how nerdy am i:


http://www.youyesyou.net/blog.html
http://www.tabulas.com/~MikeyMike/
http://pinuptoons.com/
http://clearmymindonceagain.blogspot.com/
http://chicky.net/
http://www.neuvel.net/quebec.htm
http://www.buzzmachine.com/
http://megami.starcreator.com/nanaca-crash/
http://diagrammedboy.blogspot.com/
http://www.thejerms.com/
http://www.humanforsale.com/
http://www.maystardesigns.com/journal.html
http://wwwww.yoll.net/
http://pretty-percusso.blogspot.com/

http://www.realguide.com/
http://www.dreamvision-entertainment.com/dvw/tutorials/blendtut.html
http://sky.ti-fi.com/home.php - i love the layout... it's beautiful!!
http://www.ex.org/
http://milky.nu/
http://seiya.xuki.net/200.php
http://www.echthroi.org/

thanks to cutsie.net the following were surfed:
http://kiokun.net/ - thx for the mp3, wallpapers... yah
http://catlady.biz/Catyear.html
if b-g & i were cats i be: 4.428571
& b-g be: 5.571428
http://www.catlady.biz/
http://www.cuddle-bug.net/
http://missdy.org/:
http://lovetransit.net/ -
http://www.radioblogclub.com/

got some fonts & brushes for ps from: http://my-fault.net/dhd/fonts.php
some other fonts & brushes: http://my-fault.net/index.php

http://sm.teacupstorm.net/
http://nahnah.shimmering-twilight.net/

pretty normal... surprised... as im getting depressed by the passing of the days... they dont have a pathetic/feel sorry for self category.... aarrrggghhh!!

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: pesonality test
URL for more info: disorder info.

OCM - 3 more days!!!!

i wanna switch... the steps to take:
#1. buy MAC
#2. get software -- the switch pc to mac:

• office product = ThinkFree Office
• email (maybe???) = .mac
• anti-virus = norton (of course!!!)
• music player = itunes (have!!)
• compression = stuffit

#3. then go to weekend project to get the info on how to...yah!

OK... so for now it's a dream but soon very soon... it won't be!!


oc tee


my lunch

this moring my attitude was:
my boyfriend is driving me batty... he doesn't know what he really wants... he asked me for my opinion and then what he says to me '... but finally its my decission!' aaarrrggghh!! crap!

as time went on the situation shifted to:
from: justagirl post of Wed./03-02-05
I AM: shy and perverted
I HAVE: things i don't share on this blog
I WISH: i could vibrate my essence on to something meaningful...
I HATE: people who are fake,
I FEAR: that i may sometimes lie which i may hate myself for it...
I HEAR: things that may be crazy at times
I WONDER: why do we make our lives so complex when it can be so simple
I REGRET: not returing that kiss on that night, to that girl a long time ago...
I LOVE: b-g w/ all my heart...
I ALWAYS: want to be happy and make others happy (is that pathetic?)
I AM NOT: a freak or simple minded...
I DANCE: to all that can be listen too... even if i look like a fool!
I SING: even though i sound like a cat is screetching... teeheee...
I CRY: during the most zappy moments in a movie...

loved this... was not prepared to do this but found the guts... teeheehee... here is the 2nd part:

YES or NO QUESTIONS???
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes... sorta... blog/paper (for those moments of clarity!)
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes... even though i have burn 2 kitchens down, heee...
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yep.. but that stays in the closet w/ many others... heee...

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes... keanu reeves...
WANT TO GET MARRIED: it depends, sometimes...
GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes, airplanes.. i need pills, pass out time...
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no! junkie freak more like it!
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: same as always, brown-crap! too scared to go any other color...
EYE COLOR: brownishly-icky...
BIRTHPLACE: somewhere in the middle of a valley... heee..
FAVORITE NUMBER: 8
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday - scary and romantic at the same time...chills... yum...
MONTH: marchish...
SONG: too many but for now - my boo w/ alicia keys and usher...
SEASON: spring... so pretty!
DRINK: dr. pepper

and the pain is gone... released the tention and function well after... heee....

inspiration has a meaning for that i know i cherish... a blemish is just a speck in a circle that is complex... try to solve it and it gets worse... try to cure it and it takes time... leave it alone and it will go away...

thanks to justagirl...


Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

same as hers...heee... i cannot post on her site... i wanted to tell her that IKEA is one place where i can spend hours looking around... sleeping in the beds... and playing with the kids games...heee... b-g and me had luch there a few times... heee... that is bad i think when u eat and go back to shopping... i need to buy curtains too.. hee... k tomorrow is IKEA day! yah!!! gosh, 14 days 'til my b-day... jusagirl b-day is 31 days that makes her an ARIES...

woke at around 9.30 am.. took shower... got kyanna ready... and had a coffee... headed out around 11.30am to home depot... spent like 2hrs there... looking at sinks, shower heads, carpets, floors, faucets, bathroom accesories and paint for kyanna's room. that will be her b-day present from me... after we went to a pet store and got an aquarium and 2 goldfish w/ fantail... our cat has been eyeing the fishies, i think she thinks there are her desserts... heee... so funny... kyanna thinks its not funny that the cat is eyeing the fishies for food! yum!! heee... b-g gave me the cutest cheezy-crackers... cute...

today was cleaning my password and wallpaper day... as i did all that... i was curious and landed on SAJ and clicked on some of her links which brought me to e_monkey and that led me to T.O. gal, who's getting married on Oct 29... halloween... cool... happy for her...
made diner for b-g before he went to work... now, watched BET and i had to get the new song from Nivea ft. lil' jon& youngbloodz - "OKAY"... yah! still thinking if i should get "girl fight" by brooke valentine...
got an email from joy. as i let her know about her broken links and i got some brushes & fonts... i felt really happy as i usually don't get any bla bla back... i still want to stay somewhat not known... i like it like this...
i still can't post at justagirl...what the f#$%!! i will try to post here instead what i feel...

i went to justagirl and well i still can't comment... i do want to leave some stuff at times cuz it makes me think and then bla bla wants to come out.. heee... from there i headed to ynotopaco i read a bit of his blog & profile... he's got a new home w/ his lamb... i took to his who's linking me! heee... clicked on auterrific [clicked on her TTLB Ecosystem @ truthlaidbear, read what it was all about. thinking if i should do it, too! yah!], uberbitch, x-mas blog & your dirty mind.. which i was not expected the xxx stuff... yikes! heee... at TTLB Ecosystem i clicked on the canadian blogs {and cnd} from there i clicked on next blog... which led me to blogenlust then next blog to humour not humor and last to brian which i left a comment to. heee...
thinking of putting the trafficzap but still in the burner for now that was gotten from cutsie! jen has become one of my regulars... hee and also fenina!
came upon japander - commercials/advertisements of western actors/resses in Japan. a way to make fast money in Japan! yah! through kungfoo [it's a great site... i love it!! ]! which i decided to get hosted by dreamhost cuz they had it... heee... at kungfoo read a few articles:
teachers and their students: mary, debra & pamela
baby thrown out of car
gia & her kinky whoopie
drinking through an enema
rabbi gives herpes to babies & one died
Venezuelan prez trying to be the next hitler
army chick demoted for showing her boobs
commercials are now part of ifilm
16 yr old scalped
20 yrs later a hit & run victim starts to talk
some guy in wales cut his twins

watched the O.C. & now watching Point Pleasant... yep! i'm hooked... heee... will check the smoking gun later...

