert we got a banana cake that had tons of whipped cream a bit too rich for my taste. Had a quiet evening...
Saturday (9/17), woke up early and helped B-G with his stuff. He left I slept a bit and then took a shower. By the time I finished B-G had finished was 1/2 way done. Changed rooms from a double bed ($199) to a king size one($260), as we had booked. He gave me a call and said he was going to have lunch with his colleagues! In the evening we had Japanese food from Hsu Restaurant! I started to feel really sick. I ended up throwing up most of the night and felt like i was on a life boat! Ended up sleeping around 4-5 am.
Sunday (9/18), B-G had only 1/2 a day which was great! We took it easy. Went to Square One in Mississagua. We shopped for clothes for him. In the end he got a burgandy polo at West Coast. Which is so nice! I didn't buy squat! We ate Popeye's, one meal that we split between us. Headed back to the hotel and decided to take a small nap! Which led to us eating once again at Hsu Restaurant!
Monday (9/19), check-out time! Woke up early 8am, took a shower and packed. Headed out to Scarbourough to Pacific Mall. Got an IKEA book in Chinese for the neighbours downstairs. Bought a tea set and 3 tier box at Utsuwa-No-Yakata. Got also a 24kt. Ox cell phone pendant! It's so cute! A few stickers and some food for the trip. Stopped at the Big apple and bought an apple pie and 3 bags of apple chips! Ended up home at 9:30 pm.

Called Mondo to thank him and asked if he cleaned up the mess that kitty may have done while yanking the bamboo from the shot glass. But apparently he doesn't know that either, and here I was going to thank him for cleaning. He was like 'What you say that there is something missing?' I'm said, 'No! I was calling you to thank you for babysitting and thanking you for cleaning the mess that ms. kitty may have done.' He was like 'what mess? I saw no mess. All I saw is that the cat had some sort of plant and I put it somewhere.' I was 'like oooh ok.' Now I have to find the broken shot glass which is some where in the house. As I have no recollection of where I put the goddam thing in the first place!

Yep! I have found a new low in my life. For the past 40 min. I've been exploring the net and trying to find pieces of my ex and found his site! Yep! WTF, is wrong with me. I also spend, prior to the 40 min finding his dumb ass site, reading most of the emails that we were sending to each other after our break up. He was and I bet is still an A-hole! Married to his cousin, how discusting is that! Hell, thank god that ended after too many years of dealing with his ass. I think he thinks he hurt me and all that shit! When I had been cheating on him like too many times to count for like the most part of our relationship. Yes, I am proud fuck he put me through such shit biting times! not accepting me for who I was and me being stupid the first few years trying to clean myself as best I could to present the image he wanted. But in the end, I did what was bes for me! I told him like a year later that I had been cheating and you know he plainly said to me 'You would never do that to me! I would know in an instant!' Yeah right MF! Heee, there was one casualty, poor Mondo! Got himself mixed up once with the crazy MF. That was funny, them trying to find out where I was and filing a missing persons report! Damn, asses! Calling everyone and anyone to find the wear-abouts of moi! That was a good laugh! Heee... Memories...

This was on Friday night:
I cannot seem to post a damn thing here... Nothings been up. Got a few movies the past 2weeks. B-g made dinner yesterday night, it was amazing! YUM!!! Went to Mondo to visit! Watched Dave Chappelle, shit was that freaken' Funny! Heee... Did I mention that I was stoned smached like a freaken dodo bird!! I think I ate something that Mondo made me but the recolection of the item or food in question is sorta blurred. I should ask, right! right!

Ooohh, My stuff is being shipped today! YAH!!! e-mail excerpt:
"This package contains:
1 x brownie ladies tee (mint/avocado)
1 x Bucky in the Mirror Baby Doll T-Shirt
1 x Jr. Baby Doll T-Shirt

Your package is sent via UPS Mail Innovations International. Tracking is not available for this shipping method." (that's Canada for you!)

Thanks to Tony's for the shirt! And Bloopy for making me think of Get Fuzzy and sorta gots to thinking on buying a t-shirt... and then I got hooked on cafepress store and bought the Jr. t-shirt! WTF, will b-g think of my new shirts! One will be:
'where you get them?'
"You haven't been shopping for awhile.'
'Don't tell me the NET, are you nuts!'

Bla bla bla bla... And I'm the one to tell him not to use anything on the NET! WTF, I'm such a freak and a shop-a-holic, not in recovery, yet! But I can justify 1(Tony's profits will go to the Red Cross to aid Hurricane Katrina's victims) out of the 3.

Today:
Created Carly's page... Shit how will I keep up to date when it like takes me for ever to update me. Ma!!!! Anthing and everything Carly will go there!!

Tried to stop hotlinking, but it's not working! Freak, why am I paying like $$$US, when a freaken script doesn't work!!! Aaaahhh!!

B-g will be making diner once again! How lazy am I!! Yikes!! Been on the search of a good recipe program but still no luck! Heard of some which are good but I really don't want to spend money! Is that cheap or what! Shit!!

Made the res., which cost $260.10C a night! That's T.O. for you, expensive like hell!! Mondo will be kitty-sitter! Heee... Thanks!!

On Sept. 6, my B.B. Bro called me! We talked for almost 2hrs. Funny stories, the young have! Well, he is having fun which I encourgage to the limit! With a few exceptions but he may not listen to his old old sis... Heee...

Need to remember to water the plants everyday! I left them to hunger for thirst for like 3 days! No good, no wonder all my plants die all the freaken time... I am a plant killer! Shit!

B-g keeps telling me of how many shifts he's done this past few months and he's been driving me batty. As I want to right this and bla bla is all I hear! Crap... Will update later... Plus, have to go for a ride! Kitty's coming!

Result:

14 of 20
70%
Almost! Study a little more and take the test again!

Time Spent
7:04

CSS QUIZ
Points: 14 out of 20
1. What does CSS stand for?

Correct Answer!

2. What is the correct HTML for referring to an external style sheet?

Correct Answer!

3. Where in an HTML document is the correct place to refer to an external style sheet?

Correct Answer!

4. Which HTML tag is used to define an internal style sheet?

Correct Answer!

5. Which HTML attribute is used to define inline styles?

Correct Answer!

6. Which is the correct CSS syntax?

Correct Answer!

7. How do you insert a comment in a CSS file?

Correct Answer!

8. Which property is used to change the background color?

Correct Answer!

9. How do you add a background color for all
elements?

Correct Answer!

10. How do you change the text color of an element?
You answered: text-color:

Wrong Answer!

11. Which CSS property controls the text size?
You answered: text-size

Wrong Answer!

12. What is the correct CSS syntax for making all the
elements bold?

Correct Answer!

13. How do you display hyperlinks without an underline?

Correct Answer!

14. How do you make each word in a text start with a capital letter?
You answered: You can't do that with CSS

Wrong Answer!

15. How do you change the font of an element?

Correct Answer!

16. How do you make the text bold?

Correct Answer!

17. How do you display a border like this:
The top border = 10 pixels
The bottom border = 5 pixels
The left border = 20 pixels
The right border = 1pixel?
You answered: border-width:10px 5px 20px 1px

Wrong Answer!

18. How do you change the left margin of an element?

Correct Answer!

19. To define the space between the element's border and content, you use the padding property, but are you allowed to use negative values?
You answered: Yes

Wrong Answer!

20. How do you make a list that lists its items with squares?
You answered: list-type: square

Wrong Answer!

