Woken by a phone call from Madeline (the secretary of EM), apparently the changing of B-Gs account accidently caused all his checks be refused...

B-G's at a conference today... So much learning these doctors have to go through, it's a never ending thing! I got asked if I wanted to go to St. Johns this summer but I said that I wanted to go to Japan! I will eat in and not spend a dime on my beloved anime to go there... I want to so badly...

I been trying to call my bro for the last 2 days and freaken crap the circuits are freaken busy constantly... I want to scream. I soon will use my cell which will cost me an arm and leg to pay and that I cannot afford because I want to save for Japan. This is happening even if I have to beg and plead.

B-G wanted to buy me a new set of earings as the ones from x-mas sort of lost one of them. Weep, weep... I even had the crazy notion that if I retraced my paces I would find them... So, I did freaken -17C outside and I looking in the ground like a nut for it. I even forgot to get my tickets to go into the metro. Had to ask this guy who looked at me like I was crazy but obliged anyways and passed his pass to let me in... Here was a 5'2 chick explaining her problems to some stranger... NUTS! But had to do anything for my fave earings. To no avail didn't find them! SUCKY!

Valentine's was ok... Got roses a card and a 'I will take you to select what ever jewelry you want.' Yep, B-G thinks I am too picky and it's best for me to pick then him as he knows that I would return it if I don't like it! THat is mean but I will not spend uselessly on something I will never wear!

I got B-G the PS2 Namco Museum games and Micheal Buble CD with a card...

Ate some ramen, just a while ago. I am in love with ramen been eating it for the past 3 days. Since Nori came with them and made them for me. He said that after 10 min. the noodles become to soggy and they don't taste as good as when they are first done. So that's why you need to eat them quite fast!

They were amazing!! YUM!!!

Did my blog reading and was totally surprised by Josephine's self made Shoji sliding doors... GREAT! I want to make Shoji closet doors from scratch as they are like 3000-4000 grand... That is a bit too much... Found TAP a company in California that makes the plastic I want... I thought I had to make it from scratch as I left a message to Josephine asking her what kind of paper she bought at Paper Mojo. I will ask Nori if he could help me on the making of them... Is a crazy project maybe but they will look totally beautiful in our bedroom!

Woke up at 10am... B-G is still sick with the stomach flu. I gave B-G his gift (cd- micheal bubble and PS2 namco arcade games) with a card...

Yeah, he's forgiven as he's sick that is why I got nothing, it's all good!

I played Katamari for 3hrs and had some Japanese ramen with sushi, gyozas and egg... Yumm!!!

Spoke to my bro 2 days ago... He sounds good and says nothing is really wrong. Do I believe it or not? I don't know what to think. I tried to call him yesterday but all the circuits where busy. really... AAAAHHH!!! I hope he doesn't think I was just lying to him. I think he will come and checked out what I wrote as I told him that I was really worried and some of you were also wishing him well. Which I thank all of you for that...

Been listening to the Otaku Gen. podcast, need like 8 more to catch up until next week... Hopefully, its all done by then...

I don't know if I should go to class... B-G wants to spend a quiet night, not like we do anything else every other night. Hee... I checked my email and found that on flickr I had a email regarding 'We Love Latte' group...It's the 4th group I been asked to joined! Which I need to post about ms. blondie and ms. fatsie there... hee...

Happy Valentine's!!!!

I got a bit worried about Nori and decided to email him which I did... Then decided to browse the web clips on gmail... And it rocks I found that i-Cat is coming out this fall and I want one... They are so cute... The i-Dog is so so cute...

Yesterday I went onto my gmail and found that its now link to a chat which is great! So I talked to Twinkie it was great! He's wife/gfriend was out on the town with the girls and he had been thinking of having Korean which B-G and I had had a few minutes ago...

I was thinking of getting the Nintendo DS Lite but I want to wait for the new one that's coming out! Thanks to Jen at for the information...

Suzi Chen has cancelled her blog. I guess she just decided that she was fad up with the blog... I hope she's doing well... I will be emailing her and wish her tremedous luck on her goal of lossing he weight and becoming healthier as days pass by. Wish her well! Blogger friends are so sweet... I feel truly special...

Thank you all, for your well wishes on my bro and caring so much as to take some time from your busy lives.

Greg (being a lawyer now and all must be truly busy), Long (still out in the world... checked out the deathclock and I will die in Thursday, July 18, 2075 Seconds left to live... 2,191,669,659), Demi (hoping she's doing well...), nosthegametoo (Miss his beautiful poems!), OLDCATMAN (has a new pretty red truck!!! NICE!) and WTF (still working at the cell company) have not posted I think I rubbed my laziness or they are very busy. Most probably they are busy! Not like me, that I am just truly LAZY! Heee... Poppymoonean has a post which got me so fired up! It makes me think very hard about having children, still scared. Goddess has changed her home which I need to change on my link side... Sylvain has the cutest snow falling site ever!! Rieke was not around for a month or so but has recently posted. Hope she's doing well... Bum is getting into the match thing!! Good luck on that one bum!! JAG has a new look to her site!! Fenina's stie is still very interactive! Jen2 is into the reality fix!! Jen is stress and hopefully all her worries and cheeses are soon over with... Wish her well... Tim is still fixing Lady Jane! The progress maybe slow but its getting done!!! All the best!! Ickle bug's daughter Lydia is such a cutie and she might be also down! SAJ site is in the frits for now. Rolled my behind to Tony and read for a few min. catching up... I will be one of the ones to buy his secrets that he has locked up and will soon be put onto paper... Heee.... And finally Mr. Bloopy, hates brusselsprouts, which I sort of find them ok... Cocoa Pebbles rocks!

Finally catched up!!!

I will get him the info for that... He went to work at 11pm... Crazy works overnight... Yikes... Poor guy, he's really sweet... I wish I could be able to help him find someone for him... HE reminds me so very much of my bro. Talking about him, well he is doing very well but he has been given the boot! He will be going to San Diego for 2 months for rehab and then go home. What we are scared of and I made my mom understand is that he may go back to doing drugs and drinking. This for him, I find, will not be a wake up call. I expressed myself to my Mom, I'm being harsh but if he can give up that easily then he is susceptible to it.

All this either for 2 things, he was scared of going to Iraq and could not go through it no matter how patriotic he is! He could not do it... Or it could be something personal within him. He was kind of acting wierd with me and getting vey upset with me. When on other occassion it would be all ok... I mean one minute he was sweet the next he was terribly angry at me. So, I more strongly leaning to his state of mind that he was very depressed, due maybe not being able be with his family and friends... Or not happy with his life. I know that very well... At that age you do the most stupidiest things and sometimes put your life in danger...

He knows I am here for him and that no matter what I will always be there. I do however tell it like it is. I am not embarassed or hide anything. I'm however lazy and last minute. I suck!!!

Tues. headed to class... Was about 10 min late but then another person came even later then me, so then I wasn't feeling so bad...

I am so lost in my class... I really need to study like crazy. I also as I didn't go to like 2 classes I am a bit lost. But catched up... Still... AAAHHHHH!!!

Wed. Nori came over... We studied and watched a bit of 'Ice Age.' He wants apparently to go to Concordia for Conversation classes... I think it would better that he get himself in contact with more people. He tried to... Train of thought has been lost...

So we got the TV but returned it to Sony why? Wel, cuz they were charging a mint. We went to the Brick and got the same TV but with all its accesories for almost the same price. So, I say why not save a few bucks were we can!

I am happy now. The wall mount is on back order. It will take 2-3wks... Hopefully not!

I been reading my blog comments. And have gotten back at some but not all.. Sorry about that... I left a gigantic one at Bum. Hopefully, he doesn't think I'm a nut case! His b-day was yesterday! Happy Birthday, once again!!!

Been reading his blog for the past 45 min. I usually read from the bigining, I say usually cuz if it catches my eyes. Like all that I have on my right side, have... He is going there...

My bro hasn't gotten back to me or my mother. I am trying to call him just about now! As I write this... Hopefully, he's in but the freaken' phone isn't being picked up... Picked up... Laters...

On Tuesday was my 3rd class and didn't go felt a bit under the weather and was sort of lazy. So, decided to remain home. Also, Nori slept over and we stayed up a little late.