went to bed so late 4.30am, watching chinese movies... got up took shower and ate something... b-g got upset with me because i wasn't helping clean. so i did the dishes but that was not enough. he laid it to me that i was not doing my part in the house... i have been told that i have to clean the litter and my schedule has been given... mon., wed. & fri. he even wanted me on a schedule to feed kitty... crazy! 'if i don't feed her you do and vice versa!' yikes... let's see now i just got told what cup and glass to use, i am getting a bit cheesed on that... damn... anyways, gotta go and square it all out... before i go mad!

btw: i still can't comment at justagirl. i think there is html error or code something cuz aaarrrrgggghhh... it's like been for like ever!! hope that the comments thingy will be ok soon...

my gifts... yah!

so the morning started out at 6.30 am... couldn't go back to bed... tried to wake b-g no use... then, net time... decided to check my emails... and found spam like always and some really good emails...
the movie that could have been - batman: year one it almost happened... heee.. thanks to sloan[one of the great emails i got!!] via him i found this and i found it to be very interesting..
sloan is a blogger guy who wrote me and i found it to be so sweet.. i feel a bit bad that i did not send sooner but i was out of town for like 5 weeks... visiting family in VA... he has such an interesting site... i been there like for 1hr and i still want more... heee... funny...
i have to admit this but i like to read my hosts' newsletters... i find them to be so funny...
aaarrrggghhhh... i cannot seem to post to justagirl... aaaaahhhh.... its been like for ever... i try let me tell you... aaaaahhhhhh.... why does it work for everyone else and not me!! i hate it!!! aaaahhh!!
todays event are: shopping and more shopping...

HERE IT IS:


the box of JOY!!


THE PODDY!

the day started out like always. early 6.30 am! got all my stuff ready, mom drove me. as i was going through security it was crazy... it took about 20 min. due to over packing the freaken x-ray machine was not seeing things.. and they don't take any chances now a days. so they took me aside with my carry-on and took it apart.. they test it for, i have no idea... crazy... then they took everything out... and i may have lost my cd & info on my IPOD due to them taking out everything. i put it all together and left.. spent the next hr listening to my PODDY! there was a hand full of people on the plane. it went ok... just there was this guy that i thought was sorta interesting as i look so closely to his scalp he had done a hair transplant for hairloss.. i had never seen one so close in my life... good for him but i also thought are we becoming so self involved that we need to make the most crazy thing to ourselves... i think human beings are nuts... and i am one of those NUTS! heee... but with out the plastic!
so, then we got left at i think the old terminal or something cuz it took forever to get to the customs people, and once there crap there was like a 15 min. line due to some airfrance flight that came in like jumbo jet style... crap.. then the freaken customs chick needed to fill out this form for me as i send some of my personal crap over the mail! it like took for ever... then i went down to get my luggage which there were no signs to flight 317c. over the intercom comes a dude 'flight 317 luggage is on #1 bla, bla, bla!!' got it and helped out this lady with hers... she thank me. decided to follow her as i thought she was going to the exit but instead ended up in the bathroom i had to wait but as she got out she said the flushy thing did not work so she offered to look after my stuff... i thanked her and we parted ways. call b-g and he was just waiting behind the double doors. i saw him and felt so much love for him.. i was so glad that finally i was home and with my one and only!
the car died... heee! rented a neon with plates from Ont. b-g was a bit off.. i asked him what was wrong and he just gave me a smile and chuckled... i asked 'what is it, hon! tell me cuz you know i will find out sooner then later.' we stopped at the vietnamese yummy place to pick up lunch, but still no answers.. until.. we were close to the house! saying 'you're going to kill me. i did something bad!' not until i came into the house did i understand... waiting was:


the dish washing machine

i knew that he had bought:

goes in the bathroom!

took a few of ms carly!

yes..


lounging!

then i was given:

my 1st. part of v-day present!

i decided to give him his presents:

his v-day gifts

went on a link a link thingy this evening... crazy... so needed to check on tony so then i read... as i read,, he had been linked by david nevaro on his blog, i couldn't believe that carmen electra's husband had a blog... ok so then i ended up at his place... i read a few days and some of the comments left by, i guess, his regulars. so then i scrowled and then saw the SC sign which a while ago i had gone there... went to check out the girl 'voltaire.' read her bio and glanced at her blogish thing but no pics... she is pretty cute... so then i went back checked out camp freddie (cool surprised that so many artist had gone and jammed with!), the calendar (pretty much what will becoming up for him, i guess, too bad that i will not be able to see the vh1 wedding thing! sad, as i live out of the US), agency artwork (pretty goth, i guess), freak* 6767 (julien, goodies, logos stuff) and indie 103.1fm and i did the vote for the 'best quote'- ofcourse "Office Space - "Might Be Showing Her My O Face." i clicked on the yummy Carl jr star only eaten in the freaken west!! oooh CARLS JR., only found in the west of the US... dang!!! i got to thinking about what else was there that was not here jack in the box and yep! my moms and my fav. 'beef bowl - YOSHINOYA.' i miss that yummm. i called their 3 so i can link them cuz you need to ask them first. but they are open mon-fri 9-6pm so i will call! i think i am crazy, oh well!! oooh there is also, something else... yummy chicken... that is not found here in the east! 'EL POLLO LOCO' it's a spanish thing.. heee... most probably my bro is eating beefbowl as there's some locations there in Okinawa... dang! lucky bastard!! hopefully they will open some here in the east... i don't know what they are waiting for, truly it would do great!! so that is my night... i am hanged on the freaken song... flock of seagulls 'i ran...' what is wrong with me... i also, cannot post for the sake of me, at justagirl... what the heck!! i hate when blogspot is out of order... dang!!

i just wen to oldcatman and then i decided to try it one last time... and bammmmmm.... got it... i was so happy... heee... i been leaving comments on peeps about my sh#@! jen jen is in Japan... lucky girl!!! cross my fingers that i will go with my family in late spring... fingers still cross... dang hard to write... heeee.... just a girl got a new look... wow, bright orange but its all her... heee... she really is funny, love to read her. she can post thing which truly are cute, interesting and xplicit... heeee... i love it!! rieke is sweet as always, she bought a fogging machine and put on her site if anyone around her area needed to borrow it... what sweetness she is... it impresess me that people like that do exist! tried to comment on her site yesterday but i couldn't... maybe today??? demi is still good... Mii's been a bit sick... poor girl! makes me sad that such a young girl has so much on her shoulders... hope she's doing good... oldcatman is on the washing day phase today... i am truly glad that he is back... he is the first thing i go to when i log onto the net... he makes me laugh and really think about things in the world... missy is still in the walls but she is apparently eating which is good... oldcatman talks to her so that will probably get her out eventually... she sounds like she is shy, like my carly... heee... so, the news on ms. carly from b-g is that she has a red mark of her collar on her neck. b-g gave her a bath and left it on her... he says that she is endouring the showers now... but i told him not to give her too many... once a month is plenty... he just doesn't like her shedding but we cannot due nothing about that except cover the couches and bedding... but i will get stuff that's light so the hair won't show... reminds me... IKEA is the next stop when i get home... heee... i need to get new color wraps for the sofas maybe beige or baby blue... heee... i have to think about that... i truly miss b-g!! he missess me so very much, too... which sorta makes me happy... heee... well, need to finish packing and buy some music before i go... oohh my list of purchased to date:

