I went to bed at 7:20am and woke at around 10:55am... I was up all night copying B-G's resume onto his laptop... As the PC that had his resume kind of died! The motherboard! So, it took me 4 hours... Freak, his resume is 6 pages long! So much education and work and other stuff!! My 2 1/2 page cv looks like shit compare to his! I am exhausted... but I had to get up B-G has a meeting with his Dept. Dir. about his job... They apparently do this every year. I told B-G that he better give me something HUGE!! He slept while I did his resume... He was tired from working an 11hr shift! My back aches so much... Too bad it doesn't ache from something else, wink wink...

Anyways, yesterday night I spend time on reading my favorite blogs! Aaah, Tony was in NY for a conference that was part of his new job at Buzznet!! Lucky man, he does the rounds... heee... I am waiting for him to get back to me about my blooks. He is so sweet he had put me on his side bar links and left me for a few times...

Plus I have decided that I will buy another 'How To Blog' not signed to lend out and show around. I have learned from previous occasions people sometimes don't take care of your stuff, when you want to keep it nice! That I have learned and I buy a second copy if I am going to share it! Crazy right, but it just has happened to many times... Plus, sometimes people don't give it back to you. Like My ex I lended (while we were going out) him my 'Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy,' (which the hard cover has changed from the deep green to a navy blue color cover, ASS...) we broke up and never returned it! ASS!! I loved that book and my friend Mondo gotten it for me long time ago at a store that doesn't exist any more. I seem not even to remember the freaken store name!! AAAAhhh, there was a bookmark of the name of freaken store in that book! ASS (did I alredy call him that, well he is!)!! Yeah, I can buy another but the memories of when I open that book again would be of remembering my ex (which I do not want to!) because he never returned it and I had to buy a new one! I wonder when he will contact me to make the transfer stuff... Yeah, what I love shopping! I been thinking of it every freaken night before I go to bed. I lay there thinking I wonder how the transaction will go? Why do I seem to loose brain cells sometimes when I think stupidly! AAAhhhh!

Alexa is in Prague, with one of her (how can I put it??) guys and the wife... Shit, went down which I hope all turned out, OK... She really has a great life too, sorta fun... Why didn't I think of that when I was younger, now that I am old forget it! Heee... Oh well, that is another lifetime ago!

Shit I always think of good things when I watch TV, I wonder why that is? But then I forget them and they are left in my subconscious which I hope I don't get Alzheimer's and I can retrieve those moments (which most likely it will never happen, moving on...) when I look like a freaken prune. I also wonder if I will be alive to be old? I often wonder about that, it seems that I will not, I have the most reasurance feeling that I will not make it to my golden years... I am getting wierdo now! Forget it!

I also spend yesterday writting to my Japanese penpals which I love like crazy. It's about the most rewarding thing I have been doing these days! I bitch too much here and say and do stupid shit which I care to not to mention! I have like over 20 penpals and I seem to keep all of them in mind! But I have only chatted on yahoo to 2 of them... Both guys! It was really fun!I love the talking chat! It's so much fun!! heee... Plus, my cam is great!! I never use it really I leave it to collect dust most of the time! My mom doesn't have one and she would not know how to use it... My sister is to busy with my niece and my baby brother is well young and wants to hang out with his girl and friends then talk to his old sister... heee... Plus, his job in the military, his school and being in Japan is all probably too much not adding me to the mix would just... I just don't want to bother him... I miss him... I am so happy that he will be coming back for the holidays!! We are going! He will also go to Cali to visit his dad... Which I hate that man but that's another story... Too many sad memories, must be left in the past!

I just went to check my email an Sylvain (married to a Vietnamese lady, and living in Japan - lucky lucky lucky!!!) just send me an email. Which was so sweet... heee... He just inform me how to download Bit Tornado and then send me the site to download AINORI episodes and get the subtitles which Tonydesu has graciously done. It's a show about people who travel through out the world in a pink bus and try to get to know each other and become a couple. If you choose that person and the person chooses you to then you have a match and get off the bus. A new person(s) comes into the picture once there is a connection or if the person asking to get together is kicked of... That is sound funny and pretty interesting! Apparently it's pretty big in Japan... Sounds fun! I found Sylvain through YUL Blogs... Sylvain is willing to help if I get too stressed over not getting the program and all the other stuff. What a sweety!

I am in love with Ashburn by Yano Maki. I downloaded her free song and it's superb. I wish more artist would do that. Because then it would encourage to buy the CD...Wel, that is what I think! I been learning the lyrics which I got via Cori. I am really thinking of getting her CD... Oh, now I want also the Utada English CD she has out! And Hatomi has a new CD too... Well, I want so much! heee... I am thinking if I should get one of those pen thingies that you write in the pc? Shit what are they called? I hate when I become illiterate and forget things. I feel I am not smart and then get freaken scared that I should have been a veggie instead... WTH is it called! Now, I have to go and google the dumb-thingy! What a freak I am!!! I hate that I cannot seem to remember word am I become stupid as I age... Shit maybe that is why I have a bad feeling of growing old! Damn!!! Damn!!!