Went bowling on Sunday with B-G, it was so much fun! Also went bowling on Tuesday with B-G and Nori it was fun... Took Nori to Fairview and B-G went to his meeting while Nori and I went around the mall... It was really nice weather 3C... Sweet! Went to Best Buy but they didn't have the TV that we wanted... Got an Action Replay for my NGC... I am thinking if I should get an X-box 360 or wait for PS3? Aaaahhh!

My bro is ok now, he's in a program. Been trying to call him all week and I cannot get through. It's so annoying not to be able to talk to him and see how he is... Frustrated!!!!!!!

I send out like 30 emails out of those about 3 have come backed, I guess people are busy or don't care to send back a reply, no problems on that matter... heee... I guess no more 30 emails sending again... W - E!

Today, we ended up going downtown to the Sony Store... We talk to the rep. and decided on the 32" BRAVIA XBR Widescreen LCD TV(V32XBR1) :

16:9 Widescreen Mode is essential for enjoying DVD movies and High-Definition TV, offering a wider and more vivid scope of the action. BRAVIA's high-definition monitor resolution is also a must for true-to-life picture quality and accuracy in fast-moving scenes.

Sony's newly-developed WCG-CCFL Backlight technology featured in the new BRAVIA XBR line, enables an even more accurate reproduction of colour, recreating a broader and more vivid colour spectrum. The result is a spectacular and life-like image.

Watch High-Definition programs directly on your BRAVIA XBR television with the integrated ATSC Digital Tuner. Receive High Definition signals terrestrially (over the air) broadcast where the signal is available.

WEGA Engine is a key driving force behind the superior picture quality of the BRAVIA XBR LCD TV. Based on Sony's expertise in digital signal processing, WEGA Engine processes all video signals in the digital domain, delivering an even more realistic image.

Experience high quality home entertainment with the LCD TV engineered for performance and style. Its slim shape makes the BRAVIA XBR a perfect addition to any decor. With its smooth black and silver finish, the BRAVIA XBR delivers outstanding picture quality through impressive design.

The Dual 13-Watt Speaker System delivers crisp and vibrant sound through its invisible bottom panel. Enjoy TruSurround audio with the LCD TV designed for exceptional picture and sound.

Enjoying your favourite media from a variety of sources is even easier with the Experience PC gaming and personal computing applications with the sharp contrast and enhanced scope of Sony's top-of-the line BRAVIA XBR Flat Panel LCD TV.

Connect any compliant USB device and experience the full power of the BRAVIA XBR LCD TV. Whether sharing digital video with friends or enjoying music via your Digital Music Player, the High Speed USB 2.0 input brings more to home theatre.

The first industry-supported, all-digital audio/video interface, HDMI allows for uncompressed high bandwidth audio and video signals in one convenient cable. Experience PC gaming and personal computing applications with the sharp contrast and enhanced scope of Sony's top-of-the line BRAVIA XBR Flat Panel LCD TV.

WEGA GATE provides one button access to essential TV controls. Select your favourite channels, access digital pictures, or choose audio/video settings with this convenient all-in-one interface. Use your remote to navigate the interactive menu and find what you want easily.

Use the table-top stand out of the box, to enjoy high definition television from any room in your home. Alternatively, you can use the VESA-compliant Wall-Mounting capability to enjoy your BRAVIA XBR in a whole new way.

w/ the special of saving $500 for buying a HDD/DVD recorder (RDRHX715) :

For entertainment beyond the limits, trust Sony's RDR-HX715 DVD Recorder and Hard Disk Drive to deliver more of your favourite movies, sports, news and dramas whenever you want them. Its impressive 160GB Hard Disk records and stores up to 269 hours of television programming for easy and convenient access. With the industry's highest media compatibility, recording on DVD+R/RW and DVD-R/RW discs, the RDR-HX715 takes the guesswork out of recording your video content directly to DVD.

Plus, with the added convenience of i.LINK, you can connect your Handycam Camcorder and record memories on either DVD or the Hard Drive with the touch of a button. Its time-saving 64x high-speed dubbing transfers video from the Hard Drive to DVD instantly - recording 60 minutes of video content in only one minute! And with the RDR-HX715's single-cable HDMI High-Definition Multimedia Interface for uncompressed digital audio/video streaming, all your favourite TV programming and DVD movies will always sound and look spectacular.

* Over 269 hours recording on 160 GB; high capacity Hard Disk Drive (at SLP mode)
* DVD+RW/+R, DVD-RW/-R, DVD+R DL DVD Recording Compatibility
* i.LINK Interface for DV & Digital8 Camcorders
* HQ+, the Optimum Bit Rate Recording on Hard Disk Drive for Superior Picture Quality
* Up to 64 times High Speed Dubbing from Hard Disk Drive to DVD
* 720p/1080i Upscaling of HDTV Level Resolution Video Output through the HDMI Interface
* HDMI Interface for HD Ready TV Sets
* Dynamic VBR High Quality Dubbing from Hard Disk Drive to DVD
* Intelligent Scene Chaptering & Visual Search (VR Mode)
* Onscreen TV Program Guide (EPG)
* Chasing playback for watching a show from the beginning while the show is still recording (Hard Disk Drive and DVD-RW VR Mode only)
* Cable Box Control
* D-Matrix Noise Reduction System
* Quick Response Graphic User Interface
* Fast Playback with Sound (HDD in VR mode)
* A/V Sync

Those are some of the specs I took from the site... which I care to keep!

I am so lazy... I don't really feel like going to school... aaaahhhh, freaken' lazy!

1hr to go...

got it from suzi chen!


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Right now I find my self totally worried about my brother... My mother got a call yesterday night about him. He's in the hospital due to excess drinking. He has been in a coma because vomit when down to his lungs. Someone needs to go and apparently is going to be me. As I am the only one presently with out work. I will have to email my Japanese teacher about the events that have unfolded this past evening. I am truly sad.

Yes, my brother and I had a spat and parted ways not speaking but all in all he's my baby bro and I love him with all my heart! Set stupidity aside and will see what's up with him. Apparently, this is not the first time he has gotten this intoxicated. This is the 3rd time and this time was almost deadly. My mon and I don't know what is going on with him. The Sgt. asked my mother what's going on with him, but he didn't act strange around us, except he was really mean too me which I hadn't really experienced it before. I guess he's very upset about some thing and no one seems to be able to get it out of him.

Tomorrow my mom will call to see, more info. and possibly get my butt to Japan. Hopefully, I don't have to but you never know.

The weekend is turning out to be pretty down!

For the pass few days, alls been sort of ok. Besides the Lexus getting 2 flat tires and not having a car from Friday to Monday... Which was a hastle for B-G as he had to work and had to take taxies due to working overnights... He did however use the metro a few times... To save some dough!

Then on Tuesday night the freaken dishwasher went on the fritzzz... It was like not working... I touched the console and nothing happened... Turned on the water and open the dishwasher and closed it up again... And nothing, got frustrated and left it there for about an hour. Came back and there was a 'Delay' of 23H showing on the display... I tried to cancel it and nothing. I got so frustrated I left it there for another 1-2 hrs... Came back and nothing was displaying, then I tried to start it up again. Nothing, I felt it for about a min. and it started on its own. Freaky! The dishes were done.
Then yesterday night B-G put in the dishes and started it up, but when he went to check to when it was done. All the freakin lights were going bonkers on the console and display a big "ER" with all the lights were flashing! I cannot believe this crap is happening again!!!

So, I called Frigidaire, and explain the situation... They asked me to call Packet and ?? for a technician to come and for them to fax the report once is done. The appointment is made for the 23rd of January. The day of the Election. No problem!!! I had to tell them to fax the report once is done! As they had not done that when the freaken machine was replaced!

This bites!!!!

So, on the other hand I got SAJ postcard. B-G is truly impress on the postcard she send! I told him that she did it and he truly loved it!

To OCM I send hima truly long email on the 11th... I had so much to bla... But still have... Like how is Sue-Sue the Dog and all the critters... I also was thinking of JC Kitty... He's once again given up on the blogging thing, like I have... Even though I just spend a bundle on my site! I still keep it! Whatever, it's just money right! Not, let not B-G read this he'll go bonkers reading this!