Name ------------------- Artist
Candy Shop -------------------- 50 Cent
I Ran ------------------------- A Flock of Seagulls
Only U ------------------------ Ashanti
Wonderful --------------------- Ashanti, Ja Rule & R. Kelly
Oye Mi Canto ------------------ Big Mato, Daddy Yankee, Gem Star, N.O.R.E. & Nina Skyy Edwin Almonte, Linnette Vasquez, Natalie Albino, Nicole Albino, R. Ayala, R. Ramirez & Victor
Drive ------------------------- The Cars
One, Two Step ----------------- Ciara featuring Missy Elliot
Goodies ----------------------- Ciara featuring Petey Pablo
Show Me ----------------------- The Cover Girls
Don't Dream It's Over --------- Crowded House
Say It Isn't So --------------- Daryl Hall & John Oates
Title and Registration -------- Death Cab for Cutie
Lose My Breath ---------------- Destiny's Child
Soldier ----------------------- Destiny's Child & Lil Wayne
9 to 5 ------------------------ Dolly Parton
Jolene ------------------------ Dolly Parton
Coat of Many Colors ----------- Dolly Parton
Gotta Get Up from Here -------- Ellie Lawson
On Your Porch ----------------- The Format
I Just Wanna Live ------------- Good Charlotte
Drive Away -------------------- Gratitude
Numb / Encore ----------------- Jay-Z & Linkin Park
Get Right --------------------- Jennifer Lopez
What You Want ----------------- John Butler Trio
The Gambler ------------------- Kenny Rogers
Islands in the Stream --------- Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton
You'll Never Guess Who Died --- The Kinison
Cherish ----------------------- Kool & The Gang
Celebration ------------------- Kool & The Gang
Fresh ------------------------- Kool & The Gang
Ladies Night ------------------ Kool & The Gang
Joanna ------------------------ Kool & The Gang
Louis XIV --------------------- Louis XIV
Our House --------------------- Madness
Scandalous -------------------- Mis-Teeq
Broken Promises --------------- Moments In Grace
Mr. Telephone Man ------------- New Edition
Cool It Now ------------------- New Edition
If It Isn't Love -------------- New Edition
When I'm Gone (Sadie) --------- No Address
The Phantom of the Opera ------ Original London Cast
Freek-A-Leek ------------------ Petey Pablo
Shallow ----------------------- Porcupine Tree
Oh Sheila --------------------- Ready for the World
Can't Fight This Feeling ------ REO Speedwagon
Funny Little Feeling ---------- Rock 'n' Roll Soldiers
Welcome to My Life ------------ Simple Plan
Pressure ---------------------- Skindred
Drop It Like It's Hot --------- Snoop Dogg & Pharrell Williams
Yesterday Never Tomorrows ----- The Stills
Sign Your Name ---------------- Terence Trent D'Arby
Everyday ---------------------- Toby Lightman
Lost Control ------------------ Unwritten Law
My Boo ------------------------ Usher & Alicia Keys

pluck - wanna put it on my pc... need to wait...

gravatar - thanks to brigit

4homepages - found interesting...
vierstra.com/4templates - 2nd thing i found interesting

radioblogclub - need to go see it...

mycardmaker.com make your own greeting cards... pretty cute...

dooce - ???
courtneyelizabeth - ???

http://www.kitchenaid.com/ - this is my fav. site. i want one. well suppose to have one for x-mas 2004... still waiting... heee.. for the one i truly want... still on the look out for it!

Are You Cut Out For Marriage?
b-g & my horoscope
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
A Taurus moves to the other extreme. This sign is associated with kindness, sensitivity, steadfastness, loyalty, and the ability to give the sort of love that most people only dream of. Taureans are blatantly monogamous, so Taurus is definitely the marrying kind. Unless you feel stifled by closeness, a Taurus would make an excellent spouse.

Pisces (February 19 - March 20)
Pisces dreams from childhood of the charming prince marrying the beautiful princess and living happily ever after. They carry this ideal into their adult relationships. If you have fallen for a Pisces - which is easy - make sure they're aware that you are NOT some kind of perfect being. If they love your faults as well as your virtues, you've found a jewel!

past stuff i found on a .txt file i had:
FANLISTINGbut it has a pop up which not even my norton can stop it! dang!!
TEA MAY HAVE TOO MUCH FLOURIDE

i got me my IPOD photo, he's so cute (gonna put some pics once back home)!! yah!!! i love it!!! got it 3 days ago, Feb. 6, 2005. also, i got to listen to it in the car yesterday but then my POD got wierd on me in the evening. so today i went to exchange it at best buy. got a new one... he's still in the box... i have to charge it for 5hours... used itunes and have spent already $15... i am so bad... got me music for .99 cents a pop... heee... can't wait to go home... heee... i'm leaving back to Canada on the 14th Feb. monday...

chinese new year is today... it's the year of the ROOSTER!

for the past 10 minutes i have been trying to access my site... what the F!! nothing now that i logged into blogger then i get the preview thing and then i do get maizzy.com... what the F!! so, the evening was started with Teen Titans... yumm... so, then my sis came over with her man {i met him for the second time, he was the sargent of my bro... hee...} & my niece... we went to OUTBACK! had 2 martinis, choco & pineapple... i dontdrink and i am truly drunk like a skunk!!! darn!! ok so like i was saying the freaken site was down... for the $300 i pay a yr what the F!! k and to find out that i cannot stream music or video on my site... my host doesn't provide it, sucky! dang!!! that's my rant of the night!

so finally i feel like blogging... nothing much has happened in my life... except next week i will be getting me an IPODphoto ooh baby!!! it will be my new love... for a while... heee... i cannot wait! my mother will be getting it for me as i asked for it instead of money... for services rendered... she wanted me to pay much more but i just told he i wanted an IPODphoto and that is all the payment she can give me plus it could be the combination x-mas/b-day present. that kills like 3 birds with one stone...heeee... so much better... i feel it... she's like no i will give you something for your b-day i said no... and i just wanted the IPODphoto. sometimes she is to generous and so my sis, who by the way is married and has a child, and my brother [him not too much! but still], take advantage of it.. heee... i don't ask her, even if she offers... for godness sake i'm 30yrs old. i still feel sorta wierd that she's getting me the IPODphoto but i just put it together with b-day/x-mas so that should make me feel a bit better, not! heee!



sis went to see her man and took niece with her to SC. ARMY men.. heee... bro is still in Japan... finally the taxes for the employees have been done... on thursday, we were done... YEAH!!! now its the business ones... YIKES!!! clean the house for the past 2 weeks... dang did my mom have tons of paper and clothes everywhere... finally everything its in its place... the cleaning people she has hired don't do crap!! i hate people who don't work for their money, who are lazy and ass-H@#%&... and i cannot say anything as it is my mothers duty... she doesnt want me to get into things like that,anyways, she said she will handle it herself.. hopefully or eventually soon!



