I tend to spill so much onto my emails and well is it worth it. Am I being to explicit or to foward on what I say. Hopefully, it's ok on the reciever part. I have been really bla bla to some and well I have yet to get a response. I know I am not important and what I say doesn't at times matter. Still my emails have been spam to a few.

I genuinely care and probably that is why I get such hurt and broken hearted. In one hand I can count the true friends I have. I don't feel sorry for myself or anything that is just the way life is and will be. I accept it! I have no regrets. All the past friends that have tried to take my boyfriends away, never succeeded. I say have good life. The friends that drop from the face of the earth I say hope your life is going as planned. And to those friends I shared my heart and soul to and said they would be there no matter what. Hopefully, you have someone in your life who is all that and more.

O.K. enough of the bs... No regrets, right!