Bloopy pointed out an error, but I'm quite sure that I remember reading that. I guess the story got changed:
Police kill at least 5 in New Orleans - Gunmen open fire on contractors; no workers reported killed

Updated: 7:47 p.m. ET Sept. 4, 2005
NEW ORLEANS - Police shot and killed at least five people Sunday after gunmen opened fire on a group of contractors traveling across a bridge on their way to make repairs, authorities said.

That is what has been posted on MSNBC, now. I am perplexed, the story on MSNBC, at 6:14pm on 9/4, was that contractors where shot at by the ARMY. Now the story (7:47pm on 9/4) is that the ARMY shot at gunmen. The articles are not the same? WTF?? I went to other sites trying to understand what's happening and came upon kurts blog which has the discrepancy of the article on his post with links of the 2 seperate reports on the same issue. Ok I was not going bonkers!

Finally the New Orleans Superdome has been evacuated! And the drainage of the city will take approximately 80 days! Katrina's toll may rival or even surpass that of the Sept. 11, 2001! Letters, faxes and emails have been sent! Mother Nature can create a disaster, but it is man who makes a catastrophe. Rev. Michael Bresciani from New Orleans wrote from his personal experience of Katrina, his website.

Another storm possible in Gulf Coast region - Hurricane Maria (jpg @ national hurricane center) becomes the 5th of the season. Apparently it doesn't pose a threat to land but to shipping interests.

Nola.com - New Orleans news, information and all you need to know about New Orleans...

Singer Macy Gray Volunteers at Astrodome - helping to hand out clothes and toiletries.

Police kill at least 5 in New Orleans - Army Corps of Engineers says the victims were contractors fixing a canal

Updated: 6:14 p.m. ET Sept. 4, 2005
NEW ORLEANS - Police shot eight people carrying guns on a New Orleans bridge Sunday, killing five or six, a deputy chief said. A spokesman for the Army Corps of Engineers said the victims were contractors on their way to repair a canal...

links were taken from: crooks and liars:
- Criminal negligence and Katrina
- The Potemkin President

tony's podcast! while listening to tony got: crooks and liars.com
and from there on its comments page I got these sites:
- americablog
- ill will.com
- daily kos
- counter punch
- brietbart
- michelle malkin

Some reports:
- In his own words and A young survivor begs for help ( video section msnbc)
- Canadian tourists are struggling to stay alive as they wait for help to arrive.
- more hurricanes to come?


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The app. for kitty's haircut was at 11am, Felunis called to remind me. Lady was not too happy!
Re-booked for 12pm on Thurs. (9/8).
On Tue. (9/6), the tech for the dishwasher is coming!
Wed. the estimator is coming to give us the estimate for the renovations of the water leakage.

Maybe everything will be done and we'll be happy to get ur furniture into the bedroom! Aaaahhh! Still waiting for that day when it will all come together.

Apparently, we have to get a construction engineer for the cracks on the wall. And a plumber for the leakeage that is happening inside the walls.

I truly am so sad for the people that have been left to their own devices! I was watching Primetime and it did seem like it was a matter of race! Why is it that there is no aide. Yes, they passed a bill for $10billion to be used on helping them. People are dying and it seems that government officials are not sending, fast enough, supplies and help. I keep wondering about the children! The heat that is unbearable! The seniors who cannot take care of themselves and cannot do what a young able person can! It tears my heart apart scene such termoil and devistation!

And here we go again... My pc is a crash magnet! What the hell!! I need to take it in again! I can't get my emails if there is any or do anything on my pc. I have 2/3 of my ibook money! So, a bit more and I say see you later to the pc world. The apple world is coming up and well it does cost a tiny bit more money but I will dish it out if it can get me a stable machine. I know it's this pc and all of the pcs but it's time for a change! I don't even want surf, its gotten that bad!

Been reading Tony. I get angry at the fact that racism is so alive! I know it exist I'm not stupid! I have not experienced it myself, yet, even though I'm a minority and proud of it!! Maybe I dream too much but I find there is a logical way of everyone co-existing together! Are we too stubborn to do the right thing! Or is it that we just don't care. And we only really care when something horrible has happened! That has been my understanding! Innocent people have died over the years, centuries, and will keep on dying for such causes! The cause of getting some sort of attention to the horrid of the world and all its pure evilness that seeps through time and we just tend to ignore! As it doesn't touch us in any fashion! Yes, there are those who do care and organizations have been built upon those logics and will keep building to get the attention needed and out to the ones who take up the cause!

I feel like a needle in a sea of hay! With no idea of what to do to change the matters of the world. One reason, I have the need to have sorrow constantly in my life and heart. In my mind I want to know, ignorance is not blissful as its been said! The more I know the more I feel that I live in a world that is built of money and power! Bad luck runs within me and I don't need to be pittied! I stay away from people as much as I want to have them around. A recluse and a lover of people! With a sentimental heart which I wear on my sleeve. Just earlier the goddess had a 10 q. meme 'wild cards.' And chicken little followed! Hee... That is a happy thing, which I experience at times of deep sadness and makes me realize that not all is bad in this horrid world of crazyness!

The post was so good! That I had to read all the comments, too! I don't comment as I feel I'll sound like a total dork! Tony always says it how it is which I like! The news always tells it like its NOT!!!! I dislike when things are portrait with such stereotypical status (1, 2, 3, 4)!
Do I believe everything that is reported? Not really, I take it in with skepticism! As we have learned it first hand. There was an episode that occurred in the hospital that was reported in the evening news which was not really the whole truth! And that is not the first time!

In times of need no matter the race, you live to do what it takes to survive no matter what.

One reason I like Montreal is that I don't see such racist crazy shit like in the US! I am thankful to my mother for that! That I got to move to a place where I have friends of all the races. For freaken sake my godchild is 1/2 black and 1/2 chinese! The most beautiful mix I have ever seen!!! And her friends are mix as well white and black! Very beautiful mixtures.

Facing the facts is hard to do at times. All I know is that the mixture of the races has been going on for years and will go on for ever. Eventually everyone will be mix! I wonder what will happen then? Will a different kind of racism exist?

B-g and me, who are of different race, talked about how we would have really pretty kids! Hee... Funny thing, my sister the one that never imagined herself with a black man, has ended up with one! heee... He is really good looking and was one of my brothers Sar. at boot camp! How funny life is! Now she's planning to move to SC to be with him! Never say never!!

I just went to place a piece of me on a comment from the goddess... It made me sad and happy all in one! heee...
The estimator came and will be giving us the estimate next Tue. or Wed. Can't wait! Woke pretty early to clean up a bit. Been washing since yesterday night1 almost done. Need to do the covers!
My Pc is in the frits again! I need to go and leave it once again to Microbytes! This will be its 6th time! I'm kind of fad up! What the hell! I have even asked for them to take it back and they will not have it back. I wonder why? I also, asked if I could speak to someone higher then the Manager and she only gave me an email to send my frustrations to. Not even where the Head Office is, she didn't even want to say! I asked and she just kept repeating send email that is all you can do nothing else. Take it or leave it!

Ok, my next step is?? No idea!! 2gran out in the garbage! FREAKEN piece of sh@# that I have! The thing is under waranty still for another 2 1/2 yrs.

On another note, Carly got her rabies vaccine Sunday night. She will be travelling for the holidays! I will be taking her to the U.S. to visit my family!

In Dec. she has her booster for other vaccines that are required! We still don't know if we are going by air or land... On that we are undecided! Mid Sept. Toronto! Heee..

It's so humid and rainy here. I hate it! YUK! I am such a pig I had 2 huge hotdogs! They were so good! yumm! Water was my side dish and drink, heee...