OLDCATMAN / WOLFMAN / ??????? is back in action... so is miss DAWN has gotten back to her weekly updates... she now is in the USA living there with her brand new husband... no longer living in TO...



what is wrong with me... i am thinking of B... why??? he is no longer in my life.. i felt no appreciation for the x-mas gift i gave him... i guess the material thing was never his thing... ooh well... to hell with him... no not really... freaken man!! i do love my b-g he is the best thing that has happened to me! i would never change him for anyone.. he's the sweetest and kindest man i ever known... he spoils me rotten which is good and bad... heee...

i was suppose to leave today but i bought another ticket to leave on the 14th, Valentine's day!! i bet Carly - kitty is missing me. i miss her so very much. i would have loved her to come... but ruffus would have scared the fur off her... heee... such a dumb-ass dog... i tell you... he is! what did he do but some how pulled the direct tv cables of the wall and chewed them up... we called to get them fix $70 but then that same night he found the connections that went into the house and chewed them up too... my mom was like dang dog.. something is wrong with him, he might be wanting more love then its been given... but dang i am here and we play and i take him out, more like he takes me for a walk, he is not properly train... anyways, i fix it with duck tape, its the miracle tape!!

my brother's recruiters' kids.. [3yr. old] Katie & [7yr. old] Tyler...

it's 2 o'clock in the morning and i have just learned (throught my regular blog reading rounds) that one of my dearest blogger friends has passed away...



his name Lynn Carrier at lynncarrier.blogspot.com, a thoughtful man and very funny man. it so hard to really think of him as gone, so wierd to know that he will not be blogging. i met him through ginger now candiedginger site. he made me laugh with his silly sayings and jokes... i stopped and had a cry for awhile, i truly felt close to him... i confided in him... he was such a fighter... so much that he had gone through with his illness over the years... as my b-g is a MD... we talked on yahoo msg., about all that he had and was going through, b-g thought he was well informed about his illness and sadden for his hardship, but thought of him brave for fighting so hard for his life. we deeply felt for him and his family... as b-g knows that i am very sentimental over people that are close to me, i didnt let Lynn know that i had been terribly sadden when he had told us about his illness...



i always care for people no matter if they are far or i have never met them. i get attached to my blog friends, as they are real people living their lives at times very far away but still alive... i truly like the internet as it has allowed many people, including myself to start different sort of friendships with people that normally we would never know on regular occassions...



i truly am happy to know every single one of the blog people who write and i get to know through what they have written down. some have more fame then others but to me they are still the same... i may not read them every day but they are still in my mind and heart even though i dont know them face to face... its a different era we are coming into and may be just maybe in the future we dont really have to just have close friends that we have living near us but also far away. i guess it has existed for awhile with the start of penpals...



i remember being in grade school and doing penpal letters to kids from Australia, Netherlands, Nageria and other countries that i cannot quite remember now... that has come along way now that we have the internet... what a wonderful and crazy monster that has been unleashed unto man kind... what are the possibilities i wonder, i guess they are endless...



Lynn was a close friend to me as my friends here are... in a way i did know him and that is enough for me to feel that he was a very special person and glad that he allowed me to get to know him. I will always remember him as a kind, decent and happy man... i say a prayer to him and his family... may god be with him and his loved ones...

news:

YUK!!! i cannot believe that US airlines (1 out of every 8 planes flunks EPA test) are carrying water that can make sick people (immune deficiency disorders) sicker! and the gull of it all is that the EPA did not mention names! WHAT!!! that is the crazy shit! makes me wonder if it's like that in the USA, dang you wonder what goes on in the developing countries! Yikes!!



hollywood:

the Olson twins are gonna live apart but will still be going to school together... Mary-Kate aparently now has a loft in Soho to persue her artistic, hippy lifestyle! heee... ooh well...



quiz:

are you a heartbreaker? - by lifetime results score is: 2 of 7 0 - 3 points: breakup bumbler talk about a heartbreaker! it's a safe bet that none of your exes is feeling warm and fuzzy about you right now. your coldhearted ways may make things easy for you in the short run, but it's time to start thinking about the other person's feelings -- and the bad karma you're spreading!



movie:

Jessica Alba as part of the "fantastic four" (see yahoo for a behind the scenes) by 20 century fox coming out in July 1, 2005, filmed in Vancouver, BC.



music:

b-g wants Maroon 5 CD... just for the song 'she will be loved!' he wil not get, so i will! hee... crystals, valentine's day is around the corner... yikes! what should i get him????



personal:

still in VA... it snowed like a nut yesterday... it was so nice... the dog went coockoo over the snow... heeee... funny... listenning to the radio "my boo" by alicia k & usher... so good!! started to watch the 2nd episode of point pleasant tonight with a new OC episode tonight on fox... that's my night!! need to go take a shower, i need to go to mom's shop at 2:30 for my haircut and color... yeah!!!

i have been clicking all around... found a site on birgit page and from there i went crazy and went major surfing for the past 5hrs... so bad... i haven't even eaten! yeah besides eating a small portion of old fashiontapioca pudding [fat-free]! i went to say morin' - 'fternoon! to miss jen2... and miss Demi is back an very busy... happy she is doing good and doing her own thing... beside having getting over a cold Demi is very good! happy to hear from her!



sites been checking out, thanks to birgit i got cutsie.net from her comments and from there i went to:

* okibi.net

* supersonicsquirrel.net

* intrigued.soundless-words.net

* gurukitty.com

* rubberducky.nu

* turtlebug.net

* daisykitten.net

* lemonn.blogdrive.com

* rapturez.com

* tinbell.com

* worldonline.se

* icklebug.net

* crazy-stars.net

* jaimeville.cjb.net

* heatherworld.org

* elidan.net

* chello.hu/g.braun

* bunnybat.ovenfreshsuicide.net

* fianakiara.de from here i got:

takuworld.com [KiSS doll prg.]

the-underdogs.org [princess maker 2- program]

kao-ani.com [pixel & cute fonts] joined her b-day list & 'i luv sushi clique' sushi.brain-work

* html-girl.com led me to:

areaunix.org

* danger-zone.now.nu led to:

moon-faerie.com

cuddle-bug.net



that is some... more to come... yah!

so, i been here for the past 3days. met this philippino guy (REN) who married an italian (strange as in mtl most Italians marry their own!), had a 4yr old. did tech world for some company which he traveled most of the time during the year... that was my highlights on the plane... heee...

for JenJen, she will be starting an art project 'papier mache.' it most definetely will be pretty cool! she seems to be so multi-talented. heee... thinking about it... too bad that i did not send her a girt for x-mas... i thought of it... but she may have thought i was wierd... oh well... maybe on her b-day and so on...

i wonder what has happened to Demi??? SAJ is somewhat still there... i haven't done my blog read for the past 3 days! CandiedGinger they've set up a 'subject to approval' before you can post anything on their site... ooh well, they didn't publish 1 of my comments during the x-mas time, it ok, i guess they thought my comment to be useless to them...

i have set up the pc for my mom... it is pretty nice. cost a mint, i think! got an HP with the works... nice... love the wierdless stuff... all i can say is she needs to get organized! the paper is driving me batty! heee... feel the need to surf!

leaving the 10th of Jan... Carly wanted to be packed, too...

