bloopy made my day... he so sweet... he made me feeled warm. i was reading his post on the shitty architectual make-over! made me laugh, as it's so true exec's never know what the lower rank peeps are ever thinking.. heee.. you go boy! heee..monkeybutt... mr. peabody! heee... i got bloopy from tony, which i was relaly happy and still am.

later... much later i am feeling this...
every now and then i am so sad about things in my life... killing myself is the best thing to do at times, but why is it that i am a pathetic chicken to do it. tried it 3 times and the last was going to be the end but instead the concierge came in and called 911. i get happy, i get sad, i get angry! but all comes up to the same thing... i can only help myself no one else can do it for me i try but it doesn't work!