Today started at 10am... Watched 'white skin' which was made here, while doing my nails. Woke b-g up and we headed to Fairview Mall to get the shower radio at Sony! Music world got Mariah Carey's Cd, kitty litter filter, and the the game store: Harvest Moon and Sonic Hereos! Gonna take a bath at 9:30pm to try out the shower radio/cd player. Ended up at IKEA and got 2 bamboo shoots, 6 (1.49) clear shower curtains and food (2 hotdogs 7 drink for 1.75, extra drink, yogurt ice cream and cinamon bun).

Passed by and washed the car $8 bucks! B-g was suppose to wax the car but got lazy and fell asleep. Woke him up not to long ago and now has ordered Greek food! heee... Pick-up style!!

So, the day started at 11am... What lazy bones I am. Kitty got fed and I had a large yummy coffee with an apple turnover! Called X company but no one answered. Got cheesed and got another ren. company from CAA. They gave me 3 names and the 1st one is coming for an estimation on Wed. finally.

Seems that every renovation company is freaken busy!! Hopefully we can get things started as soon as possible or else we are going with option #1billion which is 'US renovation!' Meaning we will be doing the job ourselves. Need to call the insurance company to see if a claim can be done in that way.

Reading the paper (todays)... damn Karla and her stupid life, she should have been wiped off the planet! 2 missing models from the US... a gene called Klotho (greek goddess who spins the thread of life) has been discovered which may regulate life span in mice... a NH doctor told his patient that she was fat and needed to change her lifestyle fast before she dropped dead, apolygized and all was well... 70mil (fraud) missing from 2 Mutual fund comanies... episiotomies are they really that good for pregnant women? man wrongly convicted has gotten $188,000 in comensation... JAMA journal chief gets bombarded by emails from crazy pro-lifers! 12yr old boy gets bail set at $250,000... library in Holland will be lending people to break the prejudice gap, inspired by a similar venture in Sweden...

trying to look see what kind of waterproof radio/cd players are available here and where to buy them!

(Open to the public)

From Wednesday, September 28, 2005 to Sunday, October 02, 2005, Level 400

Detailed schedule:
Wed-Fri: 11:00 AM at 9:00 PM
Sat: 9:00 AM at 9:00 PM
Sun: 10:00 AM at 5:00 PM

The Home & Trends Show for home decor at Place Bonaventure . Innovative designers in renovation, kitchen and bathrooms, furniture and decorating. Info: (888) 527-9221 ext. 225

Shivaree - Goodnight Moon Lyrics

There's a nail in the door
And there's glass on the lawn
Tacks on the floor
And the TV is on
And I always sleep with my guns when you're gone

There's a blade by the bed
And a phone in my hand
A dog on the floor
And some cash on the nightstand
When I'm all alone the dreaming stops
And I just can't stand

What should I do I'm just a little baby
What if the lights go out
And maybe and then the wind just starts to moan
Outside the door he followed me home

So goodnight moon
I want the sun
If it's not here soon
I might be done
No it won?t be too soon 'til I say goodnight moon

There's a shark in the pool
And a witch in the tree
A crazy old neighbor and he's been watching me
And there's footsteps loud and strong coming down the hall
Something's under the bed
Now it's out in the hedge
There's a big black crow sitting on my window ledge
And I hear something scratching through the wall

What should I do I'm just a little baby
What if the lights go out
And maybe and then the wind just starts to moan
Outside the door he followed me home
So goodnight moon
I want the sun
If it's not here soon
I might be done
No it won't be too soon 'til I say goodnight moon

right so I woke yesterday at 4pm been sleeping random hours... Played animal crossings until 5am! Still in the search for a renovation company... We acalled one and they will not be available until Oct. and if the insurance gets involve, which it will, it will take until Nov. Crystal freaken sake!

Feel like making a carrot cake with yummy cream heese icing! Waiting for the butter and cream cheese to come to room temp. Need to call mycrobytes to see what is going on with the fax I send them Monday!

Been neglecting my reads for a few days!! Been catching naps, watching tv, washing dishes and playing vid. games. About the dishwasher, the tech guy came and looked at the dw, it was F#@$ed! All in all, we need to wait 7-10 days as the parts for the pannel are being ordered! We hope that's going to be the problem or else they need to remove it and take it in to the dw hospital!

I have decided that I will learn Japanese, why? Well, I want to understand anime that I watch... I find that it's better when it's in the original language... My next step is to find a school where I can go this fall... Wow! I can beleive I have decided on something! Yah!!! Plus the language is really nice and the stuff that I want to see is too cute not to do it! Yah! Heee... Tackling one thing at a time is easier then filling out my basket and doing none of them... I realize that I want to do more with my life then sit and surf the net!

Came upon Apple Japanse trailer site looking for Utada Hikaru's husband (Kiriya Taniwa - Japanese version of McG of music video) photo and the director to this movie too!

Places:
roppongi hills, JP - Monument - TONGARI-KUN –Mr. Pointy & the Four Guards by pop artist Takashi Murakami, who designed Louis Vuitton's highly popular "Cherry Blossom" and "Eye Love" lines. Set up in the lotus-filled pond, statue painted w/ 400 colors represents a modernized Buddha.

Movie:
Shinobi

Int'l News:
Kanako Otsuji (30 yr old) - A female member (first four-year term) of the Osaka Prefectural Assembly is set to declare that she is homosexual (extremely rare for an incumbent assembly member or Diet member to confess). She will annouce it during the Tokyo Lesbian and Gay Parade 2005 to be held in Tokyo Saturday. Has an utobiography, confessing her homosexuality, coming out that has been published by Kodansha Ltd.

Champagne Bubble - An art object designed after a bubble of champagne at a Tokyo museum. Commissioned by French champagne maker Krug, Japanese architect Kengo Kuma created the "bubble" that changes its shape with the temperature using a shape-memory alloy covered with elastic ethylene vinyl acetate. When the temperature goes down the alloy is softened and the bubble shrinks.

i-unit - Reinventing the wheel, a futuristic environment-friendly vehicle developed by Toyota within the "Mobility Extending Human Ability" concept, which is put on show at Expo 2005 in Aichi. Paroubek.

makes me realize i haven't chatted with people since 1996... when the yahoo & irc chatswere the things i was hooked to! heee... spending my whole nights blabbing like a crazy person... now, i just play internet games that are solitaire style... occassionally get the itch to got to yahoo games... but that is rare...

came upon a few good blows through the chatting: JeanC (TX, has 3 cats -fred, hilary & nicky- all cute), Dice Six (German born but Filipino 100% now living in HK) and Twenty Sided (30yr old gamer girl also from TX)...

crap lost time... watching the end of Dude, Where's the Party? & know also as Where's the Party Yaar? (Kal Penn, aka Kamar from Harold & Kamar go to White Castle) and starting to watch How to Deal (Mandy Moore). these movies are/were playing on Movie Network! thinking about what's on tv... i haven't been watching tv at all... nothing really on re-runs which i'm fad up... fall season, please begin!!! i wish Adult-Swim was available here in Canada... dang, i miss anime... i need to rent or buy! it's the only way!! why is it that our cable company doesn't provide the Anime Network!!! Freak!!!

crap lost the freaken post again! how dumb can i get!

need to cut it out with blog explosion for a bit, well more like until BB6 (BB in the UK) finishes... so, i find that a new ibook is out! i don't know if i should wait until Oct.-Nov.


