i had a some what ??? day.. i went to get my bloods done... sheesh.. freaken 4 bottles what's that all about. VAMPIRES, i tell u!! i almost fainted.. i heard b-g saying r u ok and then the chick saying wawawawa... the room started spinning and suddenly i'm semi-supine, i started to feel a bit better then she started to say something about not having smaller towels. i felt this cold comress on my head and under my neck. she asked if i was ok.. i felt a little shy as the door to the waiting room was open and i heard the old people waiting whispering... i don't know as most were oriental... i lay there for 5 min... the nurse was a bit scared, she told me not to do that and to talk but i couldn't i felt so weak.. i guess it was because i had't eaten anything since the day before... on top of it all i had to take a piss into a cup for freaken analysis the f%$#!!! i found the nurse to be so sweet telling me to take my time when i was ready to go to the toilet to go and then give it to her... freak i think she wanted to carry me to the waiting room i felt her arms all around my boobs and waist... i tried to get away but i just went a bit limp, b-g was just in the sides... i tell you he was not worried at all... i felt he didn't care... but brushed it off... i need to rethink certain things now a days. that's something else... i wish... so, i sat and then went to the b-room and me being such souch a dumb-ass i wet my undies... thx god it wasnt much! but still i had to get back and take a shower and change clothes... yuk!!! the things... getting back to the bloods, i come back and she takes the blood cannesters, pee and the sheet puts a rubber band around it and says take it to room #718 on the 7th floor... heee... i hated the elevator ride i was so freaken weak i felt the gravity pulling me up and down, it sucked... not once did b-g ask if i was ok... he just kept talking about other patients and then a collegue here and there popped up saying hi!! so no time for me... now, its late... i wanted to save money so i say just take me home, plus i was feeling terribly weak still... freaken heat... i felt so unloved... as i cooked my own food and ate by myself... oooh, he had eaten before we left... i had to wait for him to finish eating his meal... he said there was time not to get my panties in a bunch... bla bla...
shit i never took so much shit from a guy, i think i'm becoming a weak woman... no way!!! that ain't happening to me... i feel so sad... now im hoping not to wake up!!!

JAG's meme totally rocks!! yah!! that got my spirits up! she's a sweety... she has always come out of the woodwork when i feel shitty... thx...