PIYO!!

totally a freaky!!! thanks to: JustAGirl, she will be taking a break :(



[ - purplish color for ones that I responded - ]

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE".

2. You solved the Rubics cube... by peeling off the stickers. (totally guilty!!)

3. You watched the Pound Puppies. (had more then one!)

4. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air". (Wil cutie-hotty!)

5. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.

6. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.

7. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. (love the smell! they are back)

8. You know that "WHOA " comes from Joey on Blossom.

9. Two words: M.C. Hammer. (hammer time!)

10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner"

11. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock". (the caves...)

12. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... (pink, white and yellow... don't forget the basket with the white daisy in the middle!)

13. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (you know it!)

14. If you played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! (still do!)

15. Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics.

16. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Sunday to watch cartoons. (ahh, the memories!)

17. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. (did one for kyanna a few days ago! hee!)

18. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen...

19. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

20. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.

21. You played MASH [Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House]. (you know it!!)

22. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. (what ever happened to that brand!)

23. You wore L.A. GEAR and you were proud of it. (loved them!)

24. You had a Kirk Cameron poster on your bedroom wall. (he was all over my room!! & even sent letters to his fan mail... morron was I!)

25. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (my favorite, recently bought the series!)

26. You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing " and all the Ramona books. (ordered it through school!)

27. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF". (pain!)

28. You wanted to be a Goonie.

29. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (and don't forget the make up, too!)

30. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted. (looked better then)

31. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. (why a blonde?)

32. You took lunch boxes to school...and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the schoolyard. (jem, flinstones, scooby-doo)

33. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. (oooh, yeah!)

34. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence. (more like i still do! not!)

35. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts. (heee...)

36. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.

37. You remember Punky Brewster. (you're always be a friend of mine... the cartoon was funny)

38. You loved Howard the duck. (was the duck era!)

39. You thought She-ra [Princess of Power!] and He-Man [and the masters of the universe] should hook up. (yeah right brother & sister! my eye)

40. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets. (so much time and care to make them!)

41. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. (when it was really hot... freaken' painful!)

42. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I? "

43. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up." (use it when i'm lazy!)

44. You thought it was cool that the Beach Boys got to hang out with Uncle Jesse from Full House in the Kokomo video. (aruba, jamaica... come on pretty momma!)

45. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. (i loved my 2 pair of skates)

46. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide. (tummy skin had a rash for 3 days)

47. You know not to mix poprocks and soda. (ouchy!)

48. You have ever played with a Skip-It. (my memory was of falling and spliting my lip 5stitches! ouchy!)

49. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds. (ronald mc donald & the balloon animals)

50. You learned oldies songs by watching Alvin and the Chipmunks. (we're the chipmunks alvin, simon theadore... doo doo dodododo! & remember the chippets!)

51. You had a Glow Worm or watched the cartoons. (loved the glow worm toy... perfect night light)

52. You remember dancing along with the Bangles in "Walk Like An Egyptian." (now teach it to kyanna)

53. If you remember Heathcliff the orange cat. (heathcliff, heathcliff no one should... terrified the neighborhood!)

53. You saw the California Raisins Christmas claymation special. (scary things!)

54. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "That wasn't from the 80's." (true, but great wayback!)

55. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement. (all the way, baby!!)

56. You remember Popples. (they were so cute... balls)

57. You remember "Don't worry, be happy!". (stop!)

58. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks. *cough*

59. You wore socks scrunched down. (still do sometimes...)

60. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" With silver buttons buttons buttons, all down her back back back... (stop stop stop!)

61. You remember boom boxes... (had one)

62. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies. (still love GIZMO!! AAAHHH!!!)

63. You remember when Geraldo found Al Capone's vault. (tadddaaaa!)

64. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!" (heee.... haven't had one done to me in a long time...)

65. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales (have made a come back)".

66. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot. (what happen to him?)

67. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac. (fury, i like fury!)

68. You remember the large amounts of hairspray used. (made miracles!)

69. You remember those very stylish headbands. (yikes!)

70. You remember Rosie the Robot. (wasn't that the 60-70's - the jetsons?!)

71. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB". (so but so guilty... i think i still have the casette... OMG)

72. You remember watching The Cosby show. (now the reruns!)

73. You remember Mr.Belvadere. (goodness... he was funny)

74. You remember Michael J. Fox in Family Ties and Back to the Future. (still watch all 3 movies every year)

75. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell", the ORIGINAL class.

76. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART or LIVING ON A PRAYER. (but he's still cute! Sex & the City!)

77. You just sang those words to yourself. (yep)

78. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.

79. You wore homemade Levi shorts... (dukes of hazards look! now porn stars wear them! hee!!)

80. You remember when mullets were cool!

81. You had a mullet!

82. You still sing "We are the World". (every year!)

83. You tight rolled your jeans. (doing that in winter!)

84. You owned a bannana clip. (still own a couple!)

85. You remember "Where's the Beef?" (hmmm... steak on a grill! yum!!)

86. You also wanted to know where the beef was? (still lookin')

87. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"

88. You had big hair and you knew how to use it. (made me taller)

89. You'd watch the after school specials at 4:00. (you know it!!)

90. Girls - you so wanted to be Baby and would dance around the house after watching Dirty Dancing. Guys - you have to admit the fact that you've seen the movie more than once. ( hey mickie... how you call your lover boy... baby... oooohh baby!!! -_*)



a complete 80's & 90's Chick!!!!

so the day started, taking a shower... going to leave my pc at Microbytes (creating an CMOS error - defaults loaded) and it showed nothing to them! bought 512m & a web cam... came home to leave pc... we went to COSTCO, to add me to the memebership! bought glitter glue, burritos and cards (which will be mailed to friends for b-days!). headed to GLOBO to see if i could find the Columbia cute baby blue boots! no luck!! :( so headed to Rockland hit Linen Chest: $300-somethin' bedding, shower curtian! then to Fruit & Passions, yum got me some smellies & creamies!! then end The Bay (yummie scents) got my final prize!! : Gucci Envie Me :



My shopping craze ended with b-g telling me i had to slow down! spent over a grand in one afternoon! do i have prob yep! love shopping!



now what we need is a humidifier!! heee... shopping part 2.0!

so spent the last few hours reading and surfing... renewed my site & domain! great!! read my emails: more like the news letter from my host! pretty funny! heee... got 3 bandwidth and space which is great! too bad for the no more subdomain cancellations, there gonna used them for their machines! :( saw miss annika on ymsg, she was watching Alias! i spent my early evening watching Lost! it was great, Armando & i did the usual Wed. 'Lost' phone call!! great! new episode! yumm! sorta wierd but it was good... a set up for stuff to come! due to ms. justagirl, i have been surfing around... got me interested in WIE but its in Dutch? :( would like it but cannot get it :(! then went a bit down her blog and found VOTE for Tony @ BOB which i voted!! also, for witt & wisdom! read him once in a while i got to know him from my fotopage... then headed to the knitting & found faery crafty damn which i could knit! :( crap!! have the needles which were given to me last yr for x-mas!! great! how can i learn none of my friends know and think its an old lady thing! whatever!! i likes... crochet on the other hand... still working on the blanket for my queen bed... will never end! :( then decided to see the food category and found pastry life which led me to moxie (to yoshi), blog explosion (registered & spent like 1/2hr, earning 2pnts!) & firefox (which i wanted to get about 3 days ago when i had been watching the G4TECH channel)... WHAT a freak chain reaction it caused!! read for hours ... bed will be in 30 min... dang... no b.s... what a roller coster!! nighties... =^.^=

been looking at:

- Just A Girl

- Birdie

- Cena Maria Dot Com



My lookies/goodies:

- Celebs

- Random Images

- VH1

"a very sad beginning i say... the lives taken were so many... help efforts are being deployed but not fast enough... the sadness and the astonishment of it all... the world feels so heavy with grief... "



tsunami (x x x x x )

so still in the cold mood... my nose is stuffed but i feel much better. kyanna's spending the week with me... rented 3 movies (jersey girl, mean girls & raising helen) and bought "marry poppins!" one of my fav movies from my kiddy age!! haaa... b-g's last overnight is tonight! yeah!! then he's free for 7 whole days!!! 'k need to go!! gotta go see the movies... ms. kyanna is like next to me... heee...

so i am so freaken' sick!!! i feel awful!! i know where i catched it... it was at the recitle of Kyanna... all those kids with viruses attached to them. one went home with me! crap!

O.K. on the bright side! Demi & SAJ got their parcels which i was so happy to hear from! SAJ sent pics (see below)! heee... love to shop!! i am so happy they like the stuff i got them! Demi's daughter Mii loves the kitty bag! which is so but so cute! she named her 'Namina.' cute!!! heee...



on yesterdays news... so i sent x-mas e-cards to 48 people... some i hadn't talk to in a long while... so anyways, ms erica is in the picture, once again... i went to see her and her mom which i was thrilled... b-g went with me... we ate at the church talked... erica is the same, which i am glad she is happy... we had lost touched for almost 2yrs... my thoughts were because of her man... she says it's not! but anyways, i don't know if i will ever know... i have my doubts... she had been a close friend and for us to loose touch was really sad... but what one thing came out of the sadness... i repaired the relationship that i thought was kinda flaky with chris... i truly opened up to her to tell her how i really felt. when she treated me the way she did... i have known her for over 16 yrs... and her child is my godchild! i know she has a hard time with closeness and all that... but we worked it out and talked & cried alot! i am much so much closer to her then i have ever been! armando will always be my bestest friend-male but i needed a female close-close friend and to finally feel that i have one... i get really happy and sad... cuz it has been a torturous yrs... with truly no "TRUE" friends in my life, female i mean... i try very hard and i guess at times i have been taken for granted... maybe cuz i am to needy on that part! i mean... in my hearts of hearts i wanted someone to share my sad, happy, angry moments with... ok i will stop with my sob-story of not ever meeting a female that truly wanted to be my bestest friend!!



do i sound pathetic or what!!! sheesh!!!



ok so on the brightside... armando came over and stayed the night took care of me... he's a true friend! i love him so!!! b-g had to work overnight at the hospital... and i felt really sick and not wanting to be alone... as it is wed. armando and i have the "LOST" phone calls... so i told him how i felt and that b-g was going to work overnight... he offer to come over and take care of me... which i felt so happy!!! heeee....



i woke up pretty much still freaken sick!!!! hate the freaken illness that go around!! and yep i didn't take my flue shot!! what ever... i am suffering the consequences...



i got up at 7am... i mended my coat! checked my emails and went to read some blogs. said hi and now i'm posting... have called ms. erica 3 times but she seems not to answer... is it starting again... i will not think about it!! sheesh!! rack my brain with other things... jelly-beans!!! i will go and make me a coffee and finish wrapping Kyanna's gifts... yikes! her mom is going to kill me! i bought her so much!!! she will love it! but her mom will think i am spoiling her too much! i still think i should still buy her the "game-cube"?? or should i wait for b-day but i want to also get her a dvd? i don't know what to do?? still thinking... k... laterzzz....

the package is being inspected by kitty... heee...


SAJ amazed at the colors??? heee...


the resemblance...


water can!! yah!!


hmm... the yummy soap!!!

went to kyanna's recitle around 4pm... i was sorta late due to no taxi!!! mr. b-g was doing his work so i had to take a taxi... dang, i was late like 5 min. i had missed khalil's class but saw jasmine's (his sister) and kyanna's... it was so cute... alex was there... she look really good! the kids played after for like 1/2 -1 hr. then got ready... it was so cold... bbbbrrrrr... steph, kyanna, jasmine and me took a taxi and everyone else walked in the freezing weather... brrr... stayed at chris's for a while talking and eating and blabbling more... we took alex home and then came home... as i got into the bedroom i saw my mail... it was Demi and SAJ letter and package... i was so happy! i wonder if my gifts will be there anytime soon??? hopefully they will get there by the end of the week! i thank them from the bottom of my heart, for being so sweet!!

thank you so very much to both of you, Demi and SAJ.

btw: the cards will be going on my tree... pretty!!!

thank you so very much Demi... love the fan and face towel... how did you know we use them... we have like 40-50 of them... heee... thank you...


a beautiful card from SAJ thank you so very much!

so the day started out early 7:30am... it's been gift wrapping for the past 2hrs... took a break! sent msg to Demi and secret agent josephine... so friday! a week left and what is insight still remains... i have not done much, for me, well more like get the crazies out cuz i was like hell bent on getting all my gifts out on time.. hopefully everyone gets them in time... i hate that i was so like last minute... now the next thing is writing so the weekend will be writing to the rest of the net friends i have... need to get started on making my card!! heee... all i dream about now is turkey!! more like turkey leg!! i have already dibs on chris's leg! heee....

i sent my x-mas gifts today to:



my mom -VA

Demi & Mii -Japan

Brenda - CA

the Cheng Family -Toronto



left is b-g's family in Edmonton



need to get some stuff for nelson, grandma(nelson's mom) and the kids... with that i will be done!!!



Ruffus (my mom's dog) turned 1yr. on the 12th of December (Sunday)... will be going down for a few weeks after the holidays to see my family!! yeah!!!



more shopping today!! gonna take a shower... need to call stephanie... gona go dim-summing today! laterzzz...

1st parcel... for Secret Agent Josephine...


2nd parcel for Demi & Mii...

so crazy is the shopping frenzy! heee...

1 b-g

2 bloggers

1 blogger child

4 family members

6 b-g's family

18 friends

1 x-boyfriend

4 x-boyfriend relatives

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37 gifts this year was the out come, not much!! heee... done: 13!! to go 23!!! and only twelve days left...