what i would like to purchase:

iLife '05 Part Number: M9779LL/A Estimated Ship: 1-3 business days		$99.00	$99.00
.Mac - Retail Box Promotion Part Number: BA006LL/A Estimated Ship: 1-3 business days		$99.00	$99.00
iBook 14" 1.42GHz Part Number: Z0C3 1.5GB DDR333 SDRAM (512MB built-in & 1GB SO-DIMM) Accessory kit Keyboard & Mac OS X - U.S. English iWork '05 preinstalled 100GB Ultra ATA drive Combo drive (DVD/CD-RW) Estimated Ship: 1-3 business days		$2,467.00	$2,467.00
AppleCare Protection Plan for iBook Part Number: M8852LL/A Estimated Ship: 1-3 business days		$389.00	$389.00

Cart Subtotal: $3,054.00

mix 96 just informed that any Canadian that purchased an mp3 players between 2003-2004 in Canada, refunds could be entitled. the amounts may very [$2-$25]. The supreme court of Canada refused over turn the Fed. court appeal to make the “piracy” levy ($4mil by apple - ipods- alone) invalid.

surfing through blog explosion i came upon sunshine state and i may use a pre-made template!

this looks so much like jelly fish! beautiful picture! came open her flickr pics through her site which i was surfing through blog explosion!

joseph from Ottawa - left a message, found him through locate my blog. found the cutest post pic at rockfromdot it's just too freaken cute!!!

Tanya & Jim Ryno (a NJ couple with 2 kids) want the chance to compete at fear factor for the amount of $1million... they have started a blog to share the process they are going through to be accepted... they even have a send an email to: ashton.ramsey@fearfactor.com, to vote for them... pretty cool!!

on a sadder note Peter Jennings died this past Sunday [Aug. 7, 2005] peacefully surrounded by his family. He had quit smoking for 20 yrs. but that didn't prevent him from getting lung cancer. i am getting scared, as i smoked since my late teens to my late 20s. i hope it doesn't come to bite me years later, when my life, hopefully, is happier. why does is it that when you are happy a tragedy tends to occur? it freaken sucks to be a human at times... damn it!
taken from a post by Kevin Pho, MD:
Dana Reeves (the wife of late Christopher Reeves) has been diagnosed with lung cancer, a non-smoker. but years of exposure during her singing career of second hand smoke has caused the desease.

Eddie Murphy's 12 year marriage is ending. 12 years, sheeesh! what happens to those of us that are not even married... that is scary. specially in a time like ours divorce is seen as an easy option to take. no longer is the phrase "lets work it out" in minds but "i'll divorce you instead" comes out more often. yikes! statistics points that 20s and ealry30s have gone through at least one divorce. marriage starters(less then 5yrs - the official site) are very popular with Gen X. (Stephen def. of Gen. X) labelled the Divorce Gen. WTF? i can still go through that, sheesh! i passed through 1 broken relationship [lasting 5 1/2yrs} in my late 20s, but there's the matter of my early 30s, will i succom to that? hmmmm.... i hope not! but i highly doubt that would happen!

i will be showing the 1 mil blog! this site gives you ways to budget (some tips are even given), which i should take into huge consideration, as i am a freaken shopaholic... i am thinking of making it one of my regular reads. i know i should, cuz it would lessen the fights with b-g... heee...

David a music teacher north of Philadelphia. happily attached to a wonderful man for 1yr. very open and honest!! a funny blog matty d, looking for bloggers with similar likes... he has such a cutie kitty! he/she does the one eye wink that Carly does... heee... pretty cute! it's the flash on the camera that bugs them! Carly though does it when she is being talked to all cutie! she's suc a funny kitty! foun a Texan who had a great pic of Fergie from Black Eyed Peas, i find her to be so beautiful! cool, made her my desktop pic! and had a link sorta to plasticnipple! hee... pics of all sorts, OCM would like some of them! heee... at $199 the HP Photosmart 8250's new technology (the printer heads will have 3,900 ink-delivering nozzles instead of 1,266) that's taken 5yrs to process and may reduce ink cost (24 cents per photo).

a very simple and inspiring site: Karen from this tutorial site by Jennifer that i got from Andreea from Romania... which is funny cuz i was at her first site like totally commenting on her images... funny cuz i am blog exploding and her second site came up... oooh it reminds me of the Discover Health channel program i was watching about a Romanian lady name Luchica that had a massive tumor that had made her bedridden for 3yrs... it was really sad but the ending was fantastic!!! La consequencia is a pretty good blog white castle really exists... how backwards i am there's real White Castle, i learned from his post... i love the movie: Harold & Kumar go to White Castle... heee... need to get the DVD!! came upon my best gadgets blog and i read that he has gotten engaged, good for him... Congrats!! then i see their names, all i can say is memories... heee...

i got it from jen2 and she got it from fenina...

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

crystal freak!! what the hell in 15h 30min what happens but 3 crashes. called microbytes: on the 1-800 #, ooh take it in... when i call the local #, ooh it must be the programs you have that is the fault of the crashes... yeah, right... i will be taking it to another place to check if its the motherboard! WTF, is wrong with these people, they dont want to do nothing with my pc or they don't want to honor the warranty! who knows... i hate this problems it makes me not want to get on the pc to surf!

kitty is officially 1 yr and 1 day, heee... she looks so much older... heee... not! today's b-g's 1st day at work!! he left about 20 min. ago. i miss him already! kitty is looking for him... it's so funny she went to the couch then got off and went to the other rooms no b-g, what? she just came pushing my foot, more like saying 'where's daddy?' heee... she just plopped down on my foot now... looking at me like what? i'm allowed! heee...

I miss b-g... and my pc just freaken crashed... another freaken loss... what the hell... bla bla...

we totally forgot her b-day!!! she's officially 1 yrs old!!


we are totatlly bad owners!!! damn, we gave her some tuna and some really expensive treats... so i hope she forgives us! gonna buy her a pretty nice necklace and get her kitty emblem engraved this week!!

i find this quiz is perfect for OCM... heee... check what i got (quiz thanks to >annika):

Aug. 3, 2005 - Wed.
so the day went pretty ordinary... except that we forgot to put out the recycling... dang, i hate that... woke up when the truck was like a block away and i wasnt about to run in my pj's and flip flops(plus as i went to read annika's blog she had a post about flip flops, and well thank god i did not try to run after it, i may had had an injury or even died...) trying to catch up with it... another week with the recyling at the front door, how embarrasing.. Still watching "War and Beauty." chinese drama... on my 6th cd of 10 cd... watered the plants quite late almost noon... crap! nothing much... passed the time reading other blogs...

Aug. 4, 2005 - Thur...
Went toget our $800 for that terrible renovation company! they truly suck... they try to make it seem like it was not their fault that they had not called us about what was going on with the renovations... i really cannot even fanthom people like that... it left me with a bad taste in my mouth! another time i will post the entire situation but for now all i can say they freaken SUCK!!! now, we have to go through the whole crap again... getting a renovations company, the insurance coverage, and bla bla bla... meanwhile our 8gran furniture is locked up in a warehouse collecting dust! freak... i think they just wanted to get out of the commitment cuz they didnt want to go get paid so little for such a big job... assess...

got my PC... but left it there til tomorrow... ate at mc d' and my stomach started to hurt like a bitch... spoke to mom and she was just telling me what Ruffus had done to her the past week... he had opened one of the drawers in the kitchen and taken all the coffee filters and spread them all over the house... that was sorta funny but she was not amused by that... then yesterday he had kicked over a glass of wine in my moms nice livingroom carpet... i told her at least the carpet is pink so the redness that has been left over from the wine cannot really be seen so easily... my sis is back with the the SGT.

spoke to Mondo... he's doing good... told him that we shaved ms kitty! he was so sad for her... heee... he alsmost stole a tabby cat from his work but found out that it was the guy who lived upstairs... heee... gonna hook up next Sat. to go see and maybe buy bikes, as his broke down and its gonna cost too much... better to get a new one... and i want one, so he will help me... heee... gonna spend the night at his place... told b-g he doesnt mind... he trust me and him... which he should nothing would ever happen, even though he is my ex... we started to talk about the past and the stupid things he use to do when he got drunk... heee.. we had a laugh... left it as that... went to bed...