I been listening to CHUB CREEK podcast freaken funny!! DAMN!!! I will be emailing them to get the rest of the 21 shows they have archived... Also, I wish to get a song that was dedicated to one of the podcasters "DAVE" by GARY his bestest friend since the age of 10, if I'm not mistaken... They are a couple of Canadian... Talking, singing and just having a good old time on their podcast!!! I heard it through the grape vine OTAKU GEN. podcast!

I cannot believe it Twinkie has gotten married and it was fast. He and his girl had been together 7 yrs. I am truly happy for them. But I been a lazy ass on the emailing them and congratulating them.

My mom's boyfriends father passed away and had to got to Floriday for the funeral! He had to wait like 5yrs for the fog to lift at DCA... But he made it ok... Called him to tell him how sorry we were of his father passing... His dad was 84yrs old and had been fighting cancer. Now he can rest in peace...

Damn, I nearly forgot there was another matter that really is cheesing me off!!!! Ok, so when we went to VA we send 2 boxes on the 27th of Dec. here... The freaken boxes hadnt appear by yesterday... Way freaken late, right! I decided to call the US postal service but the only thing they could tell me is that the boxes had left the US the 31st of Dec. The gentleman was kind enough to maybe inquire with the Canadian postal service or Customs. Maybe it was being held up. We had been thinking that the past few days due to the DDR pads and the 4 boxes of cereal, yes cereal! We do not have trix, coco pebbles, fruity pebbles or kix here in Quebec... Anyways getting back to the topic at hand. So, I called the Canadian postal service and the lady was like 'yes we received the bins where your packages were in on the 6th of Jan. and then they went to the depot where they were shipped out to Fairmont post office on the 9th of Jan.' I was like 'What happended to the coming by my house and trying to deliver it on the 9th and then leaving the notice?' She simple said 'I dont know... But I'll give you the notice # so you can pick up your packages.' I was like 'Ok, fine.'

Called B-G and told him the story and he went to get the packages... Meanwhile, I got into my head to call the post office once agian and make a formal complain on this... We ahd already 2 reference # on different problems that we are constantly having with the post offfice. Like getting our mail deliver to other condos and getting other peoples mail. Getting our magazines dirty, wet/dried and opened mail at times... We have now even open a PO Box for that and for net purposes...

Also, on Tuesday we took Nori to Costco, which he found to be truly huge... Damn, warehouse!! I wanted to take him to Laval shopping center but the freaken stores close at 6pm and when he called it was already 4:10pm... Not enough time to go there, due to traffic! So, Costco as its open til 9pm we went there... We got the yummiest, juices ever: Mango and Guava Nectar! YUM!!!

So anyways, getting back to my DDR, I want to get the 1st one, which Twinkie 'Jackie' said is one of the best! I also have to thank him for he is the one that suggested the dude to whom I bought the DDR pads... So far it works pretty damn fine! It's a bit hard and I feel a bit awkward doing it! But eventually I'll get the hang of it!

Bought a few anime... I need to get GIRLSブラボー #2... And I want to get Fruit Baskets, even though I am still reading the manga! I want the anime!

I been cooking a bit but also we had Asean Garden on Tue. with Nori! It was good but we had to doggie bag some of the stuff. And had it on Wed. for supper... It was delish! Nori was over too as Wed. is our tutorial day! I lend him a 3-4 DVD which were still in their packages...

I start my course finally on Tues... YEAH!!! But the class and the teacher are still to be decided upon! Arrrggg... and also found out that the course will be held in the Faubourg building! Yes, that means downtown baby!

Well, gots to go and make my rounds and listen to more CHUB CREEK! Just freaken funny!!!

This year was spend in front of the TV watching channels MMM, Fox, TVA and CTV and playing Katamari Damacy and We Love

We had Amir (Lebanese food) for New Years Day [Jan 1, 2006]... B-G got ready for work at 11:30pm he left! My cell is dead, need to charge it.

My Mom's b-day is today. She woke me up to set a new message for her salon...

B-G is still at work and will be going to work once again at 5pm...

The kitties have been active, Carly is presently on my lap thinking she'll b getting some treats... Trying to play with the pens on the desk and preventing me from typing... She is such a sl@#! She would sell her soul for treats and food! Slept at around 6:30am. Boring day!!

Still have to give my X-Mas gifts to Emily and her family! I called her on Sunday to wish her and her family a Happy New Year.

My camera is acting funny!! Aaahh!!

B-G's present is still not here as some of the free stuff that comes with it, is still out of stock!!

What can I say about the Holidays but hopefully next year will be better!

HAPPY BELATED X-MAS!!

WE missed our plane and had to spend another gran on the flight... That was not fun! We left at 8pm instead of 4pm... Went to eat Korean food before we left at 8pm and send the packages that would have been send after the holidays... It sort of worked out... I guess...

I send of all the presents on the 22nd... SAJ, Goddess, Demi, Yoshie and B-G family...

Shopping was a nightmare... Thank goodness its over...

Spend the Holidays with my family in the US was kind of fun. My bro was a pain for a while...

We were running around trying to get all the ingredients for the x-mas diner and finishing some last minute shopping for some people...

The hotel maid kept waking us up early and I could not go back to bed after she woke me. On Thursday I only slept 3 hours watching a movie... That was a bad thing to do but the movie which I forgot the name was really good. A 1940's one. I miss the US for the wonderful old movies they have and keep showing, here they don't do such things...

We didn't take much pictures, we have just realized that!

We stayed at a hotel this time around as the house was full this year. My sis and mom aren't in good terms its been a while now. They don't wish to fix it and it makes me sad...

My brother doesn't respect me and when I told him so, he just call my opening up to him a total bullshit. Well, is it cuz he's young and all or that he simply doesn't want to deal with me. I left VA not speaking to him.

I guess this holiday was sort of not that fun but I made it feel the best that I could. B-G is very understanding and supports me 1/2 way but that is another matter to not discuss... I had an OK time... I wish my family got along better. They don't seem to understand that and think that when you are trying to help them, they feel you are trying to control them or tell them what to do. I left it as that...

We didn't even take pictures of Ruffus. We also cleaned my mom's front yard of all the dead leaves it had... We spend a few hours outside, as VA was not really cold and for the first time in a long time we had a non-white x-mas. No SNOW! That was sort of wierd.

And in AB it was also pretty warm. Hopefully next year when we pass the x-mas holidays (we have decided) with B-G's family, AB has SNOW!!

I made the x-mas diner and got no help except from B-G and my mom. The rest of the family sat and watched tv and played the PS2... I will not be putting myself through that next year as we will be spending it in AB. Too much work!!!

Before my bro got into a spat, we took him to Pentagon City Mall... He spend a gran that my mom gave him for x-mas... Also, I got a few games for my PS2: Katamari Damacy, TAIKO: Drum Master and In the Groove. Send my mats through the post and will be getting them the 5th... Crap I cannot wait but for now I can play Katamari and Taiko so it's not that bad. Still thinking if I should get PS3 or PSP?

B-G and I got my mom some fruit and passion stuff and kitchen gear from Bed and Bath... My mom got B-G a really nice watch... We got some anime, a japanese doll and a sake set from my bro... My mom gave me money and a pair of Jade earings... B-G got from me a Palm One: Life Drive mobile manager. B-G and me gave my bro cologne... My sister got from us La Senza stuff... And she gave us a photo of my neice... B-G gave me a language translator but will exchange for a better one (is that bad? but the one I want is better and cost about the same and it also connects to a pc) and he also gave me some movie and dvd gift certificates...

We send off all the stuff to his family and some of the penpals and blog friends I sort of made through out the year... They will all be late but better later then never right???

I uploaded most of the pictures that I took onto my flickr account. Also, spend some time commenting on my contacts and looking at their photos...

New Years will be spend at Emily's family's place... B-G will be working New Years which sucks but hey we spend x-mas together...

The girls are doing great! They ate the chocolate brownies we left on top of the stove but they seem to be ok, I called poison control and my vet. They are doing fine... They scared the crap out of us! I wanted to wring Mondo's neck, when I found out...

Now that is over I can sort of laugh about it but it could have been worse... Thank goodness it wasn't and now it's all over... I need to be more careful about leaving things on the stove for next time...

Gonna go and see what's up with the net.. Need to wash dishes and get back to Katamari...