This holiday will be spent seeing b-g off to work! he works the Dec. 24 (6pm-2am), 25(6pm-2am), 26 (overnight: 11pm-10am), & 27(overnight: 11pm-10am). it sucks the balls!!! i truly hate it!! alone for x-mas! no turkey to make this year!! but will be eating it at friends homes!! yah! yah! yumm!i have finally finished the tree... it looks so very beautiful! i love it!! gold, red and clear balls... lights are clear with 16 different blinking options! we are thinking of getting a flat screen tv to put over the fire place... it would look so like nice!!! **dreamy**

i had a dream yesterday night...i had gone to japan to meet Demi... there was so much confussion around me... then i came into this building where there were like 5-10 baby kittens.. i had brought Carly with me.. Demi lived with her mother inlaw, who by the way was white??? then all of a sudden carly (my cat) runs off and i am heading to the door... i come upon a park purely for cats.. she was hidding behind a cement bench... i had not yet met Demi... instead i met this japanese girl with pink hair who excorted me to a cell phone store... the guys there wanted to cell me a very expensive phone which i liked but no way i could afford it! even the case that was for my phone, although cute, i could not afford... i walked off and they just spouted something in japanese, which i didn't understood... made my way back up to Demi's apartment... when i got there Mii was there sitting eating at the dining room table... she said "hi" in a cute high pitch voice... Demi was in the kitchen her body turn to the sink washing dishes... as she turned around to greet me... i looked down and carly was sliding herself between my legs... i looked up once again to say "hi" to Demi... as i heard her voice telling me of what she had done and i woke up!!

still thinking... hmmmm....

so the tree is up!!! pictures:


Friday the 10th!! up... still naked...


Saturday the 11th... half way there... need more ornaments!!


Sunday the 12th!! done... looks good... but some presents have left for their destinations...

rieke got me thinking about parenthood... hmmm...i don't really know if i want children. is that bad? well, if i am going to have and that is a big maybe!! i give myself 'til 35yrs... then forget it... i don't want to be a an old mommy... not that it isn't good or anythink like that but it is just not for me... i have thought of having children but i don't really know if i am prepare for it yet! truth be known i am frighten... ok more like petrified!! the birth... aaahhh... don't really want to talk about that... i cannot see myself being with my legs spread wide open infront of like 10 people, noooo!! nooo! let me not get into it... i guess i'm being really silly and i know it is only for maybe 4-48 hrs for delivery and like 9 mths for the pregnancy to end... and the out come is most rewarding as you have a new bundle of joy! still the delivery and the pregnancy scare the living daylights out of me...

have i said too much... am i being selfish and inconsiderate??? i don't know but freak! i quiver just at the site of it... i think i've watched too many "baby stories" & health discovery channel "birth day"



ok... so i'm scared!! plain and simple...

volunteer match - (USA only) A place to find great volunteering experiences.



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World Wildlife Fund - Was founded in 1967. Its aim to stop the degradation of the planet's natural environment and to build a future in which humans live in harmony with nature.



urban dictionary - A slang dictionary with your definitions. (thx to jen jen)



urbanout fitters x-mas gifts.



urban outfitters wishlist.

yesterday was hopping with emily & nelson... i met her downtown... bought stuff for the boys... so i have almost done all my x-mas shopping! i love it... bought coffee mugs that we desperate needed... had diner at soup & noodles... it was good! brought some for b-g, he went to work at 3pm and came home at 2 am! i was zonked out! heee!!



woke up early... and reading around! ^.^ laterzzz...

the out come was a bit of a shock!! dang! didn't know i had a mother teresa hidden inside myself! yikes that can't be... i think i need to take it again!!! like the song goes "one more time" by daft punk! and the out come is:







ok, i can live with that... i guess... heee...

this is my printer.... the new love...


and now my take and go gadget!! 2nd love... =^.^=

crap... i just lost my whole post!! freak!!!!! aaarrrggghhh!!! here we go again...



yesterday was a shopping day... first was a quick stop at rogers in fairview mall, as my new phone's battery had died tuesday after being only charged on sunday. i had called rogers and they send me to samsung's customer service but not satisfied i called the actual store where i bought it and they asked me to come and exchange it, which was done successfully! yeah!! then stopped at aldo's for some stocking stuffers for the girls! looked around winners/home sense nice stuff in there... then we headed off to angrignon mall to fruit & passions... they called me the day before to tell me about their 1 day 20% off which was my calling.... heee... a few hundred $$$ later, i had been satisfied... spoke to emily and chris while b-g was gasing the car! headed home to have diner & watched tv... heee...



woke to b-g gone to rounds at the children's... stephanie called and will be spending the afternoon with her... waiting for mr. b-g to get back... had a cake/muffin... yumm...



found a link to a recipe database program: duke software solutions. will see if i want it enough to buy it! heee...

so i have been thinking of the certain someone again.. should not, will not... gosh things have come to an end on that part... lets not be reminded of that... so bridget jones's diary is on... like the 10th time, heee... and watching it... can't help it... i like it... tried to watched that samantha thing on fox didn't work... went with stephanie for dimsum and went shopping chris came with us... but went home after 1/2 hr... slept over at stephanie's but didn't get much sleep the young one wanted me to get up early and the fact that i snore and kept waking her up and so she kept nudging me... heee... it was an awful sleep... went for breakfast but wasn't that hungry... took kyanna home... it was fun... but i was tired... didn't do much... watched tv... had diner... went to bed... chris came to pick her on sunday... it was all good... she stayed for awhile... b-g came home late... he was a bit upset due to the doctor replacing him coming in late... so that is why he was late... got some food for him and he ate... went to bed...

the last few days have been shopping, shopping and more shopping... gots me a canon ip5000 printer and a new cell(samsung e316) as well as b-g got a cell(motorola v220)... sweet that was today for the cells... and the printer was like 2 days ago... yep... nuts... gots some stocking stuffers for the friends and the kids... yep... hope they likes them... gots chris's gift and tomorrow is dim-sum and more shopping... went to look for a kitty but nothing seems to pop up i think we have to go to the SPCA for that... there only dogs for sale... and the people at SAFARI (a pet store) suck!! no help what so ever from them... children... yep i'm a bit of a bitch today... i want what i want and well i want it!! that is it... i am a new person, F$%@ with new years resolution i will start now!! no more b.s from anyone.. well not everyone... that is not true... joke! heee... oh well now i am rumbling on...

ooohhh... go a new read... he's a british dude that has a spunky feeling/sensation to the read.. yep! likes.. reminds me of oldcatman... i miss him... i hope he is doing well... hope his ears are burning as i think of him often... heee.... =^.^=

the 3 weeks in California were great!!! did the touristy thing:
started in SF then went down to LA to meet brother spent 3 days before he headed to Japan for 2yrs... universal studios, hollywood, beverlyhills, marina del rey, san predo, santa monica, redondo beach, santa barbara, monterrey, ventura, morro bay, san diego, sea world, sea port village, malls, heee... and so much, much more, more... heee...

it was great... did i say that again... yep! the food was yummy, the only thing was that the people were a bit rude... no patience... i guess they thought they were doing us a favor for offering us to shop even though we are the ones deciding to give them our money for the goods they were offering... let me tell you i didn't buy many things due to the rudeness of the clerks... as if... please... take a class on maturity and politeness... yuk! as for the sites they are amazing... saw a dead seal, heard the seals and saw a sleepy seal! yep all in one day!!

the curves on the #1 highway was a bit scary.. the scenery was breath taking... nice to tour but not to live... the cities are so full! wow... people due have a look of stay away or else... yuk! the beach was nice... got me some sand and walked around in the water... kinda cold... brrrr... it smelled like yuk!! no shells, had to buy... can you believe that... hmmm... so much land being cultivated and used for future real estate... it was sorta hard to think that maybe the animals soon would not have a place of their own...

so the passing was ok... b-g lost some stuff in ohare airport! kinda sucked... brought alot! went with 2 cases and came back with 3 cases and sent 1 box via post! jikes! heee... that is all...

so the trip is a round the corner... 3wks in Cali... can't wait... been bit of bitch lately to b-g the house is so upside down due to his med-journals... i can't stand that they are so old from like 91 to now... yes, do keep the ones from 2001 and up but what do you want with the ones from 1991-2000???? we are a fire hazard at the moment... we have no room for that!! plus, all my stuff is still in boxes... i cannot stand this... it's driving me mad! and we are off to Cali in 5 days... i don't like to come back to a house that is freaken messy... i should get help but no... i can't b-g has forbidden me from getting help... even my friends, yep the have come over, have asked if they could help... can you imagine... i am so embarrased... what kind of person am i if can't even keep my own house clean... but one thing to say is that it's not all my fault. freaken journals!! aaarrrggghhh...