Aug 5, 2005 - Fri.
woke to a somewhat hot living room... yuk! b-g had a meeting... i stayed to fix the pc... called microbytes to find out why my dvd was making all sorts of noice... bla bla... try to open it and find if one of the screws is loose tighten it... bla bla... i did and it worked... passed the next 4 hrs setting up the pc... had to install norton, printer drives and programs, camera stuff, activate norton & xp, itunes, web cam and many other crap...

b-g brought dimsum, bubble tea and the last of the 10 cds... it was so sweet of him... ate and talked a bit... asked about the pc and was sorta happy that everything was working ok... no blue screens up to now... well, got a new hard drive and all the files are gone... so i have to start from scratch... about the music, i still need to put it in... but that will be later... i can finally do what ever i want and i don't have to worry to get off the pc to give b-g a chance to do his work... fix the problem that the printer was having... b-g thinks im so handy... hee, i feel some what useful when i do things like that...

i still need to do some other things... had diner already: a salad with 3 cheese dressing and spaghetti ala carbonada (frozen diner)... was good, b-g thought it was just for me, as i kept asking him what's he gonna have... heee... i ate from the bowls and served him in a nice plate... then i started to think? why is is that women try their best to treat thier men like gold and ourself like shit! and if a woman doesnt do that to her man, it thought as she being a bitch... i pose the question to b-g but he chose to ignore it and just changed the conversation... i myself left it at that, did not persue the matter... is that a bad sign, omen! oh shit!

here i am listenning to music from my past, the memories of my first one... dang, i feel such wonder, to know how he is, who he's with, does he have kids, is he with her the one that cause so much trouble between me and him, the one that i still have her picture... i hope he's happy... i remember the things we did, the obsession i had with that older guy... way older... the one that taught me everything and dressed me like a doll... the one that i thought i would spend the rest of my life with... i even skipped school for him... to go see him and spend the day before he went to work... and i going back home like i had gone back to school... funny how teens are when they are in love... the one who took me to my prom and got me drunk for the first time of bayleys... L'Esprit!! learing Salsa and Merengue... being under age and ending up in a discotheque and meeting my second boyfriend... my second i still keep in touch, mondo... i should call him to see how he is... dang, he seldom calls i bet he's pretty busy... i guess i dont call either, gonna try to see if i can get together this weekend or next. b-g's been in a pissy mood lately... so i leave him alone... i try to keep away... passed the day transplanting the last of the plants and watering them... i hate it when it rains sometimes as i have started to sweep the water from the balcony... or the balcony will get rusty... dang!! b-g passed the day out... tried to make bulgogi... the marinade was excellent... yum... made jasmine rice... my fave... watched the soaps but they arent so captivating anymore... they sorta suck... maybe in a few months they'll get better... its so freaken humid/hot... i hate that... its going to be hotter the next few days... the neighbors sorta peeped into our apt to see who we were... and how we looked... funny... but i did not acknowledge as they didnt either... stranger is a stranger no matter if he/she live next door... that sucks... should i start blogging in different languages i can try it... i am tired... this what i have done this evening/night...

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.
How Weird Are You?

so i have been browsing blogs once again and came upon this quiz here... his name: James Aaron Lindsey from TN where my late blog friend Lynn Carrier was from... and here are some other blogs that i read a bit:

- Cendrine in MTL, a blog mostly related about sex...
- Sara in Nevada... pretty funny blog...
- Chicken Fried Life... A batter-dipped and deep-fried view of life.
- Renee Heppleston in Mont-Laurie, QC... Le blog du sushi atomique, en français!
- Sue from Duncan, BC... The Chronicles of Sorsha Darkhorse, Tales of a Pop Culture Geek & Chef-in-Training.
- eclectic in the old good USA... Maybe I'm eclectic, or maybe it's just a short attention span..
- e-diote du village planétaire... en français!
- 1/4 tsunchih in london, tokyo, seoul or taipei
- Becka's Blog (Ohio), Rebecca aka Becka's on-line journal of a gurl.
- Tidestrife, Slackers club member's blog...
- italian living in Cali... 10 Things I Did Today.
- Bohemian Girl's Ramblings.. "And Yet, Life Goes On.."
- Morgan Wanaknow, in St. Cloud, Minnesota, US... The last geek.

found out what kind of bamboo i have (Lucky/Friendship Bamboo, Dracaena sanderana)...

i googled: 'CVS' and found 2 definitions: Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome and Computer Vision Syndrome

at apple trailers one movie caught my eyes... which right now gives me the creeps:
emily rose: in 1976, Anneliese Michel (said to be demonically possessed), an 18 yr old German college freshman, who died while being perform an exorsism (rituale romanum)... the priest was given a trial for the death of the young girl. the catholic religion acknowledge that there are people that could be demonically possess.

what i had... Sat. i made omellettes (shallots, green and red peppers, fresh herbs, mushrooms and cheese - kraft & swiss), hash browns w/ smokies and fresh herbs, and toast w/ EVOO (rachel ray says this all the time: extra virgin olive oil!)....

Sunday was BLTs... yum put the bacon in the broiler and let it cook... made the toast with some EVOO put some mayo, lettuce and tomatoe (spiced up) and voila the sandwich was made! also made a toast with kraft cheese, i use to eat that when i was a child it was the only thing i coulf cook really! heee... so, i mad half for me and half for b-g for him to try it... diner yester day was really good i made chinese spare ribs (honey garlic style)... cooked from 4:30m til 7pm... b-g came from the library yesterday and loved the ribs... heee...

monday and it started a bit hot! and with a little surprise on the side! b-g's dad called and he told his dad that i was visiting... i have to really think things in my life... if a 40 yrs old has to tell his father that his girlfriend is visiting, there's a big huge problem.... he's like i'll tell him... i dont have to hide that.. but the fact is that he already has said it... there is no turning back! yeah, his sisters know but he cowards down to his father... is that normal???? i have never experience such discomfort in my life... i really am in a bind with this... i keep hearing him say 'you are making such a big deal about what i said!' i think that its a big deal... how can he be so ignorant as to say that..

i guess i am realizing that he really is not committed to me or this relationship... my mother says i can just go an live in the US and make a life there... and it has been partially, more like 75%, been made to go be with my mom... i still have that 25% lingering thoughts in my head... aaahhh... the problems one has to deal with on an average day basis! freak!!! i really don't know what i want in life but with my mom i would have more of a stable life... but then there are the things that have transpire between me and her in the past which i am concern about... b-g is telling me that all the financial stuff [if i stay with him] is all taken care of and bla bla... but that is not want i am talking about... i expect more and i thought we were in a different level in our relationship!!! but i guess i was wrong!

freaken!!! freaken!!! i just lost my post!!! aaaahhh!!! will try to do it later!!! i cannot take the time to do it! freak! brunch to make...

b-g is back with the ingredients!!!

i love kitty shaved.. b-g keeps laughing at her.. but since she has gotten her new cut! she is so lively and she even comes to me... she slept for a while with me shich she has never done! i was so happy! i thought maybe i was sick or something cuz i always thought animals have like a sixth sense... so, i kept thinking am i going to suffer an awful accident, am i sick and i dont know, or am i pregnant! hope none!!! creepy!!! hope is that her new cut is giving her confidence to come to me and i aint crocking!

got up and got ready to go dimsumming! it was good but the service was lausy!! it stank to the point that i walked out pissed and left no tip! i gave the hostess the most angry look and just left murmuring "fuckin', lausy service!" i will never go back there again!!!!! aaaahhh...

we went to get my charm bracelet fixed and got a necklace that matches my new bracelet... it's a bit heavier then i expected but it's a set! it also cost twice as much as the bracelet expected i know!