It's been pretty snowy... It dropped a total of 41 cm on Dec 16th!! Nori came over at 6:15pm we ordered in instead of cooking as we could not use the car, it was stuck!!!

We got it out at the end of the night and drove Nori home... I been studying Japanese. It's pretty hard...

I will be sending all my x-mas presents late.. We leave the 22nd, I may send some of the US girts in the US but still thinking about it!

Catching up on my podcasts... Crap! I have not been alot online and my blog is not so interesting any more. I need to write my thoughts more. I been getting antsy and I have alot to say but words never come to mind when I am writing so I get stuck.

Whatever, I have seen the most cute present for someone? It's a bit pricey but it's totally cute! I have to think about it...

I got my sister her gift already... One down 20 to go. The list this year is smaller which is great! I have less friend... pretty funny right! heee... I need to wake up B-G to go shopping! We need to get his family the gifts and send them of before we leave. I need to send to CA and Japan... Crap! The list that is growing is the one from the net!

Some may be surprised, others already know...

The thing is they will all be late!!!! LATE!!! I am a last minute person some times, and I hate it!!!

Monday-Dec. 5th, 2005, Got my baby a PS2... Yah!! It all started B-G and me waking up early... Had to be at the Advisor at 11:30am at Layola campus! I was 10 min late. Saw her, she was so helpful. I need to make a letter to explain why I want to go back to school... It's a long story... So it went all good... Went to the psych. section to get the info. I need to get into... Also, need to get a app. with A&S advisor to get it up and going... Passed by Sir Georges campus to pay the 6.15$ which was preventing me from getting into my Japanese course on Jan. 17th, 2006! I am so excited, I cannot wait...

Talking about Japanese, I was suppose to meet Nori a Japanese guy who has been living here for 2 months. But the place that he picked had closed down a few months ago... I sat around where the place was suppose to be but nothing. I got stood up I ended up sending him an email with my cell # for him to call. Then about 1hr later I realize I'm downtown and why not just go around and shop a little... I went to Video store and bought some Anime! And was leaving when I realize why not just get a PS2 at the Sony store it's on special! So, paid cash and yummy! Cute as ever, small and compact! DDR here I come! So now I will be double booked by the gym and the DDR that will help with all the flab I carry! Sweet!!!

Came home and just slept. I was so tired from walking around with my freaken high heel boots that killed my feet! But I had tons of fun shopping for my fave. stuff!!!

Tuesday-Dec. 6th, 2005, B-G and I were woken up by a investigator for the furniture. He took pictures and found that the commode will be replaced and put the missing screws for one of the night tables... I cannot wait all is falling into place! We ended up going to bed after he left! We had stayed up the previous night, talking and watching tv... We went to Future Shop and got DDR extreme 2, the only game that was there. We didn't got to Best Buy, no time. B-G was heading to work. The pad is next. I send Twinkie Beyond a big ass email asking for his help. I hoped he wouldn't mind...

I been nocking my head onto the floor, for gifts for people! I have a few ideas... For those I their address they probably will get stuff from the net! I will be shopping on the net! I have gotten some good ideas through this vast spider web!!! I have also thought of my family and they are getting money... That is it! The only people that we need to buy really are the children: B-G neices, my neice, Josephines soon to be girl and Demi's little girl...

This year, I am planning getting B-G either the Sony's DSCT7 Cyber-shot® Ultra-Slim 5.1 or a Life Drive Mobile Manager! He doesn't know and he needs both but he would kill me if I bought both!! Yikes!

Wednesday-Dec. 7th, 2005, was quiet... Except that Nori and I ended up meeting this time I set a place. I ahd forgotten thank goodness I had asked him to call me before he left his home to go and meet.

We ended up going to Yoy and sitting there, he thought I could read Kanji but no way! I am at level 0. I thought I had told him that already. I guess he like totally forgot about it, how I have no idea... Ok, whatever!

It was fun... Then we ended up going to Chapters... Yes, i am cab-chick! the cab driver was ariot! He like totally was so funny. He thought I was Oriental, I said it was probably my glasses but no he kept insisting but I was like no and Nori was like no either. We just looked at each other and just let the subject fall. Plus, we got to our destination and well it was left at that! Heee.... So in Chapters I got some English Grammar books to see which would be good for him to have. I picked an Idioms book and a grammar exercise book that I will be testing him on in the following months to come! Heee... He is very eager to learn, which is great!!! I had total fun!

Ended up showing him the section of English manga and then walking through all the 7 underground malls that are inter connected! And ended up showing him the Video place were I buy my anime! He could not believe the prices! As in Japan the prices for anime or manga are way lower then here. Hee... Plus, he didn't recongnize the anime or manga that is popular here... Pretty funny!!

We also walked all the way to Chinatown, where we were freaken frozen and ended up taking a cab to St. Denis and then walking back to Yoy to get my lost mittens... Which I found!!

Then I called B-G to get decent that I was bringing Nori to the house. We talked and he had a coffee ála B-G style! Pretty yummy! I helped him with his pronounciation! Also, sort of watched Inuyasha and Witch Hunter Robin. And also showed him that our paid per view channels have x-rated stuff that cannot really be seen in Japan... We studied until 2:30am and B-g and I drove him home... We ended up going to the West Island to leave B-G's billing sheets!

Bed was reached at 3:15am... We slept like babies...

Thursday-Dec. 8th, 2005, I have been reading my emails... Twinkie Beyond!!! answer my big ass email... And helped me decide for a DDR Mat!! I bought it on Ebay, today!! It cost $40.00 for 2 pads/mats!! Yah!!! I still have to get a msg back from the seller. As I asked him how long will it take to get here. Or is it better to send it to my moms? I won the BID and will pay as soon as he responds...

Listen to the latest Twinkie Beyond Podcast! And been catching up with Mr. Brit aka Robbie - Jpop Blast!! I need to drop him one of my big ass emails I do!!! I told Twinkie Beyond not to mention it, let it be a nice surprise as Mr. Brit's always saying that he loves to get emails!!! Hee... Hee... I have much to say to the guy! I have yet to finish all of his previous podcasts!!! Mr. Brit and Twinkie Beyond will be teaming up to make a PODCAST which has no name as of yet! I cannot wait! I have to also get my ass in gear and start listening to the other Podcasts mention on their shows and a few that I like on the side! HEEEEE.....

Got an email from Nori. Responding to my does he want to get together tomorrow for a couple of hours to study! I answered him to come over!

Crystals tomorrow I have:
* Dermo App.: 11am
* Carly Vet. time (booster): 1pm
* Miki-meeting: 4201-B St-Denis at 3pm
* Nori study time: 6:15pm
* Mondo get together: ???

Gots to go...

So, I have also decided on the purchase of a PS2 (SCPH-70000 CB) it's only $164.99 CAD, which is not bad! Why? well, I want to get DDR (Dance Dance Revolution) and a good pad. And I can't find a pad for the NGC. There are so many pads for PS2 theres:

1. Cobalt Flux $300 (one of the best)
2. Red Octane Afterburner $200
3. Red Octane Ignition $100

There are also the ones that are like between 14.99-89.99 but those apparently break down fast! Right now there almost all out of stock. There's a few wireless which are cheap, Walmart even carries DP. Most of the Pads are out of stock...

Tempted!!!

Just came back from the Gym... 40 min. workout!

Been listening to podcasts 'twinkiebeyond', pretty funny and listen to all his podcast, have some time listen to him, his from Maryland... Also, otakugeneration... and started with Jpop blast mr. Robbie from Britain...

Also, got a new penpal that lives here. Going to meet him on Monday, time and place are still unknown. Have a spoken to Y-man no, and I guess he doesn't want to talk to me. Oh, well hope alls good with him. Hopefully, I get get together w/ M-lady on Thursday to do some pottery crafts near where I live. The closet man's coming at 1pm on Thr. so, I'll see about that. B-G wants me to be here.

Tomorrow is dishwasher replacement day! Yes, finally!!!!!!

I amstill upset about the furniture that has to be returned and replaced and also fixed. The bed needs some touch ups and they will call to set the app for the service guy to come. We need to put curtains on the bedroom still...