Alana with the couple (Sally & Harry)... in the background it's Paola (Sally's bestfriend) and Bill (Harry's brother)...

We woke up to a really beautiful day... As I started to surf for a rental car and a hotel at great prices... I hear b-g screaming my name... saying "come here! something's wrong!!!" I go and what do I see mr. pikachu-nunun dead... not moving or anything... I cannot believe he went so fast... ok so I had him for like 6-7yrs... his 7th b-day was coming up in Nov. but I guess he will miss it... I will miss him, b-g will miss him... he was a cute fellow... hee...

mr. pikachu the chip-boy!!!

and here is my small ginpo donabe pot!!

my big donabe pot from ginpo!

we went to T.O. for 4 days... b-g went for the annual resident-exams... he was an examiner but this time he graded them... bought a few things at chapters and then went across the street to eat at Montana Restaurant (145 John St. T.O. , Ont. 416-595-5949: no site!)... not to coflict with Montana's," 's " makes a difference apparently, as we were told by one of the hostesses... heee...

Ate at Hosu's the first day there... it was good... went to Silver Snail to get my dose of anime bookworm fix!! order alot room service like 3-4 times, yum! there was this really good pasta dish, which is no longer available as they change their menu every 6 mths. oooh, well... found a really good dessert which was made with bananas, 2 crepes, slice almonds, really good ice cream, a bit of whip cream and a almond/honey sauce... which was very dreamy!



on our last day... we took off and landed in Scarborough... Pacific Mall was our target... we ended up spending like 200$ in japanese dishes at Utsuwa-no-yakata (Unit F82 - 4300 Steeles Ave. EMarkham ON L3R 0Y5 905-513-2737)... which i love and got a set of 2 donabe pots (ginpo). very beautiful...



driving back to mtl. we stopped at the big apple in Colborne, ON... which the apple pie we bought was amazing! and let's not forget the apple chips! yummm!!!



Now we are leaving once again.. this time to Edmonton for b-g's sisters wedding on the 25th... we'll be there for 6 days... got the plane ticket already... gonna stay at the delta hotel and rent a car...



then in early Oct. we are going to San Fran., CA for b-g's conference and for a bit of a vaction for us... we will be there for 3wks. yeah!!!



that will we all... yeah!!

been on a writing and looking basis... watching... anyways, Armando send me the following:



http://www.ntv.co.jp/kasoh/past_movie/



funny ...



still working on my site at www.maizzy.com

just passed the last month doing things for the house... sitting my godchild and totally trying to fix the freaken puters.. plural! yep! i can't handle this... changed IP providers yesterday! monday bye bye to sympatico... so let's see how this is... yep 12 mths crap! wanna move... it's so hot right now i sweat as i write this... so i have moved almost all my stuff to my new email and trying to see if i can finish this before i melt...

i thank so very much Secret Agent Josephine for my emblem which i will add in the next day or two... i'ts so beautiful... i have uploaded it up to my fotopages.

as time passes i seem to learn nothing... i remain the same... i think and do things that would deffenitely be stupid for the next person... oh well, things can be worse... so i have learnt that the Quebec gov't over paid me on a bursary and it has been accumulating for the past 3-4 yrs to about $2,000.00. sweet, eh! i called and assked the woman who takes care of my case why was it that they waited until it got to $2,000.00, did they need my pathetic two grand that badly.... i told her that i hadn't recieve a letter from them or else i would have paid for it long time ago... now that it's gotten so much, they send a letter asking for payment in full... how upsetting is that, aaarrrrggghhhh!!!!



need to do... put up a small profile on blogspot, put the photos of SC, VA & MA on to my fotopages... go to the gym as much as possible... get the frustration of life out of me...



did a cheesecake from scratch a few days ago... i love the topping which i made from scratch too.. haven't yet done the hush puppies been a bit lazy on the cooking front... but been eating plenty of pasta this past few days... the rose sauce we got at the restaurant "pasta tutti giorni" and let me not forget the amazing the ceasar salad dressing... which we have gone back already to get another bottle... salad galore that i been on the past few days too... heee....



chris hasn't called me i guess she's not truly happy with me after the situation with kyanna... she acted very not nice... and i told her so... i bet that she will call when she needs a babysitter... yeah knowing her... well, that will come sometime soon...



armando been sorta taking some of my stuff i don't mind really but i need to say he has my stereo and my fan which i thought had been stolen but got a confirmation that he had it...



my carpo-tunnel syndrome... is still there... painfully there... i should do something about it.... as i get no action on my hands when they get numb.... even washing dishes get them numb.... i am just a bit scare over the small surgery... what if... factors roam around my mind and i just tend to live with it incase... as both hands get numb and have the syndrome.... sucks to be me in that dept! oh well, live with it!!!!



as for the badge still waiting, asked secret agent josephine for one when i saw the fish had one...



...b-g's been asking me to do a list of his journals for him... i had done one in the past but because of the so many viruses that infected my PC and the cleaning of it... i forgot to put it on disk and givie him a copy.. yep it got scrapped with all the junk on my PC about 5-6mths ago... so i sat a few hours in front of the PC getting all the links to his journals & some interesting sites.



got into a few arguments with b-g over the pack rat skills he has acquire the past 10yrs... i want a skilled organizer to come in and help fix the apt that looks like a crazy old man lives in... damn... what to do... and he loves all the design-show on life, HGTV, and others... what to do???



... so Sonny has like 3 kids and one on it's way... how nuts is that... Carly you are crazy... i guess you love the prick!!! Sam get over it... you stole Jason from Courtney... you go courtney Jax is a hunk! yum!!! As for you ass Nikolas go F-- yourself with that Mary slut and let poor Emily go to the arms of lucky! yeah!!! GH rocks so does... AMC!!! Greenlee du Pres sucks why Ryan why??? what's wrong with Kendall, you could have been the one to turn/fix her... i guess you didn't like the challenge... Babe for crying out loud JR is a prick!!! and for goodness sakes give back Meranda back to Bianca!! you bi-at-ch!!!



ARRRGGHHH!!! that has been my soap watch.... OLTL(so they are back together - Blair & Todd ... yikes, but the daughter 'Starr' is growing up! yikes... Kelly give back the kid 'Ace' to Babe [AMC]...) and Passions (nothing's really going in Harmony anyways, the same the same.... just Eve's secret has come out! yikes, poor Eve!) don't count too much as i don't really watch them that much....



that all... laterzzz...