IKEA came to our minds and headed there... i didn't want to go in as i had spent like alot! so, b-g went on his own.. he kept calling about locating the $1.49 clear shower curtains. i told him were they were... but no luck i asked him to ask someone that worked there... no more $1.49 clear shower curtains, they're all been bought!!! dang, they are great linings for our pretty one! dang! he started to head to the front and stopped at the food section! got a hot dog and root beer for $1.35 [a bargain!], water $1 [not a bargain! my fault i asked him to get me water, if only i had known, i cannot believe that junk food is less expensive then water! yikes! what's this world coming to... we will be extra fat by the time we die!] and 2 cinnamon buns [$1.25 each]... that was the IKEA experience of the day!!

while going to IKEA this guy in a red mini van from the mid 90s cut b-g off... he was suppose to yield to b-g but no he went in front and b-g got cheesed!! so he honked his horn... and the guy gave us the finger and i did the same and told him off. b-g just lift his hand, he's that kind of man... he won't give the finger but he will honk at them. heee...

we are trying to figure out what will be eating! i want bbq [we dont have a bbq] burgers, watching boy meets grill... dang!

Carly had a date today at 10:30am... she was a trooper... she had fun... sorta! she was calmed for a first timer! i am so proud of her...

we went to leave her at home and took off to go shopping got some embroidery needles, thread, a hoop & some sticky flowers...
it started raining like twice...

we had burger king in the car.. i get embarassed if i eat in public now a days as i get this reflux sensation thing and some of my food gets stuck in my nose and then the food has to be coughed out and sometimes it sorta burst out of my mouth which is disgusting!

ended up going to angrignon... as we shopped b-g had an episode with a child... her mother was a total now mommy material... we had left out cart parked on the side out of the way we ahd some baskets and the kids thought it would be fun to wear them.. b-g saw them and told them 'that is not public property!' the parent did nothing she just ignored the fact her kids were taking stuff from our cart.. some people should not have children if they don't know how to discipline them... b-g and i got into a battle of what to say to a kid and what not to.. as he got really upset that the mother did nothing and there was no apology from her excusing her children... i told b-g that some people are like that you cannot really discipline kids that are not yours.. as to me its sorta my policy... so we argued for like 1/2 hr and decided to agree to desagree... ended up going home and then realizing i needed a bigger hoop which needed to get bakc out and get it! got some carebears p-j's and just a regular baby blue bottoms! for the summer heats that are happening around here.. but due to the rain now the air is not humid and its pretty nice to just sit around and do nothing! heee... without being in front of the fan!

am i bad that i had my kitty shaved! i asked my vet and she said it was ok... it's just like getting a hair cut! the lady was very gentle and when Carly got a bit restles she stopped and then started again.. after a while carly got use to it... she just layed there like a potato sac! she seemed that she would fall asleep but then she wanted to go and explore the place but there was no way to do that... hee.... i love my kitty... i have been told that if i get another kitty my cat may ignore me and that i dont really want but i want her to have a pal.. b-g is thinking we will need another cat litter and that they would both get into mischief... as ms Carly is starting to jump all around the house... we have caught her on the kitchen counters already... and i dont really want to be bleaching every time so i need to see what i should do... plus she is so into killing my plants... aaahhh.... i have to put them like near the ceiling or pretty much high enough that she will not get on top of something to get to it!

ain't she the cutest!!!!

thanks to birgit!

I am Progressive Girl

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so the day went good... went to walmart to get the same baskets but no luck! had chinese for diner... kitty had her vet app. she got tested for kitty aids and all sorts of other deseases... she seems to be clean from all of them... poor thing she got her temp by butt and blood taken out! i felt so sorry for her... but she got lots of attention... as she is so cute! heee.... we bought her organic treats which she loves... thank god! as they were like terribly expensive! and she ain't getting no more cheetos... the vet said if i want a fat cat then the cheetos will do that to her... which she does not advice... and to put her in a leaner kitty food, cuz she gots a pouch! heee... her tooth will probably get taken out! i'm afraid... that will set us like $700, i have to find out if the insurance will cover her... dang! she will need a shot in Dec. for her annual shot! so, she's a healthy kitty over all! happy for that!! i am addicted to jewelery... i want a necklace... what is up with me... finish doing the replanting of the herbs [basil, oregano, parsley and thyme]. got to plant the banana plant into the big pot!! made breakfast [pancakes, hashbrowns w/ smokies, bean salad and half a grill chicken quesadilla]. b-g killed a fly! kitty loves the balcony but we don't trust her to stay away from the edge of the balcony! she escape from the house twice in like 5 min. i was replanting and she decided to go to the edge and i just about had a heart attack! crap!!! she seems to want to eat the plants we are trying to see what we will be doing for the winter... i few news that have happened: Egypt got bombed, Tokyo, JP had a 6.0 earthquake [hope that Demi and her family are all ok!] and in Phoenix high temps have killed people as it has stayed extremely hot:

articles
Heatwave kills 25 in Arizona as entire U.S. swelters
Strong Earthquake Strikes Near Tokyo
Authorities sweep Sinai in Bombing probe

in the Gazette:
Volvo wants the gov't of Sweden to pass a bill to let their vihecule testers to drink in the job. so they would test their latest technology! if you are drunk or falling asleep at the wheel the car would take control of the steering! this is an amazing thing! this would save so many lives! i would buy a Volvo! dang!! it's about time a car comany tries to save lifes and make their cars more safer!!!

getting old and being a homosexual is sad and lonely at times... as the generation gap of not understanding being gay... people react like they are pest and not humans. do they have to go back in the closet when they get older? what is wrong with society! freak! they who came out of the closet are being pushed back in due to the care facilities filled with ignorant people!

N. Korea gov't is letting its people learn English just to spread 'JUCHE.' since 2000 England has been sending teachers, but the US has yet to do that, as M. Ablright was asked by Kim Jonh Il to bring teachers to N Korea... that was in 2000! Russian was the language that had been studied before as they had a deplomatic understanding. but now with all that is going on, they what the people to learn English but not to get westernized!

the first beef to cross the border!!

i have found out that women can now have elective c-sections: called the "too posh to push." b-g and i are not on the same page on that... but if i ever had a baby that would be my choice of choices... i don't give a fig about how many women have had natural freaken child births... i can defenitely say women are the strongest species as they have the most traumatic and beautiful experience in the world...

went out early and got pots and some plants at Reno Depot... we had to go to Laval to get the pots we wanted... they are great! got some soil and planted the spider plant already... yesteday i got a 24kt bracelet and a stamp with my name in English and Chinese! yah! pretty cute... been hot most of the day... so has b-g... the basil keeps weeping... i think it needs to be picked but i have yet to see what i will use it for... wanna make a lobster salad that i saw yesteday on 'boy meets grill.' saw yummy mommy which was really cool... that's how i heard of the elective c-section... which if i ever plan a child in my life that will be my choice!