This past Sat. I regected the mattress as the delivery guys drop it on the freaken floor. And well, there was that dark black slush, which got all over the mattress. They got it up here:

me: 'it's dirty?'
del-guy: 'oh, you can clean it up'
me: 'No! I am not accepting this!'
del-guy: 'Will you want the boxspring?'
me: 'Yes, if you don't drop it.'
del-guy: 'Ok, On va le chercher...'

After they tried to call their dispatch but no one was answering. They asked me to call on Monday to set a delivery time. Did that! They will be calling us.

Missed my Academic Advisor meeting... Rescheduled for Dec 5 Monday at 11:30am...

Dec 9th Carly gets her booster at 1pm and I go to the Dermo at 11am.

I am so tired and I ache... Sleep sounds très yummy right about now...

Lesson 1-4:

* only 5 vowels: Ah (a), we (i), soon (u), get (e), old (o).

but the 'U' sound is without the pursing of the lips. Nouns have no gender or singular/plural form. Verb conjugation is not affected by gender or singular/plural and only have 2 tenses; past and present. It also comes at the end of a sentence (which at times omits the object) which is a very important in understanding what you are saying. I have my work cut out for me as it seems its pretty hard to learn the verbs but the rules are easy to learn. The first-, second, and third-person are not used. Roughly vers are divided in to 3 groups according to their dictionary form (basic form - is the informal, present affirmative form of the verb. This form is used among close friends and family in informal situations. ).

Group 1: ~ U ending Verbs called Consonant-stem verbs or Godan-doushi (Godan verbs).

hanasu- to speak
kaku - to write
kiku - to listen
matsu - to wait
nomu - to drink

Group 2: ~ Iru and ~ Eru ending Verbs called Vowel-stem-verbs or Ichidan-doushi (Ichidan verbs).


~ iru ending
kiru - to wear
miru - to see
okiru - to get up
oriru - to get off
shinjiru - to believe

~ eru ending
akeru - to open
ageru - to give
deru - to go out
neru - to sleep
taberu - to eat

Some exceptions, verbs belong to Group 1, though they end with "~ iru" or "~ eru".

hairu - to enter
hashiru - to run
iru - to need
kaeru - to return
kagiru - to limit
kiru - to cut
shaberu - to chatter
shiru - to know

Group 3: Irregular Verbs only two irregular verbs, kuru (to come) and suru (to do).

The verb "suru" is probably the most often used verb in Japanese. It is used as "to do," "to make," or "to cost". It is also combined with many nouns (of Chinese or Western origin) to make them into verbs.

benkyousuru - to study
ryokousuru - to travel
yushutsusuru - to export
dansusuru - to dance
shanpuusuru - to shampoo

The ~ masu Form (Formal Form)
The suffix "~ masu" is added to the dictionary form of the verbs to make sentence polite. Aside from changing the tone, it has no meaning. This form is used in situations required politeness or a degree of formality, and is more appropriate for general use.

Woke at around 4 am the kitties were running around! I ended up on the pc until 6am... I woke up 10:50am and became alarmed because I had to be at the ENT clinic at 11am... I got there at 11:30am (taxi driver was pretty fast!) and saw the speech therapist and waited until 1:15pm to see the ENT doc. I told him about how my ears are constantly ringing, I cannot stand it any more. It's been 1 month 1/2, I been with this ringing.

So, he ended up giving me an app. to get a audio test. Hopefully, I don't have any loss, I am truly scared of that. I cannot loose also, my freaken hearing... Shit, I already wear glasses for goodness sakes!

On the 28th of Nov at 10am an app. to see an academic advisor. I need help on the school front! Old and confussed. Crap, what a dull gal I am... School full-time next year... Officially, I am registerred for my Japanese course on Tue and Wed at 18:00-20:00. Mailed the $285.00, yesterday.

Tonight, the Gym which will be so nice to forget everything and just concentrate on me... Going there makes me feel sort of good because I can listen to music and just forget about all that is bothering me.

On Dec. 9th 11am a Dermotologist app and at 6pm Carly goes for her booster vaccine at her Vets...

Called Maison Ethier and spoke to Melanie about the Commode it will be replace once they get it. Also the night table needs the screws which someone else, I think she said Robert, would call in 7-10 days to get an app to fix it.

Got ready to go meet her at 2nd Cup (3pm). I got there late as B-G didn't come on time and I had to take a cab there. He forgot and stayed longer talking to his collegues...

I got there she for the looks of it had gotten there just a bit before me. She was at putting sugar on her coffee... I got a small Chai latte which was yummy... We talked and she helped me with the phrases I had written a few days ago. She kept laughing at my phrases, that I don't know why. I over heard people speaking another language and I asked if it was Japanese and yep sure it was... She asked me how I could tell the different Asian languages I said that to me they sound different. All of them. I can tell who and what they are speaking. Not many westerners can tell, for the looks of it. I just have the thing of being able to tell... Which she said is a bit of a level up because then I would not get confussed.

We walked to Chapters and I got some Manga: #2 Fruits Basket, #3 xxxHolic, #3 Pita Ten, # 1 Mink... A rubber duckie kit for B-G x-mas gift basket, Oxford Japanese grammar & verbs, Barron's Japanese grammar and 501 Japanese Verbs...

We headed to Eaton's Centre to the food fair, she got herself a sandwhich and a coke which I went to change for her because it didn't taste like coke. She thank me and asked if I wanted to some I told her no thank you. We also talked about how jobs work her in the west. She seemed to think that all jobs here have bonuses and are kept for ever with the business taking care of the people like in Japan. I told her how some of the stuff works. She asked me if I wanted to go with her and her friend to a pottery painting place next Tuesday. It takes up to a week to do and its $10 for what ever piece you choose... She gave me her # and will call her to make the date.

She left and I headed to the Sony store and bought a AC power adaptor for my shower Cd/Radio player...

B-G came to pick me up and we headed to the west island where we had McD's at my old teenage hangout... Aaahhh, the memories, we also visited places where I use to hang out it was fun. Much has changed around that area...

I cannot believe he send me so much stuff... I thought he would send me something small... I thanked Tony from the bottom of my heart. He send me a really nice note from him and he signed all 4 books but 2 of them where personalized, I just love it! I got my packaged late afternoon of Nov. 18th. I had been sort of sad and depressed and just left it on the table... B-G asked who was this Tony guy? What is going on? He got a bit jealous but soon I told him the story of how I sort of know Tony and I ended up with the package...

I swear this man, judges if I am seeing someone else behind his back. I told him to please trust me and if I will cheat trust me I will break up with him before that happens... I did the two guy thing a while ago and it was just too stressful to keep it quiet. In the end I admitted to one what had happened and I crushed his heart completely... Anyways, that's another story...

Getting back to my story about my beautiful blooks... I finally opened my box, after mind you, Tony send me an email... I was just such a tart... I send him an email thanking him so very much... I have no idea but one of my favorite things to like have is gum, I don't leave home with out it. I have tried many but the Zapp one I have not! I didn't even try it when i was in LA last year... As I brought a box Canadian gum... No kidding... What ever so I am wierd, like I care...

I been using my 'Nothing in here is true' notepad like crazy. It's my Japanese phrase book, my calorie count book and my x-mas list book! It's great...

I also joined the Gym which was great! I finally, will loose these 30 punds that have been on my shoulders since I quit smoking 2yrs ago! I been obsessing over things that I shouldn't and now I will try to make myself feel better... I hate the fact that I am so out of shape. Í want to change my habits and get healthier... I also need to finish of my school... I have left it out for so long, I need a new brain. I been thinking stupid and idiotic things which no more... I have turned a new leaf and will be more happy in the end with it...

My dream sequence before wakin this morning was pretty normal compare to my other dreams. This one was about getting married and finding out that B-G's mom wanted to have 748 guests. I felt like crying.

As I was in the bathroom about to take shower, I decided to wash my hands as I turned the knob and a big burst of water from an exposed pipe to my left shot water all over the place. The wall started to crack and the only thing I could do was scream 'Help!' Who showes up but the Japanese guy... I looked at him and asked why he was here, how did he find me? I was so confussed and when we came out of the bathroom there was like 20 people just staring at us. We both were wet and on top of it all I was half dressed.

B-G and his parents just burst out with 'What's going on, here?' I tried to explain... B-g kept walking away from me. I tried to follow him but he kept walking so fast, the Japanese guy kept following me. And I felt so confussed... As I approached B-G and was about to say something the Japanese grabs my hand and turns me to him, I looked at him and turned my head for a sec and saw B-G looking at us with a puzzled face. As the Japanese guy embraced me towards him and was about to kiss me... The doorbell rang... I woke and answer the door it was a Jehova witness... I sort of took the panphlet from her and excused myself, as I had just woken up. She said sorry and left...

I could not go back to my dream and lay there trying to understand that dream... What the hell... What was that all about? But to my dismay I could not even go back to sleep... So I am here updating my blog...

I don't know how to start this...

The morning was good, B-G was next to me and we got woken up by the phone. The delivery was going to be made at around 10:30-40am... I had to call my speech therapist to get my app. for another time but she preferred to see me at the same time w/ my EarNoseThroat Doc... So the 25th at 11am will be my app...

The furniture got here... One of the delivery guys kept looking at me, made me feel self conscious. We found some defects to the furniture and they noted it. When they left we found another and let me tell you I was a bit angry and wanted to be return. We payed quite a sum for the pieces and one of the pieces that is damaged is worth 1400$, which is pretty expensive. B-G was like they can come and fix it. No, I want a new on!!! I called the store and complained and the night table will be fixed and the comode will be changed. It will take 3-4 weeks as they need to order it...

Called for the mattress and box spring... It will be delivered next Saturday the 26th... And on the 25th the dishwasher will be replaced... A whole new one, but the only thing I do not like is that the warranty will still be from Feb 2005 when we bought the one that died...

I did the most stupid thing... I cannot say what I did but I called Mondo to tell him but then I remember he's still at work. I need to talk to someone...

I spoke to my brother yesterday night for 1hr 1/2, the bill will be like huge! He knows a bit of Japanese I cant wait for him to arrive back home. Dates: Dec. 18 until Jan 5th... Great!!!

Sadness is consuming me and I cry as I write... It's foggy... Can I make sense of my feelings... what is wrong, why do I feel something is missing and something aches in my heart. The ache doesn't abate, why??? I listen to this song over and over again and it subsides my sadness...

I know, I know, I know...
by Tegan and Sara
From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love

Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day

House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love

I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love

The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

(Repeat twice)
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you


Am I being so stupid to feel so sorry for myself. I should be so happy, there is so much that I should be so greatful for.

This blanket of sadness has covered my heart and doesn't seem to want to let go.

Check this out... Instead of making pouring it into the individual cups and making a mess, like I always do. This is a great idea by Scuzzi/Alice.. I will be trying it out this weekend... Yep! A project for the weekend!!! Yummm... Can't wait! B-G will love it!

I want a piece right now, yumm with my coffee.... Aaaahhhh, drool, drool! ;-|~

iTune downloads galore... I bought over 15$ dollars of misc music! I also send Apple a msg asking them to allow to buy music from the Japanese Store... I would love to get some of the music!

I still love Ashburn by Yano Maki! Downloaded this song for free at music.download.com! I have learn the words in Japanese... I love it!! I got the lyrics from corichan, iTunes has a place where to place the lyrics which is great!!

While looking at my flickr contacts new photos came upon karl a guy that is going to Japan in a few weeks. Lucky man! I send him an email asking him where to find a good school to learn Japanese because at Concordia there is only one and don't offer other levels... Hopefully, he doesn't think I am like totally crazy...

Our bed was delivered yesterday... It was assembled and looks just beautiful... Pure Maple, we had asked the bed-maker to tint it the same color as the furniture we bought at La Maison Ethier... Tomorrow the furniture comes finally...

We are totally crazy, we just realizy that the furniture and the bed come out to be almost 6 grand... That's not including the mattress and box spring... This is a lot for furniture but it's worth it... I LOVE IT!!! I cannot wait to sleep in that gorgeous bed...

A little secret... We also got pillows that were more then a hundred dollars, but the sleep is wonderful. We don't have back problems like we did we the 40 buck pillows... I am happy that we got the 'Tempur' pillows. They are memory pillows, apparently NASA originally developed the foam technology to relieve the enormous force of gravity at liftoff.

Been reading about Hitomi and Ayumi at wikipedia...

Goddess featured me on her today's post which I appreciate so very much... Much love goes to her... I have helped her support her CD/lyrics donation... Please check her out she is an amazing person!!

I been reading about rss, xml, ect... laa... And got plugins for Firefox Sage and Pluck! Heard the #23rd Podcast of Otaku Generation! Amazing like always, Robin was not there, sucky! They are truly funny... I went to one of their links they have on there... Reading about dating in Japan at the Japan Times, the GOKON - Compa (a form of blind date) ritual! Western men can easily at times get dates but for western women who are seen as either teachers or Roppongi is much harder. The western woman has to more or less take the lead. Yikes! I'm so fascinated by this, curiousity has been part of my life and that's why at times I get into a bit of trouble, but not bad... When I was 22-23 I sort of went to a hotel room with 2 guys and made out very heavily with one of them and in the morning took them home to eat! Thank god nothing happened, when I told my friends, I thought one was going to have a heart attack from what I had said... I am not that crazy anymore grew up! Oh, my younger years, I miss them some times...

The Otaku Generation Podcasts are the freaken best/greatest! I love it!! So hooked!! It's all about what I am interested in. There is so much information! I love it!

Found out that G4TechTV was turned down by the CRTC to show anime on their channel! I cannot understand that, they are so freaken crazy!! What is so wrong with anime! That is just plain stupid!!

Here in Quebec we get like 10 real anime shows on YTV! I watch:
Inuyasha-9pm/Fri, 11pm/Mon-Thr, which is my favorite and runs in sequence on Fridays with new episodes and Mon through Thurs. with out a sequence.
Naruto-9:30pm/Fri, it's ok but found out on OG podcast that there are really alot of episode so far around 80 something...
Gundam Seed-10pm/Fri, 11:30pm/Tue, it keeps running with out sequence...
ZatchBell-8pm/Fri, I kinda like it.
.hack/SIGN-10:30pm/Fri, also keeps running with out sequence...
Ghost in a Shell: Stand Alone Complex-12am/Fri, 11:30pm/Thr, runs twice a week and it's comingto and end but it will probably run the same as .hack/SIGN and Gundam Seed.
Witch Hunter Robin-1am/Fri, 11:30pm/Wed, runs twice a week... And then there's Mew Mew Power (7:30am, 1:30pm Sun), Avatar: The Last Airbender (11:30am/Sat) , Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi (10:30am, 5:30pm/Sat, 4:30/Thr), Teen Titans (4pm/Mon-Fri, 9am/Sat) and Shaman King (12:30pm/Sat) which I watch once in a while. And the only ones during the day, all the regular ones that I watch are at night time usually pass 11pm... I dont watch the DragonBall, DragonBall GT & Dragonball Z animes, Hamtaro or D.I.CE.

My alternative is buying it... Which I have been doing for a while...

Today was sorta kinda blah... It's been snowing all day... the first blanket of winter... hee... Uploaded pics to flickr... I posted a it all at the kitties blog...

Read blogs... Goddess was the best! She invited me to gmail and now finally have one... I am so happy... I made her a little something but I also asked her maybe she can put a donate botton on her site to get her CDs payed for and maybe released sooner. I would be one of those people to donate... Plus, if she does that she may be able to put her lyrics onto her CD cover... that would be amazing!

I also got a new comment from nosthegametoo... A 26yr old from Chicago whose a cancer! He writes amazingly... he has 2 (x x) sites... I need to go and read some more... I got caught up on his posts for a bit and he is going onto my reads... heee...

I can't believe is 11:45pm almost midnight... B-G will becoming home soon... heee... He brought yummy lunch this afternoon! Thai food! Yumm!! heee...

I want to get this song: Dhoom Dhoom Machale by Sunidhi Chauhan, Indian song! I love all sorts of music...

Today I called Brault and Martineau for them to deliver the mattress and box spring! They said to call Friday! Dang! The bed will be delivered tomorrow... Ahhh, they're going to have to build it and we need to pay the $1400 for it, in cash! Everything else is paid for, thank god... The furniture from Maison Ethier will be delivered this Friday! The closet (ClosetMaid) will be done the first week of Dec. We also still need to look into the closet doors... We were thinking maybe of Sohji/Shoji doors... They are beautiful, but may cost a mint!

This was taken from sasha from her May 24/05 post!

F i r s t s
First car: don't drive...
First real kiss: 13yrs old by Wilfredo Mina
First funeral: I was 6yrs old it was my great aunt...
First pet: Kiska, a chitzu
First piercing/tattoo: pisces sign in 2002
First credit card: 19 yrs old a College master card that has long passed away!
First enemy: Evelyn, she was my bestfriend but ended up being the most loose and bitchy girl... I did meet her years later with 3 kids from like 3 different men... the beauty she once was, was long gone...

L a s t s
Last cigarette: 2003
Last car ride: Sunday Oct. 13th, we went to the west island and did the scrapbooking tour of all the stores - omer deserres, scrapbooking centrale, Tim's hobby shop and bonnidee...
Last kiss: about a minute ago, B-G made me a coffee and brought me a begal with cream cheese and smoke salmon spread...
Last good cry: a while a go... I can't even remember...
Last movie seen: Kamikaze Girls... At a cinema, I think it was a year ago, can't quite remember the movie, either.
Last beverage drank: yummy coffee....
Last food consumed: begal with whipped cream cheese and smoked salmon spread. and a oatmeal cookie.
Last phone call: Brault and Martineau for our mattress and box spring! Yah!! Finally our furniture will be here soon, too...
Last time showered: need to take one in about 10 min.
Last shoes worn: my nike sneakers...
Last item bought: scrapbooking stuff
Last annoyance: Mitsuru's constant meow!
Last time wanting to die: 2 days ago...

f a s h i o n | o t h e r s t u f f
Where is your favourite place to shop? la senza
What are some pieces of jewelry you always wear? 24kt bracel, chain and earings
What are you most scared of? the dark
What are you listening to right now? the sound of my pc being proved by my antivirus
Where and when do you want to get married? I still have no idea???
How many buddies are online right now? not on any msn or ymsg
What would you change about yourself? my laziness

H a v e | y o u | e v e r
Given anyone a bath? no
Smoked? no
Bungee jumped? no
Made yourself throw up? yes, too many to count!
Skinny dipped? yes, In 1998 a solidarity trip taken with my College to Nicaragua...
Ever been in love? yes, a few times...
Pictured your crush naked? yes
Actually seen your crush naked? yes
Lied? yes
Fallen for your best friend? no
Been rejected? yes
Rejected someone? yes
Been cheated on? no
Done something you regret? yes

c u r r e n t
clothes: a burgandy Marine tee and green hospital pants
music: Podcasts
desktop picture: anime - Sakura
cd in player: don't use a cd player, iPod! there are currently about 589 songs...
dvd in player: Kamikaze Girls

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: B-G
hugged: B-G
hit you: no one
you kissed: B-G

a r e | y o u
understanding: sometimes
arrogant: sometimes
Interesting: not really
Hungry: no
Moody: yes
Hardworking: yes
Shy: yes
Attractive: sometimes
Bored Easily: yes
Angry: sometimes
Sad: sometimes
Happy: sometimes
Hyper: not really
Trusting: yes
Talkative: yes

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
Kill: the freaken vitro-multiservice agent that keeps freaken calling!!!
Slap: myself
Look like: no one...
Talk to offline: no one...

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: neither I don't like them... YUK!
Tall or short: short, is cuter!

r a n d o m
In the morning I am: still tired
all you need is: a cup of strong brewed coffee
Love is: B-G
Last person you danced with: B-G
Who makes you laugh the most: B-G
Who makes you smile: B-G
Who has a crush on you: B-G

n u m b e r
of times I have had my heart broken: 1
of hearts I have broken: 27
of girls you've kissed: 2
of continents I have lived in: 2
of tight friends: 1
Of DVDs you own: 89
Of scars on body: 43

Woke to the sound of Mitsuru meowing like a mad cat! ThenI went to check the back balcony and found that the sliding door screen had fallen over night and was banging on the balcony railing... I had just woken up and the only thing I could think of was to bring it in... Now is resting in B-G's den... Wait til he comes home and sees what I did... He will probably put it up once again. Started to think this condo is falling apart at the seems... The walls are cracking the floors uneven, the front door gets stuck, the bathroom door doesn's lock plus it has not know, the closet doors to the water heater and laundry are broken, the intercome and bathroom fan is short circuitted, the kitchen floor is peeling off, the windows in the front let air in, both balconies need the rust removed, the floors need to be repaired, the fireplace needs a mantle, th bathroom floor has 2 of the tiles broken and I can go on an on but I am getting really depressed just thinking about all the stuff this place needs to be repaired... With our luck with renovation companies, I am now starting to get scared! Ahhh...

On a lighter note, I went blog-reading... The Goddess will be coming out with her CD in a few months!! I am so very happy for her!! Finally, all her duckies are getting in a row!! CONGRATS to her!! OLDCATMAN has the funniest post today... He made me laugh so hard! heee... Suzie had a very interesting post which I was thinking of getting a few recipes and voila she had a help me post! Sometimes, I get these easy finds which make me feel lucky, thanks to Suzie's post. Bloopy and Greg haven't posted in a while missed them... WTF is finally going for her training! Tim has been quite busy with Lady Jane, she's getting prettier and prettier as time passes and he puts so much hard work in her! I am rooting for him... He is a very lucky man but he works for what he wants truly hard! You go boy!!!! Bex has a new layout but I still see all her broken images... She has the 'don't direct link' message images all over her site... Hope she fixes it so I can see her beautiful design! I love the bunny with the cig in his mouth as part of her logo!!! Sweet!! And at Long's I went on a small rant about spam!! AAHHH!!! I HATE SPAM!!!

Got's to go B-G just came in with freshly made begals!! The best!!! YUM!!!!

well, the day started out normal... just passing through sites and listening to my podcast that I love!! Then a phone call to Mondo to see how's he feeling... He's still has his cold but atleast its almost the end... He won't be seeing his beautiful cute neice! :( So very sad...

Then decided to call for take-out! B-G was gone to his 12hr shift. I ordered Indian, as he asked... My cell rang, answered and it was Yoji... Asking what was I up to and if I was free... Ok, bored and with no one to really spend time with... I kinda said nothing and decided to meet him... Watched "La Portrait de Petite Cossette." Which I bought on Thursday when I met Miki... I spend like 300$ in pure anime. I have yet to disclosed this info to B-G... Yikes, he will have a heart attack... I will ease him into it! Then I asked that I wanted to watch Kamikaze Girls, I was so happy when he said 'I'll burn it for you'... Now, I just finished watching it and I love the song 'Hello My Friend' which is in Japanese... I want the soundtrack and I want to buy the real CD... I wonder what the extras are... heee... heee... I will ask my brother to get it for me while he's in Japan but I have to make sure it can play here in N.A. Region = All...

Brought my laptop and watched because his was downloading stuff... Came home an prepared food for B-G... he called me to tell me if I wanted something he was at the grocery store downtown, the only one open at midnight... He got me oatmeal yummy cookies... They will be great with a coffee tomorrow morning, yum can't wait to have one...

When to visit Jen and she had a link to a site which you can make lucky star wishes... Sweet... And I need to check out the RSS thing... Dang! Visit Tony and Suzie which her last post doesn't make sense??? Clicked on the url but nothing? JenJen put me straight about the list of her brothers... I thinking it was on his site... *maizzy knock on her head a few times... OLDCATMAN has the cutest story of a green puppy name Wasabi, but also has a dreadful story about a teacher who pleaded guilty of exploiting children. And out of jail w/out a bond!!!!! Unbelievable, what is this world coming to!! I am totally disgusted by this!!!!!

Thanks to otaku generation podcast #22 I found out about a rootkit, which was found by a programmer and blogger name Mark Russinovich on October 31, that Sony has implimented on 20 of its CDs to protect them. The problem is that the antipiracy technology can be abused by viruses which Windows PCs. There's been a variant of the Breplibot Trojan circulating that takes advantage of the file "$sys$drv.exe" in the Windows system directory. However, Sony has made the files visible but if you try to delete them it can be illegal.There is a class-action lawsuit which was filed las week in Los Angeles by a Southern California attorney representing California consumers. My best bet is to NOT to BUY Sony CDs! Until the matter is settled.