would love to have a square sink for my bathroom... we saw it at home sense but costs 500$ which we are not willing to dish out! hee.... the construction manager has yet to call us to tell us what is going on with the repairs of our closet! damn! it's freaken hot!! checked a site out which was being advertised out side of a shop we drove my... we were going to get gas at the Ultramark [95.1] which now it's every where at 101.9... and b-g gets the mid expensive one! crap!!! made the physical exam for kitty at2:30pm tomorrow! and next Wed. she gets shaved... yep! it's gonna be funny but we have to she's shedding like crazy, to say that there are dust-bunnies more like kitty hairballs flying around the house... and the fans keep getting drench with her hands! we are fed up on that front! it rained for about 2-3 min!

we need to get another 5 baskets for the coffee table. b-g keeps freaken correcting my writng this post... hello! like i haven't been doing tyos like crazy! kitty is so cute... she keeps looking out the window to see the plants... i think she wants them to play with them... i don't think so! heee... so all in all it's been a happy day!

just got a look at a ingot, it's so cute... i want one... hee... next charm to look for!

shopped at Ikea, Canadian Tire, Home Sense, Deco Decouvert, Eb Games, Dollar Store, Carlton Cards, Home Depot and Reno Depot!! got some bulbs, blankets and cushions, 2 plates, big bowl [so prettty], light mount, and cards... still on the soil and pot hunt! i want to change my herbs into bigger pots! aaahhh.... so that has been the days...

my mom called... she got new bowls for the shop! its gonna cost 300$ for them and $200 for the plummer to mount them... she's doing good... she can't wait to i get there so i can help her as most of the people have left the shop! my sis is no help she is too picky and stuck up to help her... so, she's still with Cedrick, mom had told me she had broken up with him due to some stuff that had been left by other women... i guess he being in SC and she being in VA, there is no way to keep tabs on him, really! dang, men are so loose well so are women so what ever!

today had a fit over the stench the linen closet has... took out everything and aired out the plat forms and washed all the linen and towels... still in the process of finishing that task... gonna go and buy me a little bracelet that i been wanting for a while now! in chinatown, as i love 24kt gold only!!! aaah the expenses that sometimes one has!! heee.... love to shop!

bloopy inspired me!! as he has a post of what rice cooker you have and in what category of evolution you are in! next to it is my tea pot and behind is my martini shaker with souflee ware! yah!!

did my nails, french style... they look like crap!!!! i think i should go to a prof. cuz i can't do anything artsy-fartsy!! shit!!! aaarrrrggghhh!!! plus, i have no nail polish to take it off... been watching: back in [1980] & driven [christina aguilera] on much more music...

it's an icky day!! been's raining since i woke up but it has cool down... been using b-g's book to surf and do my posts! i hate my pc it breaks down completely all the time.. just writing stuff, it can freaken crash!! i need to take it in for repairs, like they are going to do anything! they didn't even do anything the last 3 times i took it in! i freaken hate my pc and it's only a yr old... gonna get me a MAC by years end!!! freak!!!

i feel like playing my gamecube but wish to finish watching 'driven.' gonna lay 'animal crossings.' i hat my nails... dang, skin deep [VH1 access] is now on! pretty crazy, the things people do why cna't they just love the way they were born, well cuz we are all in some way superficial {reach perfection that is seen on the media and every day life!}! the thinking goes something like this: 'if only or if could i or if just had the money i would.' crazy! but every animal does the same thing in a variaty of ways... the one that looks more beautiful or pleasing to the eye is the one that gets to mate!!! it's been proven that every species looks for the best of the best of the genes to propegate!! we humans take it a step further cuz we have the ability to do more... the motto(of todays era):
'confidence is in the appereance, not in the mind!'

been playing my NGC for 2 straight days... on 5 hrs in 3 days is not so bad... i so tired... bought like 5 games and been trying them all out... Pikmin, Animal Crossings, Tales of Symphonia, Mario Party 5 & The Simson's: Hit & Run... pretty fun!! b-g has stayed up once playing the Simpson's one... he really got addicted to it.... heee... can u believe it he went to work today, he said yes to go to work even though its vacation time for him... he feels for the patients when there's a lack of docs in the hospital... i some time tell him off because none of his other docs give a rats ass... the system here sucks... freaken shit!!! it's so hot i hate it and we had to get our AC out of the front because of Condo regulations... kitty loves to lay with the news paper and publi-sac (sale offers for super markets)... i wonder what it is, that gets her like nuts for it??? she even eats it... which is crazy... so we have to move them out of her reach but some how she manages to get her paws on them and by morning there all over the floor... she's one messy kitty... she even peed on her pretty bed... i had to spend 2 hrs washing it by hand... that really got on my nerves as i had to leave the games for that time... b-g made a yummy diner... it was amazing... had ribs with chicken wild rice & broiled vegies [brussel sprouts, baby carrots, yellow zuccinni and shallots, he even put fresh thyme as we bought some the previous week, amazing!!!]. time to go my Piknims have flowered... heee... cutie little critters... i think i will get #2... ciao!

so, things are getting better...but i seem not to be able to taste that good... food kinda sucks still... oh well, yesterday we went to Ottawa... it was fun had red lobster for lunch and got into a real big fight about b-g flirting with the freaken waitress... poor girl kept looking at me and i was so pisssed off at the end of the meal that i started yelling at him for like 5 min. aaaarrrggghhh.. i calmed down, he said that he wasn't flirting that i was imagining all of it!! so i found out exactly what the dr did so... he cut part of my uvula and pulled my muscles to the side... i have problems a bit of it, swallowing stuff so he said worse comes to worse i would have to go in for another surgery and i may need a speech therapist cus i talk like a deaf person!! my beautiful voice... i miss it... hopefully i get it back and i don't have to have surgery or speech therapy! 1 week ago got the game cube and a few games but my fave 'animal crossings.' just for that game i got the cube! pretty cute! been playing ever since... the net has not been my priority for a while... plus the summer days are so hot i hate sitting by the pc as it still crashes like mad... by the end of the year i will be getting my ibook!!! hopefully they come up with new ones so i can choose... cannot wait... carly baby is doing great she loves food we been buying her tuna she loves it!! we spoil her like mad... we even took her to the park last week it was such a beautiful day... she stayed in between b-g and me... she was truly curious of the squirrels and the tree that we were near... got some fresh herbs... i need to replant them in a bigger pot... gonna go back to jean-talon market at the end of the week as one of the only things that is fruit 'mangoes' i can truly taste and wow are they yummy!! b-g keeps playing with his loose tooth, more like it split into 2 parts and have made him an app. to my denstist in westmount! hopefully they will fix him... about the meritimes we still don't know if we will be going as everything is coming up renovations need to be done still.... our furniture is still at the store since april... which is truly silly... 5 thou of furniture in warehouse... freaken crazy!!! well, gotta get me some net time to go and check my reads... have been such a lazy person not netting at all!!!

ok, so tomorrow it's 2wks... and i still talk like a deaf person... b-g is being a smart ass and supporting the fuckin' doctor... he's like be optimistic.. yeah, right, my voice sucks... i have to tell people that "i had an operation, that's why i talk so funny." i get embarrassed like hell and don't want to talk and then people think i'm rude! fuck!!! i hate this... i really do! the only person that truly is on my side is my mom. i will go and get a second opinion! b-g just wants me to like sorta forget it as the so called doctor was one of the docs he rounded with in 93-4... bla, bla, bla... fuck that! i don't care, i have the temper of an OX, at this point and time! for cryin' out loud i can't even eat solids yet, i managed to eat mashed potatoes yesterday for the first time! is that normal i say "NO FUCKEN' WAY!!!!!!!" i will wait until Friday the 8th to see how it all comes together... with a lot of luck, it will all go back to normal but if it doesn't.... you just wait you fuck, i'll sue your ass off... as i only signed for a tonillectomy nothing else... i will aslo ask now that i can now some what talk what got into him to freaken cut my throat up like this!!! he had no right, i did not give him the right to do that!!!

just got it! here's me enjoying it! yummies! thx to my adorable n wonderful B-G!! i love you more then u know. u take care of me 100%! now, go n get me my drug [morphine].

cant wait to get it... b-g went to get me one... heee... as i saw that SAJ had given some to her nieces and posted pics on it... i got cravings!

SAJ bithday is on Wed. July 6th!!!

watching 60 minutes (WED):

- a composer [John Beltzer] who creates individual songs for sick children.
- Amish community the children they are having have serious genetic disorders that there are no names for yet... i guess cuz they have mixed so much with each other, to preserve their heritage their own children are paying the price... it's so sad!

then i got to thinking about the period of "rumspringa," a Pennsylvania Dutch term that means "running around," the teens often date, drink, drive cars and move away from home. Most then return to the faith. then found the movie "Devil's Play" (2002 - Dir. Lucy Walker) and a review on it at dtheater.com, which found to ba cool site... at tinypineapple i found out that in early 2004 a reality series had been made by UPN (a show on the amish period of 'rumspringa') called "Amish in the City." started to get a bit curious to what it was all about and found blah stuff [due to his post of June 20th 2005] a blog about all sorts of things... which started my curiousity on the blog and read [June 28th 2005 post] it for a long while... the news that scientist are reviving dogs... zombie dogs!

wanted to leave a post at a blog which i didn't save cuz my pc crashed!
"wanted to leave in a post: "the mows" *cute but i also love get fuzzy..."

love veronica mars and will be showing for a second season. can't wait! got a bit tv inspired and went to see if there was a movienetwork site. wanted to watch anime at sputnik7 but couldn't see it and had to downloaded free realplayer, cuz that's all that they had... but it still didn't work and went to check my broadband speed...

blogs found at blogshares:
- space coast web
- umi
- sagaro which i got through umi [post of June 22nd, 2005]
- the blog herald, was trying to play blog shares and see what they were giving out and found that Yahoo introduced a Yahoo 360 which incorporates everything [blog, email, and everythihg that yahoo has] yep, i joined.. went to check jen and she has a new purple layout which is cute... and joined typed key [how to use the type key on the site??? still wondering that one!] and throught that i got a profile and put some of my links i like which one is kao-ani which she joined GoPets [which i have made home for my browser] as natajsa [waiting to be approved as her friend] and well i joined... took me for ever the site is pretty slow! now i can make my own kitty [downloaded the program and X9]... and can go to other peeps desktop but i wonder how safe that is??? have to really trust someone i don't want no viruses... aahhh.... now i got to thinking...

at angry bunnies [aka jen jen] page i left the following comment and found it to merit to be one of my post to remember in the future [te acuerdas? mondo * wink * * wink *]

cool pic... been exposed to parent sex i was about 7-8yrs and i screamed like a banchee... thank god i have forgotten all the facts and pics of that specific episode in my life... or i would still be in therapy right now! heee... yeah, i remember the time (18yo) with my second boyf bro but i stayed for awhile to look... heee... and then went to tell my boyf he just laugh and said that is why he took the door of the hinges... crazy...
never experience #4 & 5... but i don't really care too.. i think i been jaded... seen KINK / sex tv a bit too much!! #8 is disgusting... morons, at least bring some perfume for the smell! freaks!!! but, hey, i've done it in a metro so i should just shut up right now!

i hate was coming out of my mouth... i want to ring the docs head at the moment... it's been 9 days and i cannot talk properly at all... what the fuck! i am starting to get upset... ok so it will take 3weeks to heal but it should not effect my lyrinx or any part of that? what the hell is going on in my mouth? the little i can talk no one can understand! i'm starting to get scared that i will be talking like a deaf person for ever... hopefully soon that will change... i hate it! help.. i saw the doc on monday! he said it will take 3wks for my mouth to heal but it may take a while for the brain and the functions of my mouth to match up!!!! crossing my fingers that all will end up good and i will be laughing in a few months about this!!! yes, im feeling sorry for my fuckin self and what? who else will do that for me... no one! so, i want to cry, scream, and rant!!! oh not to forget to slap silly the doc who did this to me... i did not know he had done this until i came out... could i sue him? as i thought i was going for a tonillectamy:


and came out with my soft pallette cut up and stitched up! i just went and taped my self and sound awful.. i am crying now! will my beautiful voice come back? now, im scared.. i will go see the doc the 8th of July, i hope by then my voice is back to the its girly self with a bit less pain and no more disgusting sfuff coming out of my mouth!! this is my mountain of tissue which is growing by the minute...

Favorite Beatles song: She's Leaving Home
Favorite Rolling Stones song: Satisfaction
Favorite Doors song: We Could Be So Good Together
Favorite Bob Dylan song: All Along The Watchtower
Favorite Pixies song: N/A
Favorite TV Theme song: Laverne and Shirley
Favorite Prince song: Raspberry Beret
Favorite Madonna song: Borderline & Take A Bow
Favorite Michael Jackson song: Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough
Favorite Metallica song: One
Favorite Motorhead song: N/A
Favorite Ozzy song: See You On The Other Side
Favorite Public Enemy song: Move!
Favorite song from a Cartoon: Jem
Favorite Faith No More song: Easy
Favorite Depeche Mode song: Somebody
Favorite Cure song: The Walk
Favorite song that most of your friends haven’t heard: Did You Really Love Me by Coco Lee [there are so but so many that, anyways this is a good one...]
Favorite Smiths song: N/A
Favorite Beastie Boys song: Girls [funny idiotic song... reminds me of the early mornings going to Cadets freezing my ass for 15 min but listening to this freaken song...]
Favorite Korn song: N/A
Favorite Police song: Every Breath You Take
Favorite Sex Pistols song: N/A
Favorite Beach Boys song: I Get Around
Favorite Def Leppard song: Love Bites
Favorite song from a movie: Slave To Love by Bryan Ferry [when i first b-g... we loved that song... this is OUR SONG!]
Favorite Duran Duran song: Wild Boys
Favorite Blondie song: The Tide Is High [brings fond memories of my childhood!]
Favorite Garth Brooks song: Friends In Low Places
Favorite song from an 80’s one hit wonder: Waiting for a Star to Fall by Boy Meets Girl
Favorite song from a videogame: Kindom Hearts game 'Simple And Clean' by Utada Hikari
Favorite Kinks song: Tired Of Waiting For You
Favorite Genesis song: That's All
Favorite Led Zeppelin song: Stairway To Heaven
Favorite INXS song: Never Tear Us Apart
Favorite Weird Al song: N/A
Favorite Pulp song: A Little Soul
Favorite John Lennon song: Woman
Favorite Pink Floyd song: Hey You
Favorite cover song: No doubt 'Tragic Kingdom'
Favorite White Stripes song: N/A
Favorite dance song: One More Time by Real Mccoy
Favorite U2 song: All I want Is You
Favorite song from an actor turned musician:
Favorite disco song: Dancing Queen by ABBA
Favorite Motley Crue song: Without You
Favorite Guns N’ Roses song: Sweet Child Of Mine
Favorite The Who song: Won't Get Fooled Again
Favorite Elton John song: Don't Go Breaking My Heart
Favorite song, period: 90's