* Are You Infected with Sony-BMG's Rootkit?
* How To Spot Sony's Rootkit
* Sony BMG Sued Over Rootkit (Again), Trojan Spotted

1. Goodnight moon - Shivaree (sndtrk - Kill Bill Vol. 2)
2. Ashburn - Yano Maki
3. I'll miss you - Us
4. Everyday - Bif Naked
5. Don't you want me - Human League
6. Candy girl - Hitomi
7. That's why - Trish Thuy Trang w/ L. Nhat Tien
8. If we become a couple - Us
9. Never give up - Gallen Lo
10. Desenchantee - Ian Van Dahl
11. Ahora decide - Pimpinela
12. Can you keep a secret - Utada Hikaru
13. Rain on me - Ashanti
14. Breaking the rules - Diva & Alex To
15. Just like yesterday - J: Jung Jae Young
16. Missing you - Baby VOX
17. Redneck woman - Gretchen Wilson
18. Proud - Heather Small & Various Artists (sndtrk - Queer as Folk)
19. Izzo (H.O.V.A.) - Jay-Z
20. Lovers & friends - Lil Jon, Ludacris, The East Side Boyz & Usher

Waiting on the 'Kamikaze Girls' (trailer, review 1, review 2) dvd that may eventually make its way to the west!! The Gothic Lolita style, that is in Japan! Japanese seem to be very addicted to the brand new stlyles that no one else has either tried or invented!

This movie is totally cute and I still have yet to see it in its entirety! Pretty interesting! The Jap-guy introduced me to this movie and for that I am thankful to him! I still also want to get the movie 'NANA.' Based on a manga which I have seen samples of it and I don't like the type of drawings... Too yucky for me, I am more into the look of doll like and cuteness of with big eyes... Heee, Heee...

A few changes to my regular reads:
* JAG's blog is now on her new domain name JustAGirl!
* chicken little has also moved and has created a very asian feeling! Yummy!!!

I spoke to my sister, I offered to go with her in early Dec to go get her things from her ex in SC... He finally has moved on with someone else... He never kept his promise to send my sis back her things so now she has to drive 8hrs to get her stuff! She will be going during her time off from her job. Been trying to get intouch with my bro to no avail... I and B-G didn't vote for the new Mayor! Whatever!! I will be meeting the Japanese lady on thurs at 2pm either at a metro or a coffee shop... What ever she dicides I am ok with that! The jap-guy has dissapear from the face of the earth and I relaly don't care... He so into his shit that maybe that he has no time anymore to teach me! Plus, he's very advance in English and doesn't really need any practice. My thinking is that he wanted more then a LE person! ASS!!

I also, been trying to call Mondo, it was his b-day on the 6th!! Hope he passed it good! Will have our Lost call tomorrow night! I'll try to call him tonight to see if he's in!

Scrapbooking has been a fad of mine since last year when B-g and I took our vacation in California for 3weeks... I found a scrapbooking store and I was hooked... Got a few embellishments and a Mrs. Grossman's scrapbook and I was set! To start my vacation photo album!! Now I am doing the TO trip of 2003! I have collected many things now! But I still need a good cutting tool or machine that can help me! Caught up with my podcasts from Odeo and been listening to japan-a-radio on iTunes everyday! I am hooked... Sometimes go on to the wnetwork to play mahjong... It's addictive!!

Finally watched Inuyasha the 3rd movie, which I bought a few weeks ago... I been so into other things...

what a pain in the ass... I just lost a post! damn!!! Stupid Opera, it said it uploaded the post and then when i went to check it! It was the old version of my post! Sucks to be me!!!!!!

This afternoon I got a called from Bonidee and my stensils are in... I wanted to go so bad and get them but B-G was out and about... I waited and go dressed... He came home and cooked himself something to eat and we headed out the door as the store closed at 6pm.

I got my stensils and a new little gadget 'eyelets' to put on my pages... plus, got a few other pages, a embossing pen, a red embossing powder and stickers for my scrapbook. I need to take in my scrapbooks to see what kind of pages go on them. Plus, i need to buy another crapbook... Have also joined a few Yahoo scrapbooking groups which have shown me tons of new fonts and other strategies of doing a theme page! Pretty fun!!!

Watched Inuyasha, Naruto, Webdreams, Sin Cities and Family Business... And opened all my goodies... Oh we even headed to Best Buy as we needed an extra power cord for the office that by the way I cleaned somewhat yesterday. Not completely clean as there is so much crap there and B-G doesn't want to get rid off... AAAHHH, don't get me started, I feel he is a pack-rat and I have gotten over that and want only new things... That is why I shop until I drop... Ohh, I got '50 First Dates' Soundtrack... It was nice listening to it on our way home...

Been doing some scrapbooking surfing [digital freebies, digital scrapbooking] and found 2 machines which I look pretty nifty they are by Xyron. The Xyron Personal Cutting System cuts shapes and prints them out... Pretty cool... The Wishblade does somewhat the same thing. Gut the Personal Cutting System looks cuter but its already on backorder until March... Plus, its less money I guess because you don't use it with a PC. I bought a year ago a Xyron sticker maker which is cute, its in a shape of an 'X.'

I am tired... I went to bed at 5 am this morning and woke at 9:40am... Haven't gone to sleep... Sleep is good...

For the past 3 days I been trying to upload my post! Blogger didn't allow me to post nothing, something to do with error found in Java... bla... bla... What a pain in the behind!! Now finally, I am trying to upload my post from the 1st!

So the day went ok... I cleaned and re-organized B-G clothes, it took me for ever. I was so tired and my back is been in pain for the last few hours... But atleast most of B-G stuff that he wanted to be organized I did and I also got some of my scrapbooking stuff done!

I got an email from Tony which brighten my day! I will be waiting for his blook Stiff #2 'The Stairs' version because it's out of print! I am so happy for him that his sales are going so great! I order my 3 books, I even asked him if he had them in hard-cover but Cafepress doesn't publish on hard-cover. Still I am happy! heee... It reminded me of a the Seinfeld episode of Kramer and his coffee table book!

I went around and checked out 2 new blogs: rajamya and asian media critics. Also I been looking for a good Electronic Japanese Dictionary which has Romaji input and output! I found the 'Trilingual Talking Electronic Dictionary GD-128' & 'Partner-EJ400T' which caught my eye... Still, its more gear to the Japanese person instead of the English person who wishes to learn.... AAAHHH!!!'I have to really look around...

My cable provider is been giving free channels for a month and I have been hooked on G4TechTV! I found from callforhelp that Microsoft has a project called 'Strider HoneyMonkey.' Microsoft, apparently, isn't sharing the malicious sites they find with other browsers (Firefox, Opera, etc...) that exploits browser vulnerabilities, but they have band the sites with malicious code from MSN. I found this so useful for someone like me who is petrified of being screwed by others... I found that the honeypot has been used to detect early viruses before they spread and other malicious code.... So, now I been reading project research notes and all that stuff... Pretty fun!

I been thinking of switching to Linux as there is a very pretty interesting browser called 'Konqueror' it has some pretty nifty tricks like if you go to a web page and its in another language it translates it right there on the spot it uses babelfish. I will be getting 'Moving to Linux: Kissing the Blue Screen of Death Goodbye!' by Marcel Gagné which also heard it from callforhelp. Apparently, you can install Linux on a Mac called yellow dog linux, so now I could get to know it better on a my pc and then try it out on my new Mac that I will be getting after the holidays!! YAH!!! Yes, that will be one of my major yummy gifts... I also would love to get a sewing machine! But I don't know if I should wait for the one's I am looking at to go down in price!

I made a few cards for peeps... I know some don't celebrate but I didn't want to forget them. I don't have everyone's emails. So, that was my mid-morning spend on... I had fun making them...

I went to see Yoji and we studied Japanese. He looked really tired but studying was fun! It was short 1hr 1/2... I need to study alot! Heee.... Heee...

I need to send an email to Jen at cutsie.net to ask her about the kawaii-SASE thing!! I bought a box but how do I buy the freaken stamps for it! AAAHHH... I am such a looser sometimes